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March 18, 2019
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Bil Cornelius hosts Pastor John Gray.

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Praise | John Gray | 3/18/19

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  • - MALE ANNOUNCER: TONIGHT ON
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  • "PRAISE,"
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  • FROM DALLAS,
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  • SENIOR PASTOR OF
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  • RELENTLESS CHURCH AND
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  • BEST-SELLING AUTHOR...
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  • JOHN GRAY.
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
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  • - ANNOUNCER: AND NOW
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  • BIL CORNELIUS.
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  • [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
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  • - BIL CORNELIUS: WOW, WOW.
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  • WHAT A GREAT NIGHT.
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  • WELCOME TO "PRAISE."
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  • WE'RE SO GLAD
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  • YOU ARE HERE.
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  • WE HAVE AN AMAZING PROGRAM FOR
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  • YOU.
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  • YOU'RE NOT GONNA WANNA TURN THAT
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  • I'M TELLIN' YOU RIGHT NOW.
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  • - JOHN GRAY: UH-UH.
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  • - BIL: THIS IS GONNA BE
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  • INCREDIBLE.
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  • WE HAVE AN AMAZING SPECIAL
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  • GUEST.
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  • I'M SO EXCITED TO BE
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  • INTERVIEWING JOHN GRAY.
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  • PLEASE CHECK OUT THIS VIDEO.
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  • - ANNOUNCER: YOU MAY FIND HIM
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  • SINGING.
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • HEY, HEY-HEY, HEY
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  • - ANNOUNCER: BEING COMICAL.
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  • - JOHN: YEAH, I SAW YOU, MOSES.
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  • [LAUGHTER]
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  • - ANNOUNCER: OR PREACHING UP A
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  • STORM.
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  • - JOHN: IT'S NOT JUST ONE
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  • BREAKTHROUGH BUT MULTIPLE PLACES
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  • OF DELIVERANCE, HEALING,
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  • ABUNDANCE, OVERFLOW, POWER.
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  • - ANNOUNCER: NO MATTER WHAT
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  • JOHN GRAY IS DOING--
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  • [BACKGROUND SINGERS]
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  • DO-DOO, DO-DOO-DO, DO-DOO-DO,
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  • DO-DOO-DO, DO-DOO-DO
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  • - ANNOUNCER: -- HE'S LIFTING UP
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  • THE NAME OF JESUS.
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  • - JOHN: AND YOU THINK I'M A BE
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  • QUIET ABOUT MY JESUS?
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  • YOU BETTER TELL THAT DEVIL--
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  • - ANNOUNCER: THE FORMER
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  • ASSOCIATE PASTOR OF LAKEWOOD
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  • CHURCH IN HOUSTON, TEXAS, CAUGHT
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  • THE WORLD'S ATTENTION WITH HIS
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  • UNIQUE STYLE OF WORSHIP,
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  • LAUGHTER, PREACHING, AND
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  • EXHORTATION, ALL WRAPPED IN ONE
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  • ANOINTED PACKAGE.
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  • HIS GIFTS HAVE EVEN OPENED DOORS
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  • FOR HIM IN MAINSTREAM MEDIA.
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  • - JOHN: I'M AT THE TABLE, LORD.
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  • - LADIES: YEAH.
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  • - JOHN: THE LAST SUPPER.
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  • - FEMALE: [SHRIEKING]
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  • - JOHN: JESUS.
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  • FAMILY.
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  • - ANNOUNCER: GRAY ALSO RELEASED
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  • TWO MUSICAL ALBUMS AND A COMEDY
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  • DVD, WITH A DETERMINATION TO USE
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  • EVERY GIFT TO BUILD THE KINGDOM
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  • OF GOD.
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  • GRAY'S NEWEST DIGS AS SENIOR
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  • PASTOR OF RELENTLESS CHURCH IN
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  • GREENVILLE, SOUTH CAROLINA,
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  • PROMISE EVEN MORE OPPORTUNITIES
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  • TO SERVE GOD WITH UNYIELDING
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  • PASSION, HUMILITY, AND POWER.
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
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  • - BIL: WOW, MAN, GOOD TO HAVE
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  • YOU, BROTHER, THANK YOU.
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  • - JOHN: MAN OF GOD, THANK YOU,
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  • BIL.
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  • - BIL: WOW, WOW.
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  • - JOHN: I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT.
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  • I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW GOD HAD DONE
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  • ALL THAT IN MY LIFE.
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  • - BIL: THAT'S CRAZY.
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  • WERE YOU WATCHIN' AND GOIN',
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  • "WHO IS THAT GUY?"
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  • - JOHN: LITERALLY, I'M LIKE, "I
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  • CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT THE LORD HAS
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  • DONE."
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  • - BIL: ISN'T IT AMAZING HOW
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  • GOOD GOD IS, HOW HE HAS TAKEN
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  • YOU PLACES?
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  • - JOHN: I'M OVERWHELMED.
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  • I KNOW WHERE I CAME FROM, COMING
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  • FROM A SINGLE-PARENT HOUSEHOLD,
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  • CINCINNATI.
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  • MY MOM AND DAD DIVORCED, AND MY
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  • MOTHER RAISED ME IN A LITTLE
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  • BAPTIST CHURCH, AND SHE WAS THE
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  • AND WE SERVED THE LORD, AND I
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  • WAS IN ALL THE CHURCH PLAYS AND,
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  • YOU KNOW, JUST BEIN' FAITHFUL
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  • THERE AND TO SEE WHERE THE
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  • LORD-- HE-- AND HE DID ALL OF
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  • HE BROUGHT ME FROM THERE TO
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  • WHEREVER THIS IS, AND I'M JUST
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  • OVERWHELMED AND GRATEFUL.
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  • - BIL: THAT'S INCREDIBLE.
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  • MAN, WE'RE SO GLAD TO HAVE YOU
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  • HERE.
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  • THIS IS AN HONOR.
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  • WE HAVE A LOT OF MUTUAL FRIENDS,
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  • OF COURSE.
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  • - JOHN: YEAH.
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  • - BIL: IT'S GOOD TO FINALLY
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  • CONNECT WITH YOU LIKE THIS.
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  • - JOHN: ABSOLUTELY.
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  • - BIL: I LOVE THAT.
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  • YOU'VE GOT A GREAT NEW BOOK
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  • OUT-- THIS IS AWESOME-- CALLED
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  • "WIN FROM WITHIN."
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  • WE GONNA TALK ABOUT
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  • THIS ALL DAY.
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  • I CAN'T WAIT.
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  • WE'RE GONNA UNPACK THIS.
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  • THIS IS INCREDIBLE.
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  • [APPLAUSE]
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  • NOW, I GOTTA TELL YA, THIS
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  • SURPRISED ME.
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  • I WAS DIGGIN' INTO IT, AND IT
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  • DIDN'T TAKE LONG.
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  • I MEAN, YOU'RE PAGE AND A HALF
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  • IN, AND IT'S JUST LIKE, "WHAT?
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  • DID I JUST READ THAT RIGHT?
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  • DID HE JUST PUT THAT IN PRINT?"
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  • - JOHN: YEAH.
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  • - BIL: AND YOU GO RIGHT TO IT
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  • ABOUT HOW YOU ARE THE MAN OF GOD
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  • TRAVELING, AND THIS AND THAT,
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  • AND THE BIG NAME AND ALL THAT,
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  • AND IT WASN'T LOOKIN' LIKE THAT
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  • AT HOME.
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  • - JOHN: NO.
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  • IN THE VERY BEGINNING IN THE
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  • FOREWORD, I TALK ABOUT THE FACT
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  • THAT, FROM THE METRICS OF WHAT
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  • PEOPLE SEE AS "SUCCESS," I HAD
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  • "ARRIVED," YOU KNOW, AN
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  • ASSOCIATE PASTOR AT THE LARGEST
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  • SINGLE VENUE CHURCH IN THE
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  • HISTORY OF THIS COUNTRY,
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  • TRAVELING ALL OVER, WE HAVE A TV
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  • SHOW ON OWN, ON THE
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  • I'M ON DAILY ON TBN-- HEY, TBN
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  • FAMILY-- BUT I HAD NOT HONORED
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  • IN TAKING CARE OF MY HOUSE.
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  • I HADN'T MET THE NEEDS OF MY
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  • HER SPIRITUAL NEEDS, COVERING A
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  • HOUSE.
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  • I WAS SO BUSY RUNNING AROUND
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  • PREACHING AND FIGHTING FOR
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  • EVERYONE ELSE'S FAMILY THAT I
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  • WAS NEGLECTING MY OWN, AND IN
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  • THE VERY BEGINNING OF THE BOOK,
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  • I WRITE THAT MY WIFE'S LIKE,
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  • "I'M GETTING THE KIDS, AND I'M
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  • GOIN' BACK TO MY HOMETOWN OF
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  • DOTHAN, ALABAMA.
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  • I'M LEAVIN' BECAUSE YOU DON'T
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  • UNDERSTAND WHAT'S AT STAKE.
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  • YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S
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  • IMPORTANT."
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  • AND THAT'S HOW I START THE BOOK
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  • 'CAUSE I NEEDED TO GET
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  • PEOPLE'S ATTENTION.
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  • WE GOT A LOT OF SELF-HELP BOOKS,
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  • BUT THE TRUTH IS, IF THE BOOKS
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  • THAT WERE CALLED "SELF-HELP"
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  • ACTUALLY WORKED, THERE WOULD BE
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  • NO SELF-HELP BOOKS IN THE
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  • BOOKSTORE BECAUSE THEY WOULD
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  • WORK, BUT THE REALITY IS I CAN'T
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  • HELP ME.
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  • I NEED THE HOLY GHOST TO HELP
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  • ME.
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  • I NEEDED JESUS TO TRANSFORM ME.
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  • [APPLAUSE]
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  • - BIL: SO GOOD.
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  • - JOHN: AND SO YOU CAN BE A
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  • PUBLIC SUCCESS AND A PRIVATE
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  • FAILURE, AND I DIDN'T WANT TO
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  • LIVE THAT DUALITY ANY LONGER,
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  • AND SO THAT, TO ME, WAS THE
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  • BEGINNING.
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  • IF OUR LEADERS CAN'T GET
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  • TRANSPARENT, IF OUR LEADERS
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  • DON'T GET HONEST WITH THE PLACES
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  • WHERE THEY FAILED AND WHERE THEY
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  • HAVE FLAWS AND SCARS, THEN
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  • THERE'S NO HOPE FOR THE PEOPLE
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  • THAT ARE COMING INTO THE
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  • KNOWLEDGE OF THE TRUTH.
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  • ANY INFOMERCIAL IS ONLY AS GOOD
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  • AS THE BEFORE AND AFTER.
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  • IF YOU'RE TRYIN' TO SELL ME
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  • ANTIAGING CREAM, I NEED TO SEE
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  • WHAT YOUR SKIN LOOKED LIKE, BACK
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  • IN THE DAY.
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  • - BIL: RIGHT, RIGHT, RIGHT.
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  • - JOHN: IF YOU'RE SELLIN' ME
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  • SALVATION, I NEED TO KNOW WHAT
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  • YOU WERE BEFORE THE BLOOD FOUND
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  • YOU, AND WHEN I SEE WHAT JESUS
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  • HAS DONE, NOW YOU DON'T HAVE TO
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  • CONVINCE ME.
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  • I'M RUNNIN' TO THE CHURCH
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  • BECAUSE AN AUTHENTIC ENCOUNTER
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  • WITH JESUS CHANGES EVERYTHING.
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  • - BIL: WOW, THAT'S SO GOOD.
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  • THAT'S SO GOOD.
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  • I GOTTA JUST STOP AND UNPACK
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  • THIS BECAUSE I'M HEARIN'--
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  • THERE'S SO MUCH WISDOM.
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  • I MEAN, I'M ALREADY UNDERLININ'
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  • STUFF EVERYWHERE.
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  • THERE'S SO MANY GOOD THINGS, AND
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  • YOU SAID SOMETHIN' RIGHT OFF THE
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  • BAT THAT JUST HIT ME.
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  • YOU SAID THIS.
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  • YOU SAID, "IT NEVER OCCURRED TO
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  • ME THAT THE GIFTS AND CALLING
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  • ARE TRULY GIVEN WITHOUT
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  • REPENTANCE, WHICH MEANS WE CAN
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  • SERVE GOD IN ONE AREA OF OUR
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  • LIVES AND BE TOTALLY IN
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  • REBELLION AND DENIAL IN ANOTHER
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  • AREA."
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  • - JOHN: ABSOLUTELY.
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  • - BIL: WOW.
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  • - JOHN: ABSOLUTELY, AND I THINK
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  • THAT IS ONE OF THE CHALLENGES OF
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  • TODAY'S ITERATION OF
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  • CHRISTIANITY BECAUSE THE IDEA
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  • THAT WE HAVE TO PORTRAY THIS
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  • IMAGE OF PERFECTION IS CAUSING
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  • SO MANY PEOPLE TO LOSE HEART.
  • 00:06:12.070 --> 00:06:14.160
  • THE REALITY IS THE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:06:14.160 --> 00:06:17.060
  • NEEDS TO HAVE FREE REIGN.
  • 00:06:17.060 --> 00:06:19.050
  • WHEN YOU GET SAVED, THE IDEA OF
  • 00:06:19.050 --> 00:06:20.130
  • SAVIOR AND LORD-- "SAVIOR" IS
  • 00:06:20.130 --> 00:06:22.040
  • ONE THING; "LORDSHIP" IS
  • 00:06:22.040 --> 00:06:23.170
  • ANOTHER.
  • 00:06:23.170 --> 00:06:25.170
  • YOU CAN GET SAVED NEXT TO JESUS
  • 00:06:25.170 --> 00:06:27.160
  • ON A CROSS AND BE A THIEF, AND
  • 00:06:27.160 --> 00:06:29.020
  • WITH FIVE SECONDS LEFT ON THE
  • 00:06:29.020 --> 00:06:30.260
  • CLOCK, YOU'RE SAVED, BUT FOR HIM
  • 00:06:30.260 --> 00:06:32.100
  • TO BE "LORD" MEANS HE HAS FREE
  • 00:06:32.100 --> 00:06:34.240
  • REIGN TO TELL YOU WHAT TO DO AND
  • 00:06:34.240 --> 00:06:36.110
  • WHEN TO DO IT AND HOW TO DO IT.
  • 00:06:36.110 --> 00:06:37.090
  • LORDSHIP IS HARDER 'CAUSE THAT
  • 00:06:37.090 --> 00:06:39.130
  • MEANS DAILY SUBMISSION, BUT
  • 00:06:39.130 --> 00:06:41.080
  • BECAUSE I HAVE A WILL, THAT
  • 00:06:41.080 --> 00:06:42.250
  • MEANS I CAN CHOOSE WHEN TO LET
  • 00:06:42.250 --> 00:06:44.060
  • HIM IN AND WHEN NOT TO, SO THE
  • 00:06:44.060 --> 00:06:45.250
  • IDEA OF CERTAIN AREAS OF MY
  • 00:06:46.290 --> 00:06:49.290
  • LIFE, I'M SUBMITTING, AND THEN
  • 00:06:49.290 --> 00:06:51.100
  • OTHERS, I'M HOLDING ONTO, IS THE
  • 00:06:51.100 --> 00:06:53.100
  • DUALITY OF THE HUMAN CONDITION.
  • 00:06:53.100 --> 00:06:54.290
  • I'M PARTLY SPIRIT, THEN THERE'S
  • 00:06:54.290 --> 00:06:57.220
  • THIS FLESH THING, AND SO THE
  • 00:06:57.220 --> 00:06:59.130
  • BATTLE BETWEEN FLESH AND SPIRIT
  • 00:06:59.130 --> 00:07:00.190
  • IS SOMETHING THAT WILL CONTINUE
  • 00:07:00.190 --> 00:07:02.190
  • UNTIL I GET MY TRANSLATED BODY,
  • 00:07:02.190 --> 00:07:04.190
  • AND LORD KNOWS I NEED IT BECAUSE
  • 00:07:04.190 --> 00:07:06.290
  • I'VE BEEN EATIN' A LOT OF
  • 00:07:06.290 --> 00:07:08.020
  • PORK CHOPS.
  • 00:07:08.020 --> 00:07:09.100
  • PRAY FOR ME.
  • 00:07:09.100 --> 00:07:12.000
  • BUT THE IDEA OF LIVING IN A BODY
  • 00:07:12.000 --> 00:07:13.270
  • AND HAVING TWO REALITIES IS A
  • 00:07:15.110 --> 00:07:18.110
  • REAL THING.
  • 00:07:18.110 --> 00:07:19.170
  • PAUL SAID IT.
  • 00:07:19.170 --> 00:07:20.140
  • HE SAID, "WHAT I DON'T WANNA DO,
  • 00:07:20.140 --> 00:07:21.100
  • THAT I DO, AND WHAT I WANNA DO,
  • 00:07:21.100 --> 00:07:23.060
  • I CANNOT DO.
  • 00:07:23.060 --> 00:07:24.160
  • O WRETCHED MAN THAT I AM.
  • 00:07:24.160 --> 00:07:26.090
  • WHO WILL DELIVER ME FROM THIS
  • 00:07:26.090 --> 00:07:27.010
  • BODY OF DEATH?"
  • 00:07:27.010 --> 00:07:28.040
  • A MAN WHO WROTE OVER 60% OF THE
  • 00:07:28.040 --> 00:07:29.030
  • NEW TESTAMENT HAD THE SAME
  • 00:07:29.030 --> 00:07:29.230
  • CONUNDRUM, SO, YOU KNOW, A LOT
  • 00:07:29.230 --> 00:07:31.100
  • OF FOLK WANNA THROW GRACE AWAY
  • 00:07:34.230 --> 00:07:37.230
  • AND NOT IMPART IT TO OTHERS, BUT
  • 00:07:37.230 --> 00:07:39.070
  • PAUL NEEDED GRACE.
  • 00:07:39.070 --> 00:07:40.010
  • MOSES NEEDED GRACE.
  • 00:07:40.010 --> 00:07:42.040
  • PETER NEEDED GRACE.
  • 00:07:42.040 --> 00:07:44.230
  • JOHN NEEDED GRACE.
  • 00:07:44.230 --> 00:07:46.080
  • ALL THE DISCIPLES NEEDED GRACE.
  • 00:07:46.080 --> 00:07:47.000
  • I COULD GO ON AND ON.
  • 00:07:47.000 --> 00:07:48.200
  • WE ALL NEED GRACE, AND SO I
  • 00:07:48.200 --> 00:07:50.020
  • THINK THIS BOOK OFFERS HOPE
  • 00:07:50.020 --> 00:07:52.110
  • THAT, WHEN YOU SUBMIT TO CHRIST,
  • 00:07:52.110 --> 00:07:53.270
  • WHEN YOU FACE THE THINGS THAT
  • 00:07:53.270 --> 00:07:55.220
  • YOU'VE BEEN AFRAID OF, YOU'LL
  • 00:07:55.220 --> 00:07:57.040
  • FIND YOURSELF WALKING INTO THE
  • 00:07:57.040 --> 00:07:58.100
  • PLACE OF TRUTH, AND WHEN YOU GET
  • 00:07:58.100 --> 00:08:00.040
  • TO TRUTH, THAT'S WHEN YOU GET
  • 00:08:00.040 --> 00:08:01.180
  • THE REAL POWER.
  • 00:08:01.180 --> 00:08:02.110
  • - BIL: THAT'S SO GOOD, WOW,
  • 00:08:02.110 --> 00:08:03.030
  • WOW.
  • 00:08:03.030 --> 00:08:04.030
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:08:04.030 --> 00:08:06.110
  • NOW, WE'RE UNPACKIN' AN AMAZING
  • 00:08:08.120 --> 00:08:11.120
  • BOOK HERE, "WIN FROM WITHIN,"
  • 00:08:11.120 --> 00:08:13.080
  • AND YOU TALK ABOUT JACOB A LOT.
  • 00:08:13.080 --> 00:08:14.280
  • WHY DID YOU ASSOCIATE SO WELL
  • 00:08:16.290 --> 00:08:18.000
  • WITH HIM?
  • 00:08:18.000 --> 00:08:19.010
  • WHAT WAS IT ABOUT HIM THAT
  • 00:08:19.010 --> 00:08:19.270
  • CONNECTED YOU?
  • 00:08:19.270 --> 00:08:20.270
  • - JOHN: BIL, FIRST OF ALL, MY
  • 00:08:20.270 --> 00:08:22.080
  • FIRST BOOK WAS CALLED "I AM
  • 00:08:22.080 --> 00:08:23.110
  • NUMBER 8," WHICH WAS PARALLELING
  • 00:08:23.110 --> 00:08:24.280
  • MY LIFE WITH THE LIFE OF KING
  • 00:08:24.280 --> 00:08:26.210
  • DAVID, WHO WAS THE EIGHTH SON OF
  • 00:08:26.210 --> 00:08:28.060
  • JESSE.
  • 00:08:28.060 --> 00:08:29.130
  • NOBODY SAW HIM COMIN'.
  • 00:08:29.130 --> 00:08:31.020
  • NOBODY GAVE HIM A CHANCE.
  • 00:08:31.020 --> 00:08:32.090
  • HIS OWN FATHER DIDN'T KNOW WHO
  • 00:08:32.090 --> 00:08:33.160
  • HE WAS.
  • 00:08:33.160 --> 00:08:34.020
  • AND AS I STUDIED THESE BIBLICAL
  • 00:08:34.020 --> 00:08:36.110
  • NARRATIVES OF THESE REAL MEN--
  • 00:08:36.110 --> 00:08:38.130
  • SO IT'S VERY IMPORTANT FOR
  • 00:08:38.130 --> 00:08:39.150
  • PEOPLE TO CATCH: THESE ARE NOT
  • 00:08:39.150 --> 00:08:40.120
  • MADE-UP CHARACTERS.
  • 00:08:40.120 --> 00:08:41.170
  • THESE WERE REAL HUMAN BEINGS WHO
  • 00:08:41.170 --> 00:08:43.150
  • HAD A REAL LIFE, A REAL
  • 00:08:43.150 --> 00:08:45.100
  • ENCOUNTER WITH GOD, A REAL
  • 00:08:45.100 --> 00:08:46.170
  • TRANSFORMATIONAL MOMENT WITH THE
  • 00:08:48.210 --> 00:08:51.210
  • LIVING GOD, AND SO JACOB WAS
  • 00:08:51.210 --> 00:08:53.060
  • FASCINATING TO ME BECAUSE HIS
  • 00:08:53.060 --> 00:08:53.270
  • FAMILY DYNAMICS AND HIS
  • 00:08:53.270 --> 00:08:55.270
  • TRAJECTORY WAS REALLY FOREGONE
  • 00:08:55.270 --> 00:08:56.200
  • THE BIBLE SAYS THAT, WHEN HIS
  • 00:09:01.240 --> 00:09:02.190
  • MOTHER WAS PREGNANT, THE WORD OF
  • 00:09:02.190 --> 00:09:03.220
  • THE LORD CAME AND SAID TO THE
  • 00:09:03.220 --> 00:09:05.030
  • MOTHER, "TWO NATIONS ARE IN YOUR
  • 00:09:05.030 --> 00:09:06.270
  • WOMB, AND THE OLDER SHALL SERVE
  • 00:09:06.270 --> 00:09:08.230
  • THE YOUNGER."
  • 00:09:08.230 --> 00:09:10.150
  • NOW, THE BABIES COULDN'T
  • 00:09:10.150 --> 00:09:11.240
  • HEAR THAT.
  • 00:09:11.240 --> 00:09:12.240
  • THEY WERE IN THE WOMB, BUT THE
  • 00:09:12.240 --> 00:09:13.200
  • WORD HAD ALREADY BEEN SPOKEN,
  • 00:09:13.200 --> 00:09:15.070
  • AND I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO
  • 00:09:15.070 --> 00:09:16.210
  • ENCOURAGE SOMEBODY WHO'S
  • 00:09:16.210 --> 00:09:18.010
  • WATCHING RIGHT NOW, THAT YOU'RE
  • 00:09:18.010 --> 00:09:19.060
  • LIVING OUT A PROPHECY THAT HAD
  • 00:09:19.060 --> 00:09:19.280
  • NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU.
  • 00:09:19.280 --> 00:09:20.290
  • YOU DIDN'T CALL YOU.
  • 00:09:20.290 --> 00:09:22.130
  • YOU DIDN'T ANOINT YOU.
  • 00:09:22.130 --> 00:09:23.200
  • YOU DIDN'T DECLARE YOU.
  • 00:09:23.200 --> 00:09:24.280
  • GOD DECLARED YOU, AND SO THE
  • 00:09:24.280 --> 00:09:26.050
  • PEOPLE THAT DON'T LIKE YOU NEED
  • 00:09:26.050 --> 00:09:27.150
  • TO TAKE IT UP WITH GOD.
  • 00:09:27.150 --> 00:09:28.210
  • THE PEOPLE THAT ARE INSECURE
  • 00:09:28.210 --> 00:09:29.210
  • ABOUT YOU NEED TO TAKE IT UP
  • 00:09:29.210 --> 00:09:30.140
  • WITH GOD.
  • 00:09:30.140 --> 00:09:32.000
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:09:32.000 --> 00:09:33.080
  • - BIL: SO GOOD.
  • 00:09:33.080 --> 00:09:35.190
  • - JOHN: I FEEL THE HOLY GHOST
  • 00:09:35.190 --> 00:09:36.100
  • ALREADY.
  • 00:09:36.100 --> 00:09:36.210
  • BUT WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT JACOB,
  • 00:09:36.210 --> 00:09:39.080
  • YOU THINK ABOUT A YOUNG MAN, AND
  • 00:09:40.270 --> 00:09:43.270
  • HE'S GOT HIS BROTHER ESAU.
  • 00:09:43.270 --> 00:09:44.170
  • THEY COULDN'T BE MORE DIFFERENT.
  • 00:09:44.170 --> 00:09:45.160
  • ESAU WAS THE MAN'S MAN.
  • 00:09:45.160 --> 00:09:47.020
  • HE WAS HAIRY.
  • 00:09:47.020 --> 00:09:47.230
  • HE DIDN'T SHAVE.
  • 00:09:47.230 --> 00:09:48.220
  • HE WENT OUT.
  • 00:09:48.220 --> 00:09:49.080
  • HE HUNTED.
  • 00:09:49.080 --> 00:09:49.210
  • HE KILLED THINGS.
  • 00:09:49.210 --> 00:09:50.160
  • AND THEN JACOB WAS THE HOMEBODY.
  • 00:09:50.160 --> 00:09:53.160
  • HE WAS LIKE, "MOM, I'M A STAY
  • 00:09:53.160 --> 00:09:54.070
  • HOME WITH YOU.
  • 00:09:54.070 --> 00:09:54.200
  • I'M A COOK SOME FOOD, MAMA."
  • 00:09:54.200 --> 00:09:56.070
  • AND HE WAS IN THE HOUSE WITH HIS
  • 00:09:56.070 --> 00:09:57.000
  • MOM.
  • 00:09:57.000 --> 00:09:58.080
  • HE WAS SCARED.
  • 00:09:58.080 --> 00:10:00.140
  • HE LEFT THE LIGHT ON.
  • 00:10:00.140 --> 00:10:02.090
  • HE WAS LIKE-- HE WAS THE ONE
  • 00:10:02.090 --> 00:10:03.000
  • THAT WOULD CRAWL INTO BED WITH
  • 00:10:03.000 --> 00:10:03.210
  • THE PARENTS, AND ESAU'S LIKE,
  • 00:10:03.210 --> 00:10:04.120
  • "MAN, STOP BEIN' SCARED.
  • 00:10:04.120 --> 00:10:05.010
  • LET'S GO."
  • 00:10:05.010 --> 00:10:06.150
  • AND HE WAS THE HOMEBODY.
  • 00:10:06.280 --> 00:10:09.280
  • AND SO THE FATHER REALLY
  • 00:10:09.280 --> 00:10:10.180
  • CONNECTED WITH ESAU, AND IN A
  • 00:10:10.180 --> 00:10:12.080
  • PATRIARCHAL SOCIETY, THE
  • 00:10:12.080 --> 00:10:14.070
  • FATHER'S BLESSING WAS
  • 00:10:14.070 --> 00:10:15.020
  • EVERYTHING.
  • 00:10:15.020 --> 00:10:16.160
  • WE'VE LOST THAT, AND I COULD GO
  • 00:10:16.160 --> 00:10:17.140
  • OFF ON A TANGENT ABOUT THE NEED
  • 00:10:17.140 --> 00:10:18.190
  • FOR FATHERS BECAUSE, TODAY IN
  • 00:10:18.190 --> 00:10:20.280
  • OUR SOCIETY, WE HAVE MADE
  • 00:10:20.280 --> 00:10:23.040
  • FATHERING OPTIONAL, BUT I
  • 00:10:23.040 --> 00:10:23.290
  • DECLARE THAT WE NEED OUR
  • 00:10:23.290 --> 00:10:26.010
  • FATHERS.
  • 00:10:26.010 --> 00:10:27.240
  • WE NEED OUR SPIRITUAL FATHERS
  • 00:10:27.240 --> 00:10:29.110
  • AND OUR NATURAL FATHERS TO TAKE
  • 00:10:29.110 --> 00:10:30.130
  • UP THE REIGN OF RESPONSIBILITY
  • 00:10:30.130 --> 00:10:31.130
  • AND TO SPEAK LIFE TO THIS
  • 00:10:31.130 --> 00:10:33.020
  • GENERATION.
  • 00:10:33.020 --> 00:10:35.140
  • WE HAVE A GENERATION THAT DOES
  • 00:10:35.140 --> 00:10:37.220
  • NOT KNOW WHO THEY ARE, AND IF
  • 00:10:37.220 --> 00:10:39.250
  • THE FATHERS DON'T SPEAK IT, OUR
  • 00:10:39.250 --> 00:10:40.180
  • CHILDREN WILL BE LOST.
  • 00:10:40.180 --> 00:10:41.220
  • I BELIEVE THAT.
  • 00:10:41.220 --> 00:10:42.170
  • - BIL: YEAH.
  • 00:10:42.170 --> 00:10:43.290
  • - JOHN: AND SO AS ESAU AND
  • 00:10:43.290 --> 00:10:46.210
  • JACOB GREW UP, IT WAS CLEAR THAT
  • 00:10:46.210 --> 00:10:48.140
  • ISAAC FANCIED ESAU.
  • 00:10:49.100 --> 00:10:52.100
  • THAT WAS HIS GUY, BUT THERE WAS
  • 00:10:52.100 --> 00:10:54.140
  • SOMETHING IN HIS CHARACTER THAT
  • 00:10:54.140 --> 00:10:56.250
  • WAS AMISS BECAUSE THERE WAS A
  • 00:10:56.250 --> 00:10:59.220
  • CERTAIN POINT WHERE ESAU CAME
  • 00:10:59.220 --> 00:11:01.020
  • HOME AND HE WAS HUNGRY, AND HE
  • 00:11:02.160 --> 00:11:05.160
  • SAID TO JACOB, "HEY, MAKE ME
  • 00:11:05.160 --> 00:11:06.160
  • SOME STEW SINCE YOU'RE COOKIN'
  • 00:11:06.160 --> 00:11:07.160
  • ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:11:07.160 --> 00:11:08.260
  • GIVE ME SOME OF THAT STEW."
  • 00:11:08.260 --> 00:11:10.080
  • AND JACOB SAID, "SELL ME YOUR
  • 00:11:10.080 --> 00:11:11.160
  • BIRTHRIGHT."
  • 00:11:11.160 --> 00:11:11.290
  • NOW, IN THIS SOCIETY,
  • 00:11:13.030 --> 00:11:16.030
  • THE BIRTHRIGHT IS A DOUBLE
  • 00:11:16.030 --> 00:11:17.090
  • PORTION OF THE BLESSING,
  • 00:11:17.090 --> 00:11:18.260
  • THE CONFERRENCE OF THE
  • 00:11:18.260 --> 00:11:19.250
  • SPIRITUAL AUTHORITY, LEADERSHIP
  • 00:11:19.250 --> 00:11:21.100
  • OF THE FAMILY, AND THE LEGACY
  • 00:11:21.100 --> 00:11:22.290
  • THAT'S ATTACHED FOR GENERATIONS,
  • 00:11:22.290 --> 00:11:24.120
  • AND ESAU WAS WILLING TO SELL HIS
  • 00:11:24.120 --> 00:11:26.140
  • ETERNAL BIRTHRIGHT FOR A BOWL OF
  • 00:11:26.140 --> 00:11:27.240
  • STEW.
  • 00:11:27.240 --> 00:11:29.170
  • - JOHN: -- FOR A BOWL OF STEW.
  • 00:11:29.170 --> 00:11:32.140
  • - BIL: WOW.
  • 00:11:32.140 --> 00:11:33.080
  • - JOHN: HOW MANY TIMES HAVE WE
  • 00:11:33.080 --> 00:11:34.000
  • SOLD WHAT IS ETERNAL FOR WHAT IS
  • 00:11:34.000 --> 00:11:34.220
  • TEMPORARY?
  • 00:11:34.220 --> 00:11:35.030
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:11:35.030 --> 00:11:36.120
  • - BIL: THAT'S GOOD.
  • 00:11:36.120 --> 00:11:37.060
  • - JOHN: HOW MANY TIMES HAS THE
  • 00:11:37.060 --> 00:11:39.010
  • ENEMY OFFERED TEMPORARY RELIEF,
  • 00:11:39.010 --> 00:11:41.070
  • AND WE LOSE SOMETHING ETERNAL IN
  • 00:11:41.150 --> 00:11:44.150
  • THE TRANSACTION?
  • 00:11:44.150 --> 00:11:46.110
  • AND SO JACOB KNEW THAT ESAU WAS
  • 00:11:46.110 --> 00:11:48.230
  • IMPETUOUS AND SHORT-SIGHTED, AND
  • 00:11:49.010 --> 00:11:52.010
  • HE MANIPULATED, AND THAT'S THE
  • 00:11:52.010 --> 00:11:52.290
  • NAME "JACOB."
  • 00:11:52.290 --> 00:11:53.220
  • IT MEANS "TRICKSTER,"
  • 00:11:53.220 --> 00:11:55.090
  • "SUPPLANTER," "HEEL GRABBER,"
  • 00:11:55.090 --> 00:11:56.170
  • "MANIPULATOR."
  • 00:11:56.170 --> 00:11:57.150
  • HE'S A CON MAN.
  • 00:11:57.150 --> 00:11:59.200
  • HE DOESN'T HAVE THE SAME
  • 00:11:59.200 --> 00:12:01.060
  • STRENGTH OF ESAU, BUT HIS MIND
  • 00:12:01.060 --> 00:12:02.150
  • IS ALWAYS WORKING.
  • 00:12:02.150 --> 00:12:04.200
  • AND SO JACOB SAID, "LISTEN, THE
  • 00:12:04.200 --> 00:12:06.170
  • ONLY WAY I'M A GET THIS
  • 00:12:06.170 --> 00:12:07.210
  • BIRTHRIGHT IS IF I STEAL IT OR
  • 00:12:07.210 --> 00:12:09.160
  • IF ESAU LETS IT GO.
  • 00:12:10.020 --> 00:12:13.020
  • SO ESAU WAS LIKE, "WHAT IS THIS
  • 00:12:13.020 --> 00:12:14.080
  • BIRTHRIGHT TO ME?
  • 00:12:14.080 --> 00:12:15.260
  • WHATEVER.
  • 00:12:15.260 --> 00:12:16.090
  • HE LITERALLY SOLD HIS BIRTHRIGHT
  • 00:12:19.050 --> 00:12:19.270
  • FOR ONE MEAL, AND THAT
  • 00:12:19.270 --> 00:12:21.140
  • TRANSACTION HAPPENED.
  • 00:12:22.020 --> 00:12:25.020
  • THE BIBLE SAYS HE ATE, GOT UP,
  • 00:12:25.020 --> 00:12:26.090
  • AND LEFT.
  • 00:12:26.090 --> 00:12:27.020
  • HE WAS SO OBLIVIOUS TO THE
  • 00:12:27.020 --> 00:12:29.110
  • ETERNAL GIFT THAT HE HAD BEEN
  • 00:12:29.110 --> 00:12:30.220
  • THAT AS SOON AS HE ATE, HE'D
  • 00:12:32.270 --> 00:12:33.170
  • FORGOTTEN WHAT HE HAD JUST SOLD,
  • 00:12:33.170 --> 00:12:34.230
  • AND ONE OF THE THINGS THAT THE
  • 00:12:34.230 --> 00:12:35.200
  • ENEMY TRICKS THE BODY OF CHRIST
  • 00:12:35.200 --> 00:12:38.140
  • INTO DOING IS SELLING THE GIFT
  • 00:12:38.140 --> 00:12:41.120
  • OF GOD, THE CALLING OF GOD, THE
  • 00:12:41.120 --> 00:12:42.230
  • GRACE OF GOD, THE FAVOR OF GOD,
  • 00:12:42.230 --> 00:12:43.280
  • OVER SOMETHING THAT'S SHORT
  • 00:12:43.280 --> 00:12:45.180
  • TERM.
  • 00:12:45.180 --> 00:12:46.290
  • HOW MANY OF US HAVE BEEN IN
  • 00:12:46.290 --> 00:12:48.070
  • RELATIONSHIPS WITH PEOPLE OR
  • 00:12:48.070 --> 00:12:49.210
  • SPENT TIME WITH INDIVIDUALS THAT
  • 00:12:49.210 --> 00:12:51.020
  • WE KNOW ARE BENEATH OUR CALLING,
  • 00:12:51.020 --> 00:12:52.240
  • BUT BECAUSE WE'RE LONELY, WE
  • 00:12:52.240 --> 00:12:54.020
  • MAKE A TEMPORARY DECISION, AND
  • 00:12:54.020 --> 00:12:55.210
  • IT HAS ETERNAL CONSEQUENCES?
  • 00:12:55.210 --> 00:12:58.030
  • IT HAPPENS, AND IT'S NOT TO
  • 00:12:58.030 --> 00:12:59.230
  • JUDGE ANYONE.
  • 00:13:00.290 --> 00:13:03.290
  • IT'S TO HELP US TO SEE WHERE I
  • 00:13:03.290 --> 00:13:06.000
  • BELIEVE THIS BOOK IS GOING,
  • 00:13:06.000 --> 00:13:07.130
  • "WIN FROM WITHIN" AND THE
  • 00:13:07.130 --> 00:13:08.020
  • TAGLINE IS "FINDING YOURSELF BY
  • 00:13:08.020 --> 00:13:09.120
  • FACING YOURSELF."
  • 00:13:09.120 --> 00:13:11.060
  • AND ESAU NEVER KNEW WHO HE WAS,
  • 00:13:11.060 --> 00:13:13.270
  • AND SO THAT'S WHY HE WAS ABLE
  • 00:13:13.270 --> 00:13:15.110
  • TO SELL IT.
  • 00:13:15.110 --> 00:13:16.100
  • SEE, THE THING IS, THIS IS ALL
  • 00:13:16.100 --> 00:13:17.210
  • ABOUT IDENTITY 'CAUSE WHEN YOU
  • 00:13:17.210 --> 00:13:20.020
  • DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE, YOU'LL
  • 00:13:20.020 --> 00:13:20.230
  • DO ANYTHING.
  • 00:13:20.230 --> 00:13:21.110
  • YOU'LL DO ANYTHING.
  • 00:13:21.110 --> 00:13:23.290
  • BUT WHEN YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE,
  • 00:13:23.290 --> 00:13:25.130
  • YOU'LL BE LIKE,
  • 00:13:25.130 --> 00:13:28.010
  • "NO, YOU'RE BENEATH
  • 00:13:28.010 --> 00:13:28.170
  • MY CALLING,"
  • 00:13:28.170 --> 00:13:29.110
  • "I CAN'T SPEND TIME WITH YOU,"
  • 00:13:29.110 --> 00:13:31.040
  • "I CAN'T DATE YOU,"
  • 00:13:31.040 --> 00:13:31.220
  • "I CAN'T BE IN BUSINESS
  • 00:13:31.220 --> 00:13:32.100
  • WITH YOU,"
  • 00:13:32.100 --> 00:13:33.030
  • "I'M NOT GOING OVER THERE
  • 00:13:33.030 --> 00:13:34.090
  • BECAUSE I HAVE AN ETERNAL
  • 00:13:34.090 --> 00:13:35.010
  • CALLING.
  • 00:13:35.010 --> 00:13:35.280
  • I HAVE A PURPOSE."
  • 00:13:35.280 --> 00:13:36.290
  • - BIL: SO GOOD.
  • 00:13:36.290 --> 00:13:39.050
  • YOU KNOW, WE'RE UNPACKIN'
  • 00:13:39.050 --> 00:13:40.050
  • "WIN FROM WITHIN."
  • 00:13:40.050 --> 00:13:42.260
  • IT'S A GREAT BOOK.
  • 00:13:42.260 --> 00:13:43.220
  • I WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU RIGHT
  • 00:13:43.220 --> 00:13:45.000
  • NOW-- IN FACT, YOU'RE TALKIN'
  • 00:13:45.000 --> 00:13:45.210
  • ABOUT STUFF THAT'S ALL IN HERE.
  • 00:13:45.210 --> 00:13:46.130
  • - BIL: -- AND SO I WANNA
  • 00:13:48.060 --> 00:13:49.020
  • ENCOURAGE YOU RIGHT NOW TO GIVE
  • 00:13:49.020 --> 00:13:50.010
  • US A CALL BECAUSE HERE'S THE
  • 00:13:50.010 --> 00:13:50.210
  • THING: TBN WANTS YOU TO GET
  • 00:13:50.210 --> 00:13:51.280
  • THIS, SO DON'T THEY NORMALLY DO
  • 00:13:51.280 --> 00:13:53.120
  • THIS.
  • 00:13:53.120 --> 00:13:53.260
  • I THINK THIS IS REALLY COOL WHEN
  • 00:13:53.260 --> 00:13:54.290
  • I HEARD THEY WERE GONNA DO THIS.
  • 00:13:54.290 --> 00:13:56.180
  • I IMMEDIATELY SAID, "SO WHAT'S,
  • 00:13:56.180 --> 00:13:57.100
  • LIKE, THE LOVE GIFT NEED TO BE?
  • 00:13:57.100 --> 00:13:58.230
  • AND THEY SAID, "NO, JUST
  • 00:13:58.230 --> 00:13:59.150
  • ANYTHING."
  • 00:13:59.150 --> 00:14:00.230
  • - JOHN: NO WAY.
  • 00:14:00.230 --> 00:14:01.070
  • - BIL: I WAS LIKE, "ARE YOU
  • 00:14:01.070 --> 00:14:01.280
  • KIDDIN' ME?"
  • 00:14:01.280 --> 00:14:02.100
  • AND THEY SAID, "ANYTHING.
  • 00:14:02.100 --> 00:14:03.030
  • WE WANT THIS IN THE HANDS OF
  • 00:14:03.030 --> 00:14:04.120
  • PEOPLE."
  • 00:14:04.120 --> 00:14:06.080
  • IF YOU JUST WILL CALL THE
  • 00:14:06.080 --> 00:14:06.270
  • NUMBER ON YOUR SCREEN AND SAY,
  • 00:14:06.270 --> 00:14:07.210
  • "I JUST WANNA GIVE A
  • 00:14:07.210 --> 00:14:10.010
  • CONTRIBUTION RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:14:10.010 --> 00:14:10.190
  • I WANNA MAKE A DIFFERENCE"--
  • 00:14:10.190 --> 00:14:11.180
  • AND, GUYS, I WANT TO CHALLENGE
  • 00:14:11.180 --> 00:14:12.090
  • YOU,
  • 00:14:12.090 --> 00:14:13.190
  • DON'T TAKE ADVANTAGE OF
  • 00:14:13.190 --> 00:14:14.160
  • THAT FROM THE STANDPOINT THAT--
  • 00:14:14.160 --> 00:14:15.080
  • - JOHN: YEAH, DON'T BE GIVIN'
  • 00:14:15.080 --> 00:14:15.290
  • ONE PENNY.
  • 00:14:15.290 --> 00:14:16.100
  • - BIL: OH, NO, NO.
  • 00:14:16.100 --> 00:14:16.260
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:14:16.260 --> 00:14:17.070
  • LET'S MAKE SURE WE HELP TAKE THE
  • 00:14:17.070 --> 00:14:18.000
  • GOSPEL-- RIGHT?
  • 00:14:18.000 --> 00:14:18.250
  • -- AROUND THE WORLD 'CAUSE
  • 00:14:18.250 --> 00:14:21.230
  • THAT'S WHAT YOU'RE DOING.
  • 00:14:21.230 --> 00:14:22.120
  • YOU'RE HELPIN' TAKE THE GOSPEL
  • 00:14:22.120 --> 00:14:23.270
  • AROUND THE WORLD.
  • 00:14:23.270 --> 00:14:24.210
  • WE ALL WANNA SUPPORT THAT.
  • 00:14:24.210 --> 00:14:25.160
  • BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:14:25.160 --> 00:14:26.010
  • YOU'RE GETTIN' AN INCREDIBLE
  • 00:14:26.010 --> 00:14:26.220
  • BOOK.
  • 00:14:26.220 --> 00:14:27.070
  • IN FACT, THERE'S SOMETHIN'-- I
  • 00:14:27.070 --> 00:14:28.000
  • WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU RIGHT NOW,
  • 00:14:28.000 --> 00:14:28.220
  • CALL ON THE SCREEN-- THE NUMBER
  • 00:14:28.220 --> 00:14:29.140
  • ON THE SCREEN RIGHT NOW, AND
  • 00:14:29.140 --> 00:14:30.080
  • PICK THIS UP.
  • 00:14:30.080 --> 00:14:31.210
  • GET THIS BOOK RIGHT NOW FOR YOU
  • 00:14:31.210 --> 00:14:32.130
  • OR FOR SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE.
  • 00:14:32.180 --> 00:14:35.180
  • I ALREADY KNOW THAT PASTOR JOHN
  • 00:14:35.180 --> 00:14:36.280
  • SAID SOMETHIN' THAT YOU WENT,
  • 00:14:36.280 --> 00:14:38.130
  • "MAN, I KNOW SO-AND-SO NEED TO
  • 00:14:38.130 --> 00:14:39.050
  • HEAR THAT."
  • 00:14:39.050 --> 00:14:39.250
  • THEN GET 'EM THE BOOK.
  • 00:14:39.250 --> 00:14:41.010
  • ORDER IT RIGHT NOW AND GET THE
  • 00:14:41.010 --> 00:14:41.220
  • BOOK RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:14:41.220 --> 00:14:42.060
  • CALL US RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:14:42.060 --> 00:14:42.270
  • YOU KNOW, ONE OF THE THINGS THAT
  • 00:14:42.270 --> 00:14:44.050
  • YOU MENTIONED HERE THAT I WANNA
  • 00:14:44.050 --> 00:14:45.090
  • MENTION, JOHN, IS YOU TALKED
  • 00:14:45.090 --> 00:14:45.290
  • ABOUT HOW YOU CAN PERSONALLY,
  • 00:14:45.290 --> 00:14:48.200
  • COULD AND CAN, STILL PERSONALLY
  • 00:14:48.200 --> 00:14:49.240
  • - JOHN: YES.
  • 00:14:52.180 --> 00:14:53.010
  • BIL: I WONDER HOW MANY OF US
  • 00:14:53.010 --> 00:14:54.260
  • ARE HIDIN' BEHIND SOMETHIN'?
  • 00:14:54.260 --> 00:14:56.130
  • - JOHN: COME ON, PASTOR.
  • 00:14:56.130 --> 00:14:57.020
  • - BIL: SO I WANNA JUST LET YOU
  • 00:14:57.020 --> 00:14:57.240
  • UNPACK THAT.
  • 00:14:57.240 --> 00:15:00.020
  • WHAT'RE WE HIDIN' BEHIND?
  • 00:15:00.020 --> 00:15:00.210
  • WAS IT IN TODAY'S CULTURE YOU
  • 00:15:00.210 --> 00:15:01.220
  • THINK WE'RE HIDING BEHIND?
  • 00:15:01.220 --> 00:15:02.290
  • - JOHN: WOW, I THINK WE'RE
  • 00:15:02.290 --> 00:15:03.190
  • HIDING BEHIND EXTERNAL
  • 00:15:03.190 --> 00:15:05.030
  • VALIDATION.
  • 00:15:05.030 --> 00:15:05.230
  • WE'RE IN A SOCIAL MEDIA AGE,
  • 00:15:05.230 --> 00:15:07.120
  • WHERE YOU SHOW THE BEST AND HIDE
  • 00:15:07.120 --> 00:15:08.050
  • THE REST.
  • 00:15:08.050 --> 00:15:10.230
  • - BIL: OH, THAT'S GOOD.
  • 00:15:10.230 --> 00:15:12.060
  • - JOHN: PEOPLE DO SELFIE,
  • 00:15:12.060 --> 00:15:14.140
  • SELFIE GAME, "WOKE UP LIKE
  • 00:15:14.140 --> 00:15:16.150
  • THIS," BUT YOU TOOK 20 PICTURES
  • 00:15:16.150 --> 00:15:18.060
  • TO GET THAT ONE PICTURE, THEN
  • 00:15:18.060 --> 00:15:20.070
  • YOU PUT FIVE FILTERS ON THAT
  • 00:15:20.070 --> 00:15:22.270
  • PICTURE AND THEN POSTED IT, AND
  • 00:15:22.270 --> 00:15:23.210
  • YOU POSED FOR IT LIKE YOU WOKE
  • 00:15:23.210 --> 00:15:25.290
  • UP LIKE THIS.
  • 00:15:26.280 --> 00:15:29.280
  • - BIL: "NO, I DIDN'T.
  • 00:15:29.280 --> 00:15:30.150
  • I DON'T WHAT HE'S TALKIN'
  • 00:15:30.150 --> 00:15:31.120
  • ABOUT."
  • 00:15:32.000 --> 00:15:35.000
  • - JOHN: RIGHT.
  • 00:15:35.000 --> 00:15:35.170
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:15:35.170 --> 00:15:36.160
  • AND SO WE ARE SO THIRSTY FOR
  • 00:15:36.160 --> 00:15:37.070
  • VALIDATION THAT WE'LL DO
  • 00:15:37.070 --> 00:15:39.210
  • ANYTHING FOR LIKES, AND WHAT GOD
  • 00:15:39.210 --> 00:15:42.190
  • IS SAYING IS "I NEED MY PEOPLE
  • 00:15:42.190 --> 00:15:45.010
  • TO GET FREE FROM THE NEED OF
  • 00:15:45.010 --> 00:15:46.150
  • EXTERNAL VALIDATION, HIDING
  • 00:15:46.150 --> 00:15:47.140
  • BEHIND FILTERS."
  • 00:15:47.140 --> 00:15:49.220
  • SHOW WHO YOU REALLY ARE
  • 00:15:49.220 --> 00:15:50.260
  • BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT
  • 00:15:50.260 --> 00:15:51.140
  • THE BIBLE SAYS, "I DESIRE TRUTH
  • 00:15:51.140 --> 00:15:53.260
  • IN THE INWARD PARTS," AND GOD IS
  • 00:15:53.260 --> 00:15:55.210
  • SEEKING WORSHIPPERS, AND THOSE
  • 00:15:55.210 --> 00:15:58.140
  • WHO WORSHIP MUST WORSHIP IN
  • 00:15:58.140 --> 00:15:59.260
  • SPIRIT AND TRUTH, NOT SPIRIT AND
  • 00:15:59.260 --> 00:16:02.100
  • RELIGION, NOT SPIRIT AND
  • 00:16:02.100 --> 00:16:04.020
  • VALIDATION, NOT SPIRIT AND
  • 00:16:04.020 --> 00:16:04.210
  • SINGING.
  • 00:16:04.210 --> 00:16:07.010
  • SPIRIT AND TRUTH.
  • 00:16:07.010 --> 00:16:08.140
  • AND EVERYTHING THAT'S TRUE ABOUT
  • 00:16:08.140 --> 00:16:09.180
  • ME IS NOT NECESSARILY GOOD, BUT
  • 00:16:09.180 --> 00:16:12.090
  • IT'S STILL WHAT GOD REQUIRES.
  • 00:16:12.090 --> 00:16:13.200
  • SO WHEN I APPROACH HIM,
  • 00:16:13.200 --> 00:16:15.160
  • "GOD, I'M BROKEN IN THIS AREA,
  • 00:16:15.160 --> 00:16:16.070
  • BUT I'M STILL GONNA WORSHIP,"
  • 00:16:16.070 --> 00:16:17.140
  • "GOD, I'M STRUGGLING IN THIS
  • 00:16:17.140 --> 00:16:18.080
  • AREA, BUT I'M STILL GONNA
  • 00:16:18.080 --> 00:16:19.070
  • WORSHIP,"
  • 00:16:19.070 --> 00:16:20.040
  • "GOD, I DON'T HAVE ANSWERS
  • 00:16:20.040 --> 00:16:21.150
  • HERE, BUT I'M STILL GOING
  • 00:16:21.150 --> 00:16:22.170
  • TO WORSHIP."
  • 00:16:22.170 --> 00:16:23.270
  • I FOUND MYSELF HIDING
  • 00:16:23.270 --> 00:16:26.180
  • BEHIND MY GIFTS.
  • 00:16:26.180 --> 00:16:29.030
  • I THINK THAT IN OUR SOCIETY, THE
  • 00:16:29.030 --> 00:16:31.130
  • GIFTED GET A PASS.
  • 00:16:31.130 --> 00:16:33.280
  • WHEN YOU'RE GIFTED IN A CERTAIN
  • 00:16:33.280 --> 00:16:35.000
  • AREA, PEOPLE DON'T ASK ABOUT
  • 00:16:35.000 --> 00:16:35.260
  • YOUR CHARACTER.
  • 00:16:35.260 --> 00:16:37.170
  • THEY DON'T ASK HOW YOUR
  • 00:16:37.170 --> 00:16:39.200
  • MARRIAGE IS.
  • 00:16:39.200 --> 00:16:40.240
  • THEY DON'T ASK IF YOU'RE A
  • 00:16:40.240 --> 00:16:41.150
  • GOOD FATHER.
  • 00:16:41.150 --> 00:16:42.290
  • JUST PRODUCE.
  • 00:16:42.290 --> 00:16:45.080
  • - BIL: YEAH, JUST KEEP GIVIN'
  • 00:16:45.080 --> 00:16:46.140
  • US PERFECT SPIRALS ON SUNDAYS,
  • 00:16:46.140 --> 00:16:47.290
  • AND DO WHATEVER YOU WANT.
  • 00:16:47.290 --> 00:16:49.010
  • - JOHN: EXACTLY, AND IT'S FUNNY
  • 00:16:49.010 --> 00:16:49.230
  • BECAUSE THAT'S A GOOD FOOTBALL
  • 00:16:49.230 --> 00:16:52.090
  • REFERENCE: THROW THE BALL, SCORE
  • 00:16:52.090 --> 00:16:53.280
  • A TOUCHDOWN, WIN THE GAME, BUT
  • 00:16:53.280 --> 00:16:55.090
  • NOBODY SEES THE INJURIES.
  • 00:16:55.090 --> 00:16:55.280
  • NOBODY SEES THE SCARS.
  • 00:16:55.280 --> 00:16:56.210
  • NOBODY SEES THE BRUISES 'CAUSE
  • 00:16:56.210 --> 00:16:58.030
  • I HAVE MY UNIFORM ON.
  • 00:16:58.030 --> 00:16:59.180
  • MY UNIFORM IS MY GIFT, BUT WHEN
  • 00:16:59.180 --> 00:17:01.180
  • I TAKE THE GIFT OFF, I'M STILL
  • 00:17:01.180 --> 00:17:02.270
  • THE BROKEN LITTLE BOY WHO NEEDS
  • 00:17:02.270 --> 00:17:04.060
  • HIS FATHER TO TELL HIM THAT HE'S
  • 00:17:04.060 --> 00:17:05.130
  • PROUD OF ME, BUT MY DAD DIED 18
  • 00:17:07.090 --> 00:17:10.090
  • YEARS AGO, AND I ONLY SAW HIM
  • 00:17:10.090 --> 00:17:11.150
  • FOUR TIMES, AND I'M 45 YEARS OLD
  • 00:17:11.150 --> 00:17:12.080
  • RIGHT NOW, AND I STILL LONG FOR
  • 00:17:12.080 --> 00:17:13.060
  • THE VALIDATION OF A FATHER, AND
  • 00:17:13.060 --> 00:17:15.050
  • SO I'VE TRAVELED THE WORLD,
  • 00:17:15.050 --> 00:17:17.210
  • PREACHING TO EVERYONE ELSE,
  • 00:17:17.210 --> 00:17:19.040
  • WAITING FOR THE PASTORS IN THOSE
  • 00:17:19.040 --> 00:17:21.250
  • PLACES TO TELL ME, "GOOD JOB,"
  • 00:17:21.250 --> 00:17:23.090
  • AND WHILE I'M FIGHTING TO HEAR
  • 00:17:23.090 --> 00:17:24.210
  • VALIDATION FROM THEM, MY SON AND
  • 00:17:24.210 --> 00:17:26.040
  • DAUGHTER ARE WAITING ON IT FROM
  • 00:17:26.040 --> 00:17:27.200
  • ME, BUT I'M ON A PLANE.
  • 00:17:27.200 --> 00:17:28.140
  • - BIL: WOW.
  • 00:17:28.140 --> 00:17:31.080
  • - JOHN: AND SO, WHEN MY
  • 00:17:31.080 --> 00:17:32.070
  • DAUGHTER'S ICE SKATING, MY
  • 00:17:32.070 --> 00:17:35.050
  • WIFE'S FACETIMING WHEN I NEED TO
  • 00:17:35.050 --> 00:17:35.280
  • BE THERE.
  • 00:17:35.280 --> 00:17:36.190
  • THESE ARE THINGS THAT I TALK
  • 00:17:36.190 --> 00:17:37.240
  • ABOUT BECAUSE, IF YOU DON'T
  • 00:17:37.240 --> 00:17:38.230
  • PRIORITIZE YOUR FAMILY, I CAN
  • 00:17:38.230 --> 00:17:39.210
  • ASSURE YOU, THE DEVIL WILL MAKE
  • 00:17:39.210 --> 00:17:40.190
  • SURE THAT YOU FALL.
  • 00:17:41.050 --> 00:17:44.050
  • HE WILL MAKE SURE THAT, IF YOU
  • 00:17:44.050 --> 00:17:45.130
  • DON'T PRIORITIZE YOUR FAMILY,
  • 00:17:45.130 --> 00:17:46.290
  • YOU'LL PRIORITIZE HIS FAMILY:
  • 00:17:46.290 --> 00:17:49.160
  • PRIDE, SHAME, GUILT, INSECURITY,
  • 00:17:49.160 --> 00:17:51.090
  • UNDUE AMBITION.
  • 00:17:51.180 --> 00:17:54.180
  • IF YOU DON'T GET THE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:17:54.180 --> 00:17:56.120
  • ON THE INSIDE TO MAKE WISE
  • 00:17:56.120 --> 00:17:57.010
  • DECISIONS ON WHAT MATTERS, I
  • 00:17:58.030 --> 00:18:01.050
  • GUARANTEE YOU THE ENEMY WILL
  • 00:18:01.050 --> 00:18:03.020
  • PICK YOU OFF.
  • 00:18:03.020 --> 00:18:05.050
  • - BIL: WOW.
  • 00:18:05.050 --> 00:18:07.020
  • OKAY, THERE'S SO MUCH THERE, AND
  • 00:18:07.020 --> 00:18:08.070
  • I DON'T-- MAN, THIS IS A LOT.
  • 00:18:08.070 --> 00:18:08.280
  • I MEAN, THAT'S A LOT.
  • 00:18:08.280 --> 00:18:09.150
  • - JOHN: Y'ALL ALL RIGHT?
  • 00:18:09.150 --> 00:18:11.080
  • - AUDIENCE: YEAH.
  • 00:18:11.080 --> 00:18:11.230
  • - JOHN: ALL RIGHT.
  • 00:18:11.230 --> 00:18:12.090
  • - BIL: ISN'T THIS GOOD?
  • 00:18:12.090 --> 00:18:12.270
  • I MEAN, THIS IS GOOD.
  • 00:18:12.270 --> 00:18:15.010
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:18:15.010 --> 00:18:15.200
  • SO-- WOW.
  • 00:18:17.080 --> 00:18:20.080
  • SO I WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU, GET
  • 00:18:20.080 --> 00:18:20.290
  • THIS BOOK RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:18:20.290 --> 00:18:21.170
  • ONE OF THE THINGS THAT I WANNA
  • 00:18:22.270 --> 00:18:23.180
  • JUST UNPACK, I CAN'T WALK BY
  • 00:18:23.180 --> 00:18:24.280
  • THIS.
  • 00:18:24.280 --> 00:18:25.120
  • YOU'VE MENTIONED IT SEVERAL
  • 00:18:25.120 --> 00:18:26.040
  • TIMES.
  • 00:18:26.040 --> 00:18:26.170
  • I JUST CAN'T DO IT.
  • 00:18:26.170 --> 00:18:27.290
  • WE HAVE A FATHERLESS EPIDEMIC
  • 00:18:29.000 --> 00:18:32.000
  • RIGHT NOW, SO LET'S JUST SAY
  • 00:18:32.000 --> 00:18:33.230
  • YOU'RE THE SINGLE MOM.
  • 00:18:33.230 --> 00:18:35.080
  • YOU GOT KIDS.
  • 00:18:36.000 --> 00:18:39.000
  • MAYBE ONE THEM IS A BOY, AND WE
  • 00:18:39.000 --> 00:18:39.220
  • ALL KNOW THE INCREDIBLE POWER OF
  • 00:18:39.220 --> 00:18:42.220
  • A MAN IN A BOY'S LIFE, LET ALONE
  • 00:18:42.220 --> 00:18:45.010
  • A DAUGHTER AS WELL.
  • 00:18:45.010 --> 00:18:45.250
  • I'VE GOT BOTH.
  • 00:18:45.250 --> 00:18:48.000
  • BUT THAT BOY WITHOUT THAT DAD IS
  • 00:18:48.000 --> 00:18:48.290
  • UNBRIDLED BY THE TIME HE'S A
  • 00:18:48.290 --> 00:18:50.110
  • TEENAGER.
  • 00:18:50.110 --> 00:18:52.020
  • WHAT DO YOU DO?
  • 00:18:52.020 --> 00:18:54.050
  • WHAT DO YOU TELL THAT MOM RIGHT
  • 00:18:54.050 --> 00:18:56.200
  • NOW AND SAY, "HERE IS WHAT YOU
  • 00:18:56.200 --> 00:18:57.120
  • CAN DO.
  • 00:18:57.120 --> 00:18:57.220
  • YOU CAN'T FIX DAD.
  • 00:18:57.220 --> 00:18:58.090
  • WHAT WOULD YOU TELL THEM TO DO?
  • 00:19:00.020 --> 00:19:02.090
  • - JOHN: I CAN ONLY TELL THEM
  • 00:19:02.090 --> 00:19:03.160
  • WHAT I SAW BY EXAMPLE.
  • 00:19:03.160 --> 00:19:05.120
  • MY MOTHER AND FATHER DIVORCED
  • 00:19:05.120 --> 00:19:07.210
  • WHEN I WAS ABOUT FOUR AND A HALF
  • 00:19:07.210 --> 00:19:09.080
  • YEARS OLD.
  • 00:19:09.080 --> 00:19:09.220
  • MY MOTHER WAS A WOMAN OF GOD,
  • 00:19:09.220 --> 00:19:11.260
  • STILL IS A WOMAN OF GOD, AND SHE
  • 00:19:11.260 --> 00:19:13.120
  • MADE SURE THAT NOT ONLY WAS I
  • 00:19:13.120 --> 00:19:16.060
  • INVOLVED IN CHURCH BUT THAT, AS
  • 00:19:16.060 --> 00:19:18.090
  • MUCH AS SHE COULD, SHE
  • 00:19:18.090 --> 00:19:20.060
  • SURROUNDED ME WITH GODLY
  • 00:19:20.060 --> 00:19:21.290
  • INFLUENCE.
  • 00:19:21.290 --> 00:19:24.210
  • NOW, MY FATHER WAS NOT THERE,
  • 00:19:24.210 --> 00:19:25.270
  • BUT THE BIBLE MAKES CLEAR THAT
  • 00:19:25.270 --> 00:19:26.290
  • WE GET TO CRY OUT WITH A SPIRIT
  • 00:19:26.290 --> 00:19:28.090
  • OF ADOPTION, "ABBA FATHER,"
  • 00:19:28.090 --> 00:19:29.130
  • WHICH MEANS, "DADDY GOD."
  • 00:19:29.130 --> 00:19:30.240
  • AND SO WHILE MY PHYSICAL,
  • 00:19:30.240 --> 00:19:32.080
  • EARTHLY FATHER WAS NOT THERE,
  • 00:19:32.080 --> 00:19:33.180
  • MY SPIRITUAL,
  • 00:19:33.180 --> 00:19:36.000
  • HEAVENLY FATHER, MY ABBA FATHER,
  • 00:19:36.000 --> 00:19:37.070
  • WAS THERE TO GUIDE ME IN
  • 00:19:37.070 --> 00:19:39.210
  • MOMENTS WHERE MY MOTHER
  • 00:19:39.210 --> 00:19:40.190
  • COULD NOT FATHER ME.
  • 00:19:41.020 --> 00:19:44.020
  • MY MOTHER WAS A PHENOMENAL
  • 00:19:44.020 --> 00:19:44.210
  • MOTHER.
  • 00:19:44.210 --> 00:19:46.030
  • SHE WASN'T THE GREATEST FATHER
  • 00:19:46.030 --> 00:19:46.280
  • 'CAUSE SHE WASN'T CALLED TO BE A
  • 00:19:46.280 --> 00:19:47.200
  • FATHER.
  • 00:19:47.200 --> 00:19:48.140
  • SHE COULDN'T DO BOTH, BUT SHE
  • 00:19:48.140 --> 00:19:50.000
  • GAVE ME A FOUNDATION.
  • 00:19:50.000 --> 00:19:52.060
  • SHE STAYED IN PRAYER, AND SHE
  • 00:19:52.060 --> 00:19:53.220
  • DIDN'T ALLOW CHURCH TO BE
  • 00:19:53.220 --> 00:19:54.190
  • OPTIONAL.
  • 00:19:54.190 --> 00:19:55.140
  • MANY SINGLE PARENTS, BECAUSE OF
  • 00:19:55.140 --> 00:19:57.110
  • WEARINESS AND HARD WORK AND
  • 00:19:57.110 --> 00:19:59.020
  • MULTIPLE CHILDREN AND
  • 00:19:59.020 --> 00:20:00.190
  • RESPONSIBILITIES, ON SUNDAY,
  • 00:20:00.190 --> 00:20:02.280
  • IT'S LIKE, "I JUST WANNA GO TO
  • 00:20:02.280 --> 00:20:03.250
  • SLEEP," AND THE KIDS FIND OUT
  • 00:20:03.250 --> 00:20:04.160
  • THAT CHURCH IS OPTIONAL.
  • 00:20:05.030 --> 00:20:08.030
  • DON'T MAKE SCHOOL MANDATORY, AND
  • 00:20:08.030 --> 00:20:09.260
  • CHURCH OPTIONAL.
  • 00:20:09.260 --> 00:20:11.040
  • - BIL: THAT'S GOOD, THAT'S
  • 00:20:11.040 --> 00:20:12.040
  • GOOD, THAT'S SO GOOD.
  • 00:20:12.040 --> 00:20:12.240
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:20:13.120 --> 00:20:16.120
  • - JOHN: OUR FAMILIES NEED
  • 00:20:16.120 --> 00:20:17.180
  • TO PRIORITIZE THE PRESENCE
  • 00:20:17.180 --> 00:20:18.070
  • OF JESUS.
  • 00:20:18.070 --> 00:20:20.050
  • WE NEED TO PRIORITIZE THE
  • 00:20:20.050 --> 00:20:21.220
  • ASSEMBLING OF OURSELVES
  • 00:20:21.220 --> 00:20:23.060
  • TOGETHER, AND WE, AS PASTORS AND
  • 00:20:23.060 --> 00:20:24.250
  • LEADERS, NEED TO BE SENSITIVE TO
  • 00:20:24.250 --> 00:20:26.220
  • THE NEEDS AND THE SHIFTING WAVE
  • 00:20:26.220 --> 00:20:29.110
  • THAT OUR YOUNG GENERATION
  • 00:20:29.110 --> 00:20:31.140
  • RECEIVES INFORMATION, RESPONDS
  • 00:20:31.140 --> 00:20:32.070
  • TO TRUTH, HOW THEY ENGAGE THE
  • 00:20:32.110 --> 00:20:35.110
  • CHURCH.
  • 00:20:35.110 --> 00:20:36.160
  • SO THAT'S ON US.
  • 00:20:36.160 --> 00:20:37.210
  • WE NEED TO GET TO KNOW THEM, BUT
  • 00:20:37.210 --> 00:20:39.000
  • WE SHOULD NOT COMPROMISE THE
  • 00:20:39.000 --> 00:20:40.120
  • GOSPEL IN DOING SO.
  • 00:20:40.120 --> 00:20:41.220
  • - BIL: THAT'S SO GOOD, IT'S
  • 00:20:41.220 --> 00:20:42.130
  • GOOD, LOVE IT.
  • 00:20:42.130 --> 00:20:45.060
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:20:45.280 --> 00:20:48.280
  • IT SAYS IN HEBREWS,
  • 00:20:48.280 --> 00:20:50.240
  • DO NOT NEGLECT MEETING
  • 00:20:50.240 --> 00:20:52.020
  • TOGETHER, RIGHT?
  • 00:20:52.020 --> 00:20:52.250
  • YOU KNOW THE SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:20:52.250 --> 00:20:55.010
  • - JOHN: THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:20:55.010 --> 00:20:55.260
  • - BIL: BUT PART OF THAT ALSO
  • 00:20:55.260 --> 00:20:56.170
  • SAYS BECAUSE YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO
  • 00:20:56.170 --> 00:20:57.090
  • WARN EACH OTHER.
  • 00:20:57.090 --> 00:20:57.230
  • I FEEL LIKE WHEN I READ PART OF
  • 00:20:57.230 --> 00:20:59.120
  • THE FIRST-- PART OF CHAPTER ONE,
  • 00:20:59.120 --> 00:21:01.180
  • I MEAN, THE FIRST THREE PAGES, I
  • 00:21:01.180 --> 00:21:02.150
  • FELT LIKE YOU WERE WARNING ME.
  • 00:21:02.150 --> 00:21:04.020
  • - JOHN: YEAH.
  • 00:21:04.020 --> 00:21:04.240
  • - BIL: I FEEL LIKE THIS BOOK
  • 00:21:04.240 --> 00:21:05.270
  • IS-- YOU'RE NOT JUST FACING
  • 00:21:05.270 --> 00:21:06.170
  • YOURSELF.
  • 00:21:06.170 --> 00:21:07.020
  • I THINK YOU'RE HELPING EVERYONE
  • 00:21:07.020 --> 00:21:07.270
  • FACE THEMSELVES.
  • 00:21:07.270 --> 00:21:08.130
  • - JOHN: THAT IS THE PRAYER OF
  • 00:21:08.130 --> 00:21:09.130
  • THE BOOK.
  • 00:21:09.130 --> 00:21:10.170
  • THE LORD SAID SOMETHING TO ME
  • 00:21:10.170 --> 00:21:12.270
  • PROBABLY OVER A YEAR AGO NOW.
  • 00:21:13.190 --> 00:21:16.190
  • HE SAID, "I WANT YOU TO LEAD
  • 00:21:16.190 --> 00:21:17.160
  • FROM YOUR SCARS," AND THAT WAS
  • 00:21:17.160 --> 00:21:19.040
  • HARD BECAUSE THAT'S NOT POPULAR.
  • 00:21:19.040 --> 00:21:21.170
  • YOU LEAD FROM "I'M AN
  • 00:21:21.170 --> 00:21:23.050
  • OVERCOMER."
  • 00:21:23.050 --> 00:21:23.200
  • YOU LEAD FROM "GREATER IS
  • 00:21:23.200 --> 00:21:24.210
  • HE THAT'S IN ME THAN
  • 00:21:24.210 --> 00:21:25.100
  • HE THAT'S IN THE WORLD," AND,
  • 00:21:25.100 --> 00:21:26.120
  • YOU KNOW, "I'M THE HEAD AND NOT
  • 00:21:26.120 --> 00:21:27.170
  • THE TAIL."
  • 00:21:27.170 --> 00:21:28.140
  • AND GOD'S LIKE, "I WANT YOU
  • 00:21:28.140 --> 00:21:29.110
  • TO SHOW THEM WHERE YOU BLEW IT,"
  • 00:21:29.110 --> 00:21:30.280
  • AND I'M LIKE, "NO, THAT'S DUMB.
  • 00:21:30.280 --> 00:21:32.050
  • I DON'T LIKE THAT, JESUS."
  • 00:21:32.050 --> 00:21:33.250
  • AND HE'S LIKE-- AND WHAT'S
  • 00:21:33.250 --> 00:21:35.040
  • INTERESTING IS, YOU KNOW HOW
  • 00:21:36.040 --> 00:21:39.040
  • THOMAS WAS CONVINCED THAT
  • 00:21:39.040 --> 00:21:40.110
  • JESUS DIED?
  • 00:21:40.110 --> 00:21:42.140
  • HE SAW HIS SCARS.
  • 00:21:42.140 --> 00:21:44.020
  • "LOOK, LOOK AT MY HANDS.
  • 00:21:44.020 --> 00:21:46.210
  • FEEL IN MY SIDE."
  • 00:21:46.210 --> 00:21:48.170
  • AND PEOPLE NEED TO SEE
  • 00:21:48.170 --> 00:21:49.090
  • PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN
  • 00:21:49.090 --> 00:21:51.200
  • WOUNDED AND ARE STILL
  • 00:21:51.200 --> 00:21:52.090
  • WORSHIPING 'CAUSE YOU CAN BE A
  • 00:21:52.090 --> 00:21:54.020
  • WOUNDED WORSHIPER, AND THAT
  • 00:21:54.020 --> 00:21:55.030
  • WOUNDED WORSHIPER-- I KNOW I
  • 00:21:55.030 --> 00:21:56.080
  • GOT SOME WOUNDED WORSHIPERS.
  • 00:21:56.080 --> 00:21:57.210
  • IF YOU'VE EVER WORSHIPED
  • 00:21:57.210 --> 00:21:58.220
  • WOUNDED, THERE'S SOMETHING--
  • 00:21:58.220 --> 00:22:01.100
  • THERE'S A SWEET TOUCH OF THE
  • 00:22:01.100 --> 00:22:03.050
  • HOLY GHOST WHEN YOU CAN WORSHIP
  • 00:22:03.050 --> 00:22:05.260
  • WOUNDED,
  • 00:22:05.260 --> 00:22:06.110
  • WHEN YOU'RE BETWEEN TEARS
  • 00:22:06.110 --> 00:22:07.000
  • AND FAITH,
  • 00:22:07.000 --> 00:22:07.120
  • WHEN YOU'RE BETWEEN DOUBT
  • 00:22:07.120 --> 00:22:08.190
  • AND SHOUTING,
  • 00:22:08.190 --> 00:22:10.150
  • WHEN YOU'RE IN THAT
  • 00:22:10.150 --> 00:22:11.130
  • MIDDLE PLACE WHERE YOU GOTTA
  • 00:22:11.130 --> 00:22:13.000
  • FIGHT TO GET THAT THING OUT.
  • 00:22:13.000 --> 00:22:13.240
  • IT'S EASY TO WORSHIP WHEN ALL
  • 00:22:13.240 --> 00:22:15.230
  • YOUR PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED.
  • 00:22:15.230 --> 00:22:16.270
  • IT'S EASY TO WORSHIP WHEN YOU'RE
  • 00:22:16.270 --> 00:22:18.100
  • BELIEVIN' FOR A THING,
  • 00:22:18.100 --> 00:22:20.150
  • BUT IT'S HARD TO WORSHIP
  • 00:22:20.150 --> 00:22:21.030
  • IN THE MIDDLE.
  • 00:22:21.030 --> 00:22:21.170
  • IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE WHEN IT'S
  • 00:22:21.170 --> 00:22:22.110
  • NOT THERE YET.
  • 00:22:22.110 --> 00:22:23.060
  • IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE WHEN YOU'RE
  • 00:22:23.060 --> 00:22:24.150
  • STILL NOT SURE IF GOD'S
  • 00:22:24.150 --> 00:22:25.130
  • GONNA SHOW UP.
  • 00:22:25.130 --> 00:22:26.210
  • IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE WHEN YOU'RE
  • 00:22:26.210 --> 00:22:27.220
  • MISUNDERSTOOD.
  • 00:22:27.220 --> 00:22:28.180
  • IT'S HARD TO WORSHIP WHEN YOU'RE
  • 00:22:28.180 --> 00:22:29.160
  • MISUNDERSTOOD.
  • 00:22:29.160 --> 00:22:30.220
  • AND GOD IS SAYING, "I WANT YOU
  • 00:22:30.220 --> 00:22:32.240
  • TO LEAD FROM YOUR SCARS, AND I
  • 00:22:32.240 --> 00:22:34.190
  • WANT YOU TO WARN PEOPLE" BECAUSE
  • 00:22:34.190 --> 00:22:36.020
  • I'VE BEEN THERE, AND I'VE SEEN
  • 00:22:36.020 --> 00:22:37.130
  • WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE, THIS
  • 00:22:37.130 --> 00:22:39.160
  • ALLUSION OF SUCCESS, PREACHING
  • 00:22:39.160 --> 00:22:41.200
  • EVERYWHERE, PICTURE ON ALL THE
  • 00:22:41.200 --> 00:22:42.120
  • POSTERS,
  • 00:22:42.120 --> 00:22:44.060
  • BUT SCARED AND BROKEN ON
  • 00:22:44.060 --> 00:22:45.280
  • THE INSIDE, AND NOBODY SEES IT.
  • 00:22:45.280 --> 00:22:47.060
  • NO ONE SEES IT.
  • 00:22:47.060 --> 00:22:49.110
  • - BIL: "WHO'S GONNA REALLY
  • 00:22:49.110 --> 00:22:50.070
  • FIND OUT?"
  • 00:22:50.070 --> 00:22:50.230
  • LIKE, "WHAT IF THEY ACTUALLY
  • 00:22:50.230 --> 00:22:51.220
  • FIND OUT WHO I REALLY AM?"
  • 00:22:51.220 --> 00:22:52.120
  • - JOHN: EXACTLY.
  • 00:22:52.120 --> 00:22:52.270
  • "WILL THEY STILL LOVE ME?"
  • 00:22:52.270 --> 00:22:54.000
  • WELL, DID THEY LOVE YOU IN THE
  • 00:22:54.000 --> 00:22:55.160
  • FIRST PLACE?
  • 00:22:55.160 --> 00:22:56.080
  • - BIL: THAT'S GOOD, THAT'S
  • 00:22:56.080 --> 00:22:57.110
  • GOOD, THAT'S GOOD.
  • 00:22:57.110 --> 00:22:58.190
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:22:59.030 --> 00:23:02.050
  • PASTOR, I'M GONNA YOU TO
  • 00:23:02.050 --> 00:23:02.240
  • DO SOMETHIN'.
  • 00:23:02.240 --> 00:23:03.110
  • I JUST THINK THERE'S SOMEONE
  • 00:23:03.110 --> 00:23:04.150
  • WATCHIN' RIGHT NOW WHO IS JUST
  • 00:23:04.150 --> 00:23:06.130
  • CONNECTED AND CAN'T WALK AWAY
  • 00:23:06.130 --> 00:23:07.110
  • EVEN IF THEY WANTED TO,
  • 00:23:07.110 --> 00:23:08.190
  • AND THEY'RE BROKEN,
  • 00:23:08.190 --> 00:23:09.180
  • AND THEY'RE THINKIN',
  • 00:23:09.180 --> 00:23:10.260
  • "I DON'T KNOW WHAT
  • 00:23:10.260 --> 00:23:11.110
  • TO DO FROM HERE.
  • 00:23:11.110 --> 00:23:12.090
  • WHAT IS THE NEXT STEP?"
  • 00:23:12.090 --> 00:23:13.160
  • THEY JUST NEED JESUS.
  • 00:23:13.160 --> 00:23:14.140
  • WOULD YOU JUST TAKE A MOMENT AND
  • 00:23:14.140 --> 00:23:16.000
  • SHOW THEM HOW?
  • 00:23:16.000 --> 00:23:17.040
  • - JOHN: I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
  • 00:23:17.040 --> 00:23:19.090
  • THAT JESUS IS NOT A HISTORICAL
  • 00:23:19.090 --> 00:23:21.270
  • FIGURE IN A BOOK THAT'S
  • 00:23:21.270 --> 00:23:22.150
  • NOT REAL.
  • 00:23:22.150 --> 00:23:24.100
  • JESUS IS ALIVE.
  • 00:23:24.100 --> 00:23:25.240
  • HE IS ACTIVE.
  • 00:23:25.240 --> 00:23:27.070
  • HE IS REAL.
  • 00:23:27.070 --> 00:23:28.190
  • HIS BLOOD IS STILL REAL.
  • 00:23:28.190 --> 00:23:29.290
  • HIS BLOOD STILL REACHES THE
  • 00:23:29.290 --> 00:23:31.170
  • HIGHEST MOUNTAIN AND THE
  • 00:23:31.170 --> 00:23:32.160
  • LOWEST VALLEY.
  • 00:23:32.160 --> 00:23:34.030
  • THE BLOOD OF JESUS IS WHY
  • 00:23:34.030 --> 00:23:35.070
  • I'M ALIVE.
  • 00:23:35.070 --> 00:23:37.090
  • IT'S WHY I'M ABLE TO EVEN SPEAK
  • 00:23:37.090 --> 00:23:38.180
  • TO YOU RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:23:38.180 --> 00:23:39.210
  • YOU'RE NOT LOOKING AT A
  • 00:23:39.210 --> 00:23:41.060
  • PERFECT PERSON.
  • 00:23:41.060 --> 00:23:42.210
  • I'M NOT HERE TO SELL
  • 00:23:42.210 --> 00:23:43.130
  • YOU ANYTHING.
  • 00:23:43.130 --> 00:23:44.070
  • I'M HERE TO TELL YOU WHAT I KNOW
  • 00:23:44.070 --> 00:23:45.080
  • THAT THERE IS A REAL SAVIOR WHO
  • 00:23:45.080 --> 00:23:48.030
  • IS GENUINELY IN LOVE WITH THE
  • 00:23:48.030 --> 00:23:49.280
  • ACTUAL YOU, NOT THE PROJECTED
  • 00:23:49.280 --> 00:23:51.230
  • IMAGE OF YOU, AND BECAUSE HE
  • 00:23:51.290 --> 00:23:54.290
  • KNOWS THE TRUTH OF YOU, HE STILL
  • 00:23:54.290 --> 00:23:56.110
  • DIED, KNOWING WHAT YOU AND I
  • 00:23:56.130 --> 00:23:59.130
  • WOULD DO, AND THAT ALONE GIVES
  • 00:23:59.130 --> 00:24:01.060
  • ME A HEART TO GIVE HIM PRAISE.
  • 00:24:01.060 --> 00:24:03.110
  • I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT,
  • 00:24:03.110 --> 00:24:04.210
  • THROUGHOUT THE REST OF THIS
  • 00:24:04.210 --> 00:24:05.250
  • PROGRAM, WE'RE GONNA BE POINTING
  • 00:24:05.250 --> 00:24:07.120
  • FROM JACOB TO JESUS, AND SO
  • 00:24:07.120 --> 00:24:08.160
  • RIGHT NOW, I JUST WANT YOU TO
  • 00:24:08.160 --> 00:24:10.230
  • STAY CONNECTED BECAUSE I WANNA
  • 00:24:11.000 --> 00:24:14.000
  • SHARE SOME MORE ABOUT THIS
  • 00:24:14.000 --> 00:24:16.080
  • JESUS, WHO WANTS YOU TO WIN FROM
  • 00:24:16.080 --> 00:24:19.080
  • WITHIN, THE IDEA OF VICTORY.
  • 00:24:19.080 --> 00:24:21.020
  • WE ARE A CULTURE OBSESSED WITH
  • 00:24:21.020 --> 00:24:23.060
  • VICTORY, BUT THE TRUTH IS
  • 00:24:23.060 --> 00:24:25.000
  • VICTORY DOESN'T LOOK THE SAME
  • 00:24:26.080 --> 00:24:29.080
  • WHEN YOU WALK WITH JESUS.
  • 00:24:29.080 --> 00:24:31.120
  • IT'S NOT ABOUT BEING NUMBER ONE.
  • 00:24:31.120 --> 00:24:32.250
  • IT'S ABOUT OVERCOMING, AND YOU
  • 00:24:32.250 --> 00:24:35.170
  • CAN OVERCOME AND STILL HAVE
  • 00:24:35.170 --> 00:24:37.130
  • SCARS AND STILL BE WOUNDED, AND
  • 00:24:37.130 --> 00:24:40.000
  • SO JUST BECAUSE YOU WIN DOESN'T
  • 00:24:40.000 --> 00:24:41.210
  • MEAN YOU'RE NOT WOUNDED.
  • 00:24:41.210 --> 00:24:42.090
  • SO MY PRAYER FOR YOU IS THAT THE
  • 00:24:42.090 --> 00:24:44.070
  • BLOOD OF JESUS THAT SAVED ME
  • 00:24:44.070 --> 00:24:45.200
  • WILL BECOME REAL IN THE NEXT FEW
  • 00:24:45.200 --> 00:24:47.160
  • MOMENTS.
  • 00:24:47.160 --> 00:24:48.200
  • I'M GONNA LEAD YOU IN A
  • 00:24:48.200 --> 00:24:49.080
  • SALVATION PRAYER AT THE END OF
  • 00:24:49.080 --> 00:24:50.120
  • THIS TIME TOGETHER, BUT RIGHT
  • 00:24:50.120 --> 00:24:52.200
  • NOW, JUST GET CONNECTED, STAY
  • 00:24:52.200 --> 00:24:54.130
  • WITH US, AND KNOW THAT THE LORD
  • 00:24:54.130 --> 00:24:55.180
  • HAS ALLOWED YOU TO TURN THIS TV
  • 00:24:55.180 --> 00:24:58.100
  • ON, AND YOU KNOW GOOD AND WELL
  • 00:24:58.100 --> 00:25:00.060
  • YOU GONNA BE FLIPPIN' THROUGH
  • 00:25:00.060 --> 00:25:00.270
  • THE CHANNELS AND JUST HAPPENED
  • 00:25:00.270 --> 00:25:02.110
  • TO BE ON TBN.
  • 00:25:02.110 --> 00:25:02.280
  • YOU THOUGHT I WAS SUGE NIGHT,
  • 00:25:02.280 --> 00:25:04.060
  • AND I'M NOT.
  • 00:25:04.060 --> 00:25:05.230
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:25:05.230 --> 00:25:07.000
  • YOU'RE HERE BECAUSE GOD WANTED
  • 00:25:07.000 --> 00:25:08.130
  • YOU HERE, SO STAY CONNECTED, AND
  • 00:25:08.130 --> 00:25:10.160
  • LET'S LEARN HOW TO WIN FROM
  • 00:25:11.220 --> 00:25:14.220
  • WITHIN, HALLELUJAH.
  • 00:25:14.220 --> 00:25:16.270
  • - BIL: YOU KNOW, RIGHT NOW,
  • 00:25:16.270 --> 00:25:17.290
  • HERE'S WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO.
  • 00:25:17.290 --> 00:25:19.070
  • I'M A ASK YOU TO DO THIS.
  • 00:25:19.070 --> 00:25:19.260
  • I KNOW YOU'RE TUNED IN.
  • 00:25:19.260 --> 00:25:20.190
  • I KNOW YOU'RE WATCHIN' THIS.
  • 00:25:20.190 --> 00:25:21.100
  • GUYS, PLEASE HERE ME WHEN I SAY
  • 00:25:21.100 --> 00:25:22.020
  • WE WANT YOU TO GET THIS BOOK,
  • 00:25:23.030 --> 00:25:24.140
  • "WIN FROM WITHIN," FROM
  • 00:25:24.140 --> 00:25:25.240
  • JOHN GRAY.
  • 00:25:25.240 --> 00:25:27.170
  • PLEASE GET THIS BOOK.
  • 00:25:27.170 --> 00:25:28.090
  • HE'S BEEN WHERE YOU ARE RIGHT
  • 00:25:28.090 --> 00:25:29.080
  • NOW, AND HE CAN GIVE YOU AND
  • 00:25:29.080 --> 00:25:31.100
  • SHOW YOU THE WAY OUT OF THAT.
  • 00:25:31.100 --> 00:25:33.030
  • PLEASE GET THIS BOOK.
  • 00:25:33.030 --> 00:25:34.050
  • WE'RE NOT TRYIN' TO GET
  • 00:25:34.050 --> 00:25:35.030
  • SOMETHING FROM YOU RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:25:35.030 --> 00:25:36.130
  • WE'RE TRYING TO GET SOMETHING TO
  • 00:25:36.130 --> 00:25:38.050
  • YOU, OKAY?
  • 00:25:38.050 --> 00:25:39.150
  • PLEASE, CALL THE NUMBER ON THE
  • 00:25:39.150 --> 00:25:40.200
  • SCREEN.
  • 00:25:40.200 --> 00:25:41.250
  • GET THIS BOOK RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:25:41.250 --> 00:25:44.000
  • PASTOR, YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR
  • 00:25:44.000 --> 00:25:45.120
  • HURT, YOUR PAIN, AND I THINK
  • 00:25:45.120 --> 00:25:47.190
  • IT'S INTERESTING BECAUSE YOU
  • 00:25:47.190 --> 00:25:49.070
  • TALK ABOUT CONFESSION, AND YOU
  • 00:25:49.070 --> 00:25:51.070
  • TALK ABOUT A NEW OPENNESS THAT
  • 00:25:51.070 --> 00:25:52.290
  • YOU OBVIOUSLY HAD TO GET TO WITH
  • 00:25:52.290 --> 00:25:53.290
  • YOUR OWN WIFE.
  • 00:25:53.290 --> 00:25:56.130
  • THERE IS NO WAY PEOPLE CANNOT
  • 00:25:56.130 --> 00:25:57.190
  • ASSOCIATE AND CONNECT WITH THAT
  • 00:25:57.190 --> 00:25:59.190
  • RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:25:59.190 --> 00:26:00.080
  • IN A WORLD WHERE WE'VE GOT MEN
  • 00:26:00.080 --> 00:26:01.290
  • BEIN' BOYS, NOT CONNECTING WITH
  • 00:26:01.290 --> 00:26:04.110
  • THEIR WIVES, AND WOMEN
  • 00:26:04.110 --> 00:26:05.070
  • CONNECTING WITH OTHER WOMEN AND
  • 00:26:05.070 --> 00:26:07.210
  • NOT THEIR HUSBANDS, HOW DID YOU
  • 00:26:07.210 --> 00:26:08.130
  • DO THAT?
  • 00:26:08.130 --> 00:26:09.160
  • CAN YOU WALK ME THROUGH THAT?
  • 00:26:09.160 --> 00:26:10.170
  • IN THAT JACOB PROCESS WHERE HE
  • 00:26:10.170 --> 00:26:13.000
  • HAD TO COME FACE-TO-FACE WITH
  • 00:26:13.000 --> 00:26:14.230
  • HIMSELF, YOU HAD A RELATIONSHIP
  • 00:26:14.230 --> 00:26:17.030
  • THAT MADE YOU DO THAT.
  • 00:26:17.030 --> 00:26:18.030
  • WALK ME THROUGH THAT.
  • 00:26:18.030 --> 00:26:19.020
  • WHEN I LOOK AT MY LIFE, I LOOK
  • 00:26:23.180 --> 00:26:24.220
  • AT WHERE GOD BROUGHT ME TO.
  • 00:26:24.220 --> 00:26:27.190
  • I HAVE TO LOOK AT WHERE HE
  • 00:26:27.190 --> 00:26:30.070
  • BROUGHT ME FROM.
  • 00:26:30.070 --> 00:26:31.030
  • TESTIMONY IS IMPORTANT IN
  • 00:26:31.030 --> 00:26:31.230
  • DISCOVERY.
  • 00:26:31.230 --> 00:26:32.200
  • YOU GOTTA SEE WHERE GOD BROUGHT
  • 00:26:32.200 --> 00:26:34.110
  • YOU FROM IN ORDER TO DEAL WITH
  • 00:26:34.110 --> 00:26:36.100
  • WHATEVER IS IN FRONT OF YOU.
  • 00:26:36.100 --> 00:26:38.070
  • SEE, I GREW UP UNDER A TRUTH
  • 00:26:38.070 --> 00:26:40.120
  • THAT WAS FLAWED, THE TRUTH THAT
  • 00:26:40.120 --> 00:26:42.170
  • AND I HEARD BISHOP JAKES TALK
  • 00:26:44.200 --> 00:26:45.270
  • ABOUT THIS IDEA OF SUBMITTING TO
  • 00:26:45.270 --> 00:26:48.220
  • A TRUTH THAT YOU LIVE UNDER,
  • 00:26:48.220 --> 00:26:50.200
  • THIS IDEA OF "IT MIGHT BE TRUE
  • 00:26:50.200 --> 00:26:53.200
  • TO YOU, BUT IT MIGHT NOT BE TRUE
  • 00:26:53.200 --> 00:26:54.140
  • SO I SAW MYSELF AS LESS THAN.
  • 00:26:57.130 --> 00:27:00.100
  • I SAW MYSELF AS INADEQUATE,
  • 00:27:00.100 --> 00:27:02.070
  • UNATTRACTIVE, UNWORTHY, SO I
  • 00:27:02.170 --> 00:27:05.170
  • ACTUALLY LIVED UNDER THAT TRUTH,
  • 00:27:05.170 --> 00:27:06.090
  • SO I HAD TO FACE THE REALITY
  • 00:27:06.090 --> 00:27:08.200
  • THAT WHAT I THOUGHT ABOUT ME
  • 00:27:08.200 --> 00:27:09.290
  • DIDN'T LINE UP WITH THE WORD OF
  • 00:27:09.290 --> 00:27:11.040
  • GOD OVER ME, AND I THINK A LOT
  • 00:27:11.040 --> 00:27:12.280
  • OF PEOPLE NEED TO GET THIS: WHAT
  • 00:27:12.280 --> 00:27:14.010
  • YOU THINK ABOUT YOU DOESN'T
  • 00:27:14.010 --> 00:27:15.020
  • MATTER.
  • 00:27:15.020 --> 00:27:15.190
  • WHAT MATTERS IS WHAT GOD THINKS
  • 00:27:15.190 --> 00:27:17.000
  • ABOUT YOU.
  • 00:27:17.000 --> 00:27:17.270
  • WHAT MATTERS IS WHAT HE SAID
  • 00:27:17.270 --> 00:27:19.110
  • ABOUT YOU, AND THE ONLY WAY FOR
  • 00:27:19.110 --> 00:27:20.210
  • YOU TO KNOW THAT IS IN HIS WORD.
  • 00:27:20.250 --> 00:27:23.250
  • BUT BELIEVERS GO TO CHURCH, BUT
  • 00:27:23.250 --> 00:27:26.070
  • THEY DON'T STUDY THE WORD.
  • 00:27:26.070 --> 00:27:27.150
  • - BIL: RIGHT, RIGHT.
  • 00:27:27.150 --> 00:27:28.020
  • - JOHN: VERY FEW PEOPLE
  • 00:27:28.020 --> 00:27:30.120
  • UNDERSTAND HOW TO RIGHTLY DIVIDE
  • 00:27:30.120 --> 00:27:31.260
  • THE WORD OF TRUTH.
  • 00:27:31.260 --> 00:27:33.130
  • I THINK, FOR ME, WHEN YOU SPEAK
  • 00:27:33.130 --> 00:27:35.000
  • OF "THE RELATIONSHIP," TELL ME
  • 00:27:35.000 --> 00:27:36.040
  • WHAT PART?
  • 00:27:36.040 --> 00:27:37.010
  • 'CAUSE, YOU KNOW, THE BOOK IS--
  • 00:27:37.010 --> 00:27:37.290
  • - BIL: NO, NO, YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:27:37.290 --> 00:27:39.040
  • YOU JUST CAME STRAIGHT OUT OF
  • 00:27:39.040 --> 00:27:40.010
  • THE GATE AND JUST SAID, "YOU
  • 00:27:40.010 --> 00:27:41.100
  • KNOW, MY WIFE--" I'M JUST GONNA
  • 00:27:41.100 --> 00:27:42.140
  • PUT IT OUT THERE 'CAUSE YOU DID.
  • 00:27:42.140 --> 00:27:43.160
  • YOU KNOW, YOU JUST PUT IT OUT
  • 00:27:43.160 --> 00:27:44.280
  • THERE, AND SO I FEEL A LITTLE
  • 00:27:44.280 --> 00:27:47.020
  • FREEDOM.
  • 00:27:47.020 --> 00:27:48.190
  • I ASKED BEFORE, BACKSTAGE, "HEY,
  • 00:27:48.190 --> 00:27:49.110
  • ARE WE GONNA GO THERE?"
  • 00:27:49.110 --> 00:27:49.290
  • AND YOU WERE REALLY--
  • 00:27:49.290 --> 00:27:50.160
  • - JOHN: COME ON, LET'S GO.
  • 00:27:50.160 --> 00:27:51.060
  • - BIL: -- "LET'S DO IT."
  • 00:27:51.060 --> 00:27:51.250
  • SO I JUST THINK MANY PEOPLE
  • 00:27:51.250 --> 00:27:52.150
  • CAN RELATE TO SOMEONE SAYIN',
  • 00:27:52.150 --> 00:27:53.060
  • "I'M DONE WITH YOU."
  • 00:27:53.060 --> 00:27:53.230
  • - JOHN: YEAH, MY WIFE
  • 00:27:53.230 --> 00:27:54.100
  • WAS LIKE--
  • 00:27:54.100 --> 00:27:54.260
  • - BIL: I DON'T THINK THAT'S
  • 00:27:54.260 --> 00:27:55.210
  • UNCOMMON.
  • 00:27:55.210 --> 00:27:56.050
  • - JOHN: YEAH, AND HERE'S WHAT'S
  • 00:27:56.050 --> 00:27:57.260
  • FUNNY: MY WIFE DIDN'T READ THAT
  • 00:27:57.260 --> 00:27:58.180
  • UNTIL SHE GOT THE BOOK.
  • 00:27:58.180 --> 00:27:59.150
  • SHE WAS LIKE, "YOU PUT OUR
  • 00:27:59.150 --> 00:28:00.220
  • BUSINESS IN THE BOOK?"
  • 00:28:00.220 --> 00:28:01.110
  • - BIL: SO THEN YOU'RE IN
  • 00:28:01.110 --> 00:28:02.000
  • TROUBLE AGAIN.
  • 00:28:02.000 --> 00:28:02.130
  • - JOHN: RIGHT, AND I'LL SAY,
  • 00:28:02.130 --> 00:28:03.050
  • "CAN I STAY IN THE ROOM TONIGHT?
  • 00:28:03.050 --> 00:28:04.000
  • PLEASE DON'T PUT ME ON THE
  • 00:28:04.000 --> 00:28:04.190
  • COUCH, BABY."
  • 00:28:04.190 --> 00:28:05.080
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:28:05.080 --> 00:28:06.030
  • BUT SHE WAS ACTUALLY SHOCKED
  • 00:28:06.030 --> 00:28:09.030
  • THAT I WOULD BE THAT TRANSPARENT
  • 00:28:09.030 --> 00:28:10.140
  • BECAUSE, ON THIS LEVEL, WHATEVER
  • 00:28:10.140 --> 00:28:12.120
  • LEVEL THIS IS, MOST PEOPLE
  • 00:28:12.120 --> 00:28:14.070
  • AREN'T TRANSPARENT, BUT THE
  • 00:28:14.070 --> 00:28:15.140
  • TRUTH IS, I NEEDED PEOPLE TO
  • 00:28:15.140 --> 00:28:16.200
  • KNOW THAT, WHEN I'M TALKIN'
  • 00:28:16.200 --> 00:28:18.210
  • ABOUT 'WIN FROM WITHIN,' THIS IS
  • 00:28:18.210 --> 00:28:20.090
  • NOT A SELF-HELP BOOK.
  • 00:28:20.090 --> 00:28:21.250
  • THIS IS A CAUTIONARY TALE ABOUT
  • 00:28:21.250 --> 00:28:22.200
  • A MAN WHO THOUGHT HE WAS WINNING
  • 00:28:22.200 --> 00:28:23.260
  • BUT WAS ACTUALLY LOSING--
  • 00:28:23.260 --> 00:28:25.170
  • - BIL: WOW, WOW.
  • 00:28:25.170 --> 00:28:26.260
  • - JOHN: -- BECAUSE I'M
  • 00:28:26.260 --> 00:28:27.200
  • PREACHING EVERYWHERE, BUT I WAS
  • 00:28:27.200 --> 00:28:29.080
  • LOSING WHAT MATTERED BECAUSE GOD
  • 00:28:29.080 --> 00:28:30.170
  • IS NOT GONNA ASK ME ON THE DAY
  • 00:28:30.170 --> 00:28:32.100
  • THAT I FACE HIM, "MAN, HOW MANY
  • 00:28:32.100 --> 00:28:34.000
  • PEOPLE DID YOU HAVE
  • 00:28:34.000 --> 00:28:35.080
  • AT THE SERVICE?
  • 00:28:35.080 --> 00:28:36.030
  • HOW WAS THAT CONFERENCE?
  • 00:28:36.030 --> 00:28:37.110
  • WAS IT NICE?
  • 00:28:37.110 --> 00:28:38.150
  • HOW MANY BOOKS DID YOU SELL?"
  • 00:28:38.150 --> 00:28:39.100
  • HE'S GONNA SAY, "TELL ME ABOUT
  • 00:28:39.100 --> 00:28:40.150
  • THAT WIFE I GAVE YOU.
  • 00:28:40.150 --> 00:28:41.280
  • TELL ME ABOUT THOSE KIDS.
  • 00:28:41.280 --> 00:28:43.270
  • DID YOU RAISE 'EM TO KNOW ME?
  • 00:28:43.270 --> 00:28:45.050
  • WERE THEY PRIORITY?
  • 00:28:45.050 --> 00:28:46.240
  • TELL ME ABOUT THAT."
  • 00:28:46.240 --> 00:28:48.120
  • 'CAUSE HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT
  • 00:28:48.120 --> 00:28:50.240
  • THE THINGS THAT PASS AWAY.
  • 00:28:50.240 --> 00:28:52.050
  • MY LEGACY WILL NOT BE RECKONED
  • 00:28:52.050 --> 00:28:54.090
  • THROUGH THE AMOUNT OF BOOKS I
  • 00:28:54.090 --> 00:28:55.000
  • SELL OR HOW MANY TV SHOWS OR HOW
  • 00:28:55.000 --> 00:28:55.290
  • MANY TIMES I PREACH.
  • 00:28:55.290 --> 00:28:58.000
  • MY LEGACY WILL BE RECKONED BY
  • 00:28:58.000 --> 00:28:59.170
  • THE FACT THAT MY KIDS LOVE GOD,
  • 00:28:59.170 --> 00:29:01.060
  • FILLED WITH HOLY GHOST, AND ARE
  • 00:29:01.060 --> 00:29:02.230
  • SERVING, AND MY WIFE LOVES ME,
  • 00:29:02.230 --> 00:29:04.230
  • AND I'M HONORING HER, FAITHFUL,
  • 00:29:04.230 --> 00:29:06.170
  • COMMITTED TO HER.
  • 00:29:06.170 --> 00:29:09.030
  • - BIL: THAT'S GOOD, THAT'S
  • 00:29:09.030 --> 00:29:09.230
  • GOOD.
  • 00:29:09.230 --> 00:29:10.280
  • - JOHN: AND THE TRUTH IS, I
  • 00:29:10.280 --> 00:29:12.040
  • NEVER SAW A GOOD MARRIAGE.
  • 00:29:12.040 --> 00:29:12.230
  • I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT MARRIAGE WAS.
  • 00:29:12.230 --> 00:29:14.080
  • I GOT MARRIED AT 37 YEARS OLD,
  • 00:29:14.080 --> 00:29:15.210
  • AND I WAS TERRIFIED BECAUSE I
  • 00:29:15.210 --> 00:29:17.180
  • KNEW GOOD AND WELL THAT I WAS
  • 00:29:17.180 --> 00:29:19.230
  • ABSOLUTELY UNQUALIFIED.
  • 00:29:19.230 --> 00:29:22.150
  • I DIDN'T HAVE THE TOOLS BECAUSE
  • 00:29:22.150 --> 00:29:25.010
  • NO ONE HAD EVER GIVEN ME
  • 00:29:25.010 --> 00:29:25.200
  • THE TOOLS.
  • 00:29:25.200 --> 00:29:27.070
  • IF YOU TELL ME TO GO AND MAKE A
  • 00:29:27.070 --> 00:29:29.060
  • STATUE AND JUST GIVE ME A ROCK,
  • 00:29:29.060 --> 00:29:31.050
  • I'M NOT GONNA MAKE THE STATUE,
  • 00:29:31.050 --> 00:29:33.140
  • BUT IF YOU GIVE ME A CHISEL AND
  • 00:29:33.140 --> 00:29:35.020
  • A HAMMER AND SOMETHIN' ELSE,
  • 00:29:35.020 --> 00:29:37.140
  • MAYBE I CAN START, BUT I'M GONNA
  • 00:29:37.140 --> 00:29:39.110
  • NEED SOMEBODY TO TEACH ME, AND
  • 00:29:39.110 --> 00:29:40.130
  • ALL THE MEN IN MY FAMILY, THEY
  • 00:29:40.130 --> 00:29:41.140
  • FAILED, AND THE WOMEN WHO I
  • 00:29:41.140 --> 00:29:44.020
  • LOOKED UP TO AS WOMEN OF GOD,
  • 00:29:44.020 --> 00:29:45.260
  • THE CHOICES THEY MADE, THE MEN
  • 00:29:45.260 --> 00:29:47.070
  • THAT THEY CHOSE, THOSE MEN
  • 00:29:47.070 --> 00:29:48.150
  • WALKED AWAY, SO I'M LIKE,
  • 00:29:48.150 --> 00:29:50.140
  • "THERE'S A LEGACY OF BROKENNESS.
  • 00:29:50.140 --> 00:29:53.030
  • I'M GONNA REPEAT IT."
  • 00:29:53.030 --> 00:29:54.050
  • THAT'S WHAT THE
  • 00:29:54.050 --> 00:29:55.110
  • DEVIL KEPT SAYING.
  • 00:29:55.110 --> 00:29:56.110
  • SO EVEN WHEN I GOT MARRIED, I
  • 00:29:56.110 --> 00:29:57.020
  • GOT MARRIED IN FEAR.
  • 00:29:57.020 --> 00:29:58.000
  • I CRIED LIKE A BABY ON THE DAY
  • 00:29:58.000 --> 00:29:59.200
  • OF MY WEDDING, AND IT WASN'T
  • 00:29:59.200 --> 00:30:01.260
  • BECAUSE I WAS, YOU KNOW, IN FEAR
  • 00:30:01.260 --> 00:30:04.130
  • OF THE MOMENT.
  • 00:30:05.110 --> 00:30:08.110
  • I WAS IN FEAR BECAUSE I DIDN'T
  • 00:30:08.110 --> 00:30:09.260
  • FEEL ADEQUATE, AND WHEN YOU
  • 00:30:09.260 --> 00:30:12.070
  • DON'T HAVE A FATHER THERE TO
  • 00:30:12.070 --> 00:30:14.040
  • SPEAK LIFE TO YOU, YOU WALK IN
  • 00:30:14.040 --> 00:30:14.290
  • THE PLACES BLIND, AND IT'S A
  • 00:30:14.290 --> 00:30:17.020
  • SCARY PLACE TO STILL NEED A
  • 00:30:17.020 --> 00:30:19.250
  • FATHER AND TO NEED A COVERING,
  • 00:30:19.250 --> 00:30:21.200
  • BUT NOW I AM THE THING I NEED.
  • 00:30:21.200 --> 00:30:22.180
  • - BIL: THAT'S GOOD.
  • 00:30:22.180 --> 00:30:23.190
  • - JOHN: "PHEW."
  • 00:30:23.190 --> 00:30:25.250
  • - BIL: YOU HAD THE CHANCE--
  • 00:30:25.250 --> 00:30:26.250
  • - JOHN: LET ME STAY RIGHT THERE
  • 00:30:26.250 --> 00:30:28.160
  • FOR A SECOND.
  • 00:30:28.160 --> 00:30:29.040
  • - BIL: YEAH, THAT'S SO GOOD,
  • 00:30:29.040 --> 00:30:29.250
  • THAT'S SO GOOD.
  • 00:30:29.250 --> 00:30:30.090
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:30:30.090 --> 00:30:30.200
  • - JOHN: MY WIFE'S COUNTING ON
  • 00:30:30.200 --> 00:30:31.280
  • ME TO LEAD, AND I'M HOPING THAT
  • 00:30:31.280 --> 00:30:32.210
  • SHE LEADS ME.
  • 00:30:32.210 --> 00:30:33.230
  • I REMEMBER SAYING THIS TO MY
  • 00:30:33.230 --> 00:30:35.210
  • WIFE.
  • 00:30:35.210 --> 00:30:36.270
  • I SAID, "NO MATTER HOW MANY KIDS
  • 00:30:36.270 --> 00:30:38.190
  • WE HAVE, I'M YOUR FIRST CHILD,"
  • 00:30:38.190 --> 00:30:40.100
  • AND IT WAS KIND OF CUTE UNTIL I
  • 00:30:40.100 --> 00:30:43.080
  • REALIZED THAT'S ABSOLUTELY
  • 00:30:43.080 --> 00:30:45.150
  • OUTSIDE THE WORD OF GOD AND THE
  • 00:30:45.150 --> 00:30:46.250
  • WILL OF GOD.
  • 00:30:46.250 --> 00:30:47.200
  • SHE DOESN'T NEED TO BE RAISIN'
  • 00:30:47.200 --> 00:30:48.270
  • ME.
  • 00:30:48.270 --> 00:30:49.240
  • SHE DOESN'T NEED TO BE NURTURIN'
  • 00:30:49.240 --> 00:30:50.160
  • ME LIKE THAT.
  • 00:30:50.160 --> 00:30:51.090
  • I'M CALLED TO LEAD THE HOUSE.
  • 00:30:51.090 --> 00:30:52.000
  • I'M CALLED TO COVER HER.
  • 00:30:52.000 --> 00:30:53.140
  • I'M CALLED TO PRAY FOR HER.
  • 00:30:53.140 --> 00:30:54.210
  • I'M CALLED TO FIGHT FOR HER.
  • 00:30:54.210 --> 00:30:56.020
  • I'M CALLED TO INTERCEDE FOR HER.
  • 00:30:56.020 --> 00:30:57.150
  • I'M CALLED TO GIVE DIRECTION,
  • 00:30:57.150 --> 00:30:58.180
  • AND I'M CALLED TO COVER THESE
  • 00:30:58.180 --> 00:31:00.070
  • KIDS, AND SHE'S DOIN' ALL OF
  • 00:31:00.070 --> 00:31:01.130
  • THIS STUFF BECAUSE I HAD NEVER
  • 00:31:01.130 --> 00:31:02.130
  • DEALT WITH THE
  • 00:31:02.130 --> 00:31:03.080
  • UNATTENDED-FATHERHOOD ISSUES.
  • 00:31:03.080 --> 00:31:05.250
  • JACOB HAD UNATTENDED-FATHERHOOD
  • 00:31:05.250 --> 00:31:06.170
  • ISSUES, YOU KNOW?
  • 00:31:06.170 --> 00:31:07.230
  • ISAAC DIDN'T SPEAK INTO JACOB.
  • 00:31:07.280 --> 00:31:10.280
  • HIS MAMA SPOKE INTO HIM.
  • 00:31:10.280 --> 00:31:12.210
  • HE WAS A MAMA'S BOY.
  • 00:31:12.210 --> 00:31:14.000
  • THAT'S WHY THE MAMA SAID, "DO
  • 00:31:14.000 --> 00:31:14.240
  • THIS: TRICK YOUR FATHER.
  • 00:31:14.240 --> 00:31:16.020
  • PUT THE HAIR ON YOUR ARMS.
  • 00:31:16.020 --> 00:31:17.050
  • COOK THE STEW.
  • 00:31:17.050 --> 00:31:18.050
  • CHANGE YOUR VOICE."
  • 00:31:18.050 --> 00:31:19.060
  • AND THEN HE GOT THE BLESSING
  • 00:31:19.060 --> 00:31:21.020
  • FROM THE FATHER AND THEN HAD
  • 00:31:21.020 --> 00:31:22.110
  • TO LEAVE THE HOUSE BECAUSE
  • 00:31:22.110 --> 00:31:23.160
  • THE MOTHER WASN'T DOIN'
  • 00:31:23.160 --> 00:31:24.280
  • IT THE WAY GOD WANTED TO DO IT.
  • 00:31:24.280 --> 00:31:26.110
  • IF GOD SAID IT, YOU AIN'T GOT TO
  • 00:31:26.110 --> 00:31:27.170
  • MANIPULATE IT.
  • 00:31:27.170 --> 00:31:28.120
  • IT'S COMIN'.
  • 00:31:28.120 --> 00:31:29.040
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:31:29.040 --> 00:31:29.210
  • NOW I FEEL A PRAISE BREAK.
  • 00:31:29.240 --> 00:31:32.240
  • SOMEBODY, GIVE THE LORD A
  • 00:31:32.240 --> 00:31:33.130
  • PRAISE BREAK.
  • 00:31:33.130 --> 00:31:33.270
  • - BIL: ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:31:33.270 --> 00:31:34.180
  • [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
  • 00:31:34.290 --> 00:31:37.290
  • WOW, SO WHAT YOU JUST TOLD ME IS
  • 00:31:37.290 --> 00:31:38.210
  • THAT A MANIPULATOR TAUGHT
  • 00:31:38.210 --> 00:31:40.060
  • ANOTHER ONE, SOME ELSE, HOW TO
  • 00:31:40.060 --> 00:31:40.280
  • MANIPULATE.
  • 00:31:40.280 --> 00:31:41.190
  • - JOHN: YEAH, SO HE LEARNED IT.
  • 00:31:41.190 --> 00:31:42.120
  • THAT MANIPULATION GOT PASSED
  • 00:31:42.120 --> 00:31:43.150
  • DOWN.
  • 00:31:43.150 --> 00:31:45.180
  • - BIL: EVEN OUR WRONG BEHAVIORS
  • 00:31:45.180 --> 00:31:47.110
  • ARE LEARNED.
  • 00:31:47.110 --> 00:31:47.260
  • - JOHN: WRONG BEHAVIORS ARE
  • 00:31:47.260 --> 00:31:49.030
  • LEARNED.
  • 00:31:49.030 --> 00:31:49.180
  • THERE'S NATURE, AND THERE'S
  • 00:31:49.180 --> 00:31:50.130
  • NURTURE, AND HE WAS NURTURED
  • 00:31:50.130 --> 00:31:51.030
  • INTO BEING A TRICKSTER.
  • 00:31:51.030 --> 00:31:52.180
  • - BIL: WOW.
  • 00:31:52.180 --> 00:31:53.020
  • - JOHN: AND SO HE, EVEN THOUGH
  • 00:31:53.200 --> 00:31:56.200
  • HE GOT THE BIRTHRIGHT, THE
  • 00:31:56.200 --> 00:31:58.040
  • MOTHER SAID, "I KNOW YOU STOLE
  • 00:31:58.040 --> 00:31:59.090
  • THE BIRTHRIGHT, BUT NOW YOU
  • 00:31:59.090 --> 00:32:00.060
  • GOTTA GO 'CAUSE YOUR BROTHER
  • 00:32:00.060 --> 00:32:01.180
  • COMFORTS HIMSELF WITH THOUGHTS
  • 00:32:01.180 --> 00:32:02.270
  • OF KILLING YOU.
  • 00:32:02.270 --> 00:32:04.040
  • YOU GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE."
  • 00:32:04.040 --> 00:32:04.240
  • SO, LIKE, "WELL, YOU AIN'T
  • 00:32:04.240 --> 00:32:06.240
  • GOT TO TELL ME
  • 00:32:06.240 --> 00:32:07.080
  • NOTHING ELSE.
  • 00:32:07.080 --> 00:32:07.220
  • I'M A PACK MY BAG.
  • 00:32:07.220 --> 00:32:08.160
  • I'M A SEE Y'ALL LATER.
  • 00:32:08.160 --> 00:32:09.070
  • I LOVE EVERYBODY IN HERE."
  • 00:32:09.070 --> 00:32:09.260
  • AND HE TAKES OFF
  • 00:32:09.260 --> 00:32:10.100
  • HE'S RUNNING FOR YEARS.
  • 00:32:13.270 --> 00:32:14.260
  • AND WHAT'S FUNNY IS, THE
  • 00:32:14.260 --> 00:32:15.260
  • TRICKSTER GETS TRICKED.
  • 00:32:15.260 --> 00:32:17.050
  • HE MEETS A GUY NAMED LABAN OUT
  • 00:32:17.050 --> 00:32:19.030
  • IN THE FIELD, AND HE SEES THIS
  • 00:32:19.030 --> 00:32:19.240
  • COLD-BLOODED GIRL.
  • 00:32:19.240 --> 00:32:22.100
  • HE'S LIKE-- [PURRING]
  • 00:32:22.100 --> 00:32:25.000
  • -- "WHAT'S HER NAME?"
  • 00:32:25.000 --> 00:32:25.260
  • "HER NAME IS RACHEL."
  • 00:32:25.260 --> 00:32:26.130
  • AND HE'S LIKE "HEY,
  • 00:32:26.130 --> 00:32:27.160
  • I WANNA MARRY HER."
  • 00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:28.150
  • LABAN WAS LIKE, "I GOT ME ONE."
  • 00:32:28.150 --> 00:32:29.180
  • AND HE SAID, "I'LL LET YOU MARRY
  • 00:32:29.180 --> 00:32:31.200
  • MY DAUGHTER, BUT YOU GOTTA WORK
  • 00:32:31.200 --> 00:32:33.000
  • SEVEN YEARS."
  • 00:32:33.000 --> 00:32:33.220
  • I DON'T CARE.
  • 00:32:33.220 --> 00:32:35.140
  • I DON'T KNOW ANYBODY FINE ENOUGH
  • 00:32:35.140 --> 00:32:37.020
  • FOR ME TO WORK SEVEN YEARS.
  • 00:32:37.020 --> 00:32:38.170
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:32:38.170 --> 00:32:39.260
  • YOU GOT TO BE COLD-BLOODED.
  • 00:32:39.260 --> 00:32:42.030
  • THE BIBLE SAYS, "HE WORKED, AND
  • 00:32:42.030 --> 00:32:43.240
  • IT WAS AS A FEW DAYS."
  • 00:32:43.240 --> 00:32:46.030
  • THAT'S HOW MUCH HE LOVED
  • 00:32:46.030 --> 00:32:47.030
  • THIS GIRL, WAS
  • 00:32:47.030 --> 00:32:48.080
  • ATTRACTED TO HER.
  • 00:32:48.080 --> 00:32:50.060
  • HE WORKED SEVEN YEARS, AND ON
  • 00:32:50.060 --> 00:32:51.180
  • THE NIGHT OF THE HONEYMOON, THE
  • 00:32:51.180 --> 00:32:53.060
  • FATHER CHANGES THINGS UP AND
  • 00:32:53.140 --> 00:32:56.140
  • SENDS LEAH IN, AND THE BIBLE
  • 00:32:56.140 --> 00:32:58.020
  • WHICH IS A NICE WAY OF SAYING
  • 00:33:01.060 --> 00:33:01.270
  • MAYBE SHE WASN'T, IN THE EYES OF
  • 00:33:01.270 --> 00:33:04.130
  • PEOPLE, APPEALING OR ATTRACTIVE,
  • 00:33:05.000 --> 00:33:08.000
  • OR MAYBE SHE DIDN'T FEEL SHE
  • 00:33:08.000 --> 00:33:09.060
  • WAS, AND SHE CERTAINLY WASN'T
  • 00:33:09.060 --> 00:33:10.060
  • VALIDATED.
  • 00:33:10.060 --> 00:33:12.010
  • SO HE WAKES UP IN THE MORNING,
  • 00:33:12.010 --> 00:33:13.010
  • AND LEAH'S IN THERE TALKIN'
  • 00:33:13.010 --> 00:33:14.170
  • ABOUT, "HEY, GOOD MORNIN'."
  • 00:33:14.170 --> 00:33:17.080
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:33:17.080 --> 00:33:18.060
  • AND HE'S LIKE-- [SCREAMING]
  • 00:33:18.060 --> 00:33:19.080
  • -- "THIS IS NOT WHAT I SIGNED UP
  • 00:33:19.080 --> 00:33:20.010
  • FOR.
  • 00:33:20.010 --> 00:33:20.200
  • WHERE'S RACHEL?"
  • 00:33:20.200 --> 00:33:22.290
  • SHE'S LIKE, "AIN'T NO RACHEL.
  • 00:33:22.290 --> 00:33:24.060
  • THIS IS LEAH."
  • 00:33:24.060 --> 00:33:26.260
  • - BIL: BOY, YOU'RE GONNA GET ME
  • 00:33:26.260 --> 00:33:28.010
  • IN TROUBLE, MAN.
  • 00:33:28.010 --> 00:33:28.170
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:33:28.170 --> 00:33:31.070
  • - JOHN: AND SO WHAT HAPPENED IS
  • 00:33:34.010 --> 00:33:37.010
  • HE ENDS UP MARRYING LEAH, AND
  • 00:33:37.010 --> 00:33:38.160
  • THEN LABAN CHANGES THE GAME
  • 00:33:38.160 --> 00:33:39.140
  • AGAIN.
  • 00:33:39.140 --> 00:33:41.140
  • WHAT'S FUNNY IS HE REAPED WHAT
  • 00:33:41.140 --> 00:33:42.250
  • HE SOWED.
  • 00:33:42.250 --> 00:33:43.110
  • HE WAS TRICKY THROUGHOUT HIS
  • 00:33:43.110 --> 00:33:45.140
  • LIFE, AND THEN THE TRICKSTER
  • 00:33:45.140 --> 00:33:46.120
  • GETS TRICKED.
  • 00:33:46.120 --> 00:33:47.200
  • GOD HAS A WAY OF TEACHING YOU
  • 00:33:47.200 --> 00:33:49.050
  • LESSONS BASED ON THINGS YOU
  • 00:33:49.050 --> 00:33:50.170
  • THOUGHT YOU GOT AWAY WITH.
  • 00:33:50.170 --> 00:33:51.100
  • - BIL: OOH, WOW.
  • 00:33:51.100 --> 00:33:52.020
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:33:52.130 --> 00:33:55.130
  • - JOHN: SO NOW HE'S GOT TO WORK
  • 00:33:55.130 --> 00:33:57.090
  • 14 YEARS FOR THE WOMAN HE WANTS.
  • 00:33:57.090 --> 00:33:59.040
  • BUT LET ME SHOW YOU HOW THE
  • 00:33:59.040 --> 00:34:00.260
  • HOLY GHOST WORKS.
  • 00:34:00.260 --> 00:34:02.090
  • LEAH BIRTHS HIM FOUR SONS, AND
  • 00:34:02.110 --> 00:34:05.110
  • RACHEL, WHEN HE MARRIES HER, IS
  • 00:34:05.110 --> 00:34:08.050
  • BARREN.
  • 00:34:08.050 --> 00:34:09.100
  • NOW, HE WANTED RACHEL, BUT HE
  • 00:34:09.100 --> 00:34:11.120
  • NEEDED LEAH, AND GOD LOVES YOU
  • 00:34:11.230 --> 00:34:14.230
  • SO MUCH THAT HE WILL GIVE YOU
  • 00:34:14.230 --> 00:34:16.210
  • WHAT YOU NEED 'CAUSE YOU DON'T
  • 00:34:16.210 --> 00:34:18.150
  • EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU WANT.
  • 00:34:18.150 --> 00:34:20.020
  • WHEN IT COMES TO THE KINGDOM,
  • 00:34:20.020 --> 00:34:22.090
  • GOD WILL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED,
  • 00:34:22.090 --> 00:34:24.100
  • AND LEAH WAS ABLE TO PRODUCE.
  • 00:34:24.100 --> 00:34:26.200
  • NOW, ONE OF THEM LOOKED GOOD;
  • 00:34:26.200 --> 00:34:27.270
  • THE OTHER ONE DID HIM GOOD.
  • 00:34:27.270 --> 00:34:29.090
  • - JOHN: AND SO, POOR LEAH, SHE
  • 00:34:31.270 --> 00:34:32.270
  • WAS LIKE-- WHEN SHE WOULD NAME
  • 00:34:32.270 --> 00:34:35.190
  • HER KIDS, SHE NAMED THEM BASED
  • 00:34:35.190 --> 00:34:37.160
  • OFF OF HER HOPE THAT HE WOULD
  • 00:34:37.160 --> 00:34:38.080
  • LOVE HER, AND SHE'S LIKE, "MAYBE
  • 00:34:38.080 --> 00:34:39.150
  • I'VE HIM A SON.
  • 00:34:39.150 --> 00:34:41.090
  • MAYBE HE'LL LOVE ME NOW.
  • 00:34:41.090 --> 00:34:42.140
  • MAYBE HE'LL LOVE ME."
  • 00:34:42.140 --> 00:34:44.060
  • BY THE TIME SHE GOT
  • 00:34:44.060 --> 00:34:44.230
  • TO THE FOURTH SON,
  • 00:34:44.230 --> 00:34:45.160
  • THE BIBLE SAYS SHE SAID, "NOW
  • 00:34:45.160 --> 00:34:46.230
  • I'M GONNA JUST PRAISE THE LORD."
  • 00:34:46.230 --> 00:34:48.100
  • AND FOR ANY LEAH OUT THERE
  • 00:34:49.290 --> 00:34:50.180
  • THAT'S BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP,
  • 00:34:50.180 --> 00:34:51.160
  • AND THE MAN DIDN'T SEE YOU
  • 00:34:51.230 --> 00:34:54.230
  • PROPERLY, OR HE DIDN'T HONOR YOU
  • 00:34:54.230 --> 00:34:56.040
  • PROPERLY AND YOU WEREN'T PULLED
  • 00:34:56.040 --> 00:34:58.030
  • IN AND VALUED, LET ME SPEAK TO
  • 00:34:58.030 --> 00:34:59.200
  • YOU-- AND STOP LOOKING FOR
  • 00:34:59.200 --> 00:35:02.110
  • VALIDATION FROM HIM AND JUST GO
  • 00:35:02.110 --> 00:35:03.230
  • AHEAD AND PRAISE THE LORD.
  • 00:35:03.230 --> 00:35:04.120
  • IF THE RELATIONSHIP DIDN'T WORK
  • 00:35:04.120 --> 00:35:06.190
  • OUT, PRAISE THE LORD.
  • 00:35:06.190 --> 00:35:07.270
  • IF HE'S NOT THERE, IT'S 'CAUSE
  • 00:35:07.270 --> 00:35:08.290
  • GOD DIDN'T WANT HIM TO BE THERE
  • 00:35:08.290 --> 00:35:09.290
  • BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING BETTER
  • 00:35:09.290 --> 00:35:11.190
  • COMING FOR YOU THAT WILL HONOR
  • 00:35:11.190 --> 00:35:13.050
  • YOU, SO JUST GO AHEAD AND PRAISE
  • 00:35:13.050 --> 00:35:14.090
  • THE LORD.
  • 00:35:14.090 --> 00:35:14.280
  • LEAH PRAISED THE LORD, AND THEN
  • 00:35:14.280 --> 00:35:17.100
  • HER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD
  • 00:35:17.100 --> 00:35:18.210
  • CHANGED, AND WE NOTICE IN THIS
  • 00:35:19.020 --> 00:35:22.020
  • TRANSACTION BETWEEN LEAH AND
  • 00:35:22.020 --> 00:35:24.250
  • RACHEL AND JACOB, THAT JACOB HAD
  • 00:35:24.250 --> 00:35:26.250
  • SHORTSIGHTED VISION.
  • 00:35:26.280 --> 00:35:29.280
  • HE WENT FOR WHAT LOOKED GOOD,
  • 00:35:29.280 --> 00:35:31.230
  • BUT HE DIDN'T GO FOR SUBSTANCE
  • 00:35:31.230 --> 00:35:33.220
  • BECAUSE THE THING THAT YOU WERE
  • 00:35:33.220 --> 00:35:35.070
  • LOOKING AT COULDN'T PRODUCE YOUR
  • 00:35:35.070 --> 00:35:36.020
  • LEGACY, AND SO GOD SAID, "I LOVE
  • 00:35:36.020 --> 00:35:38.230
  • YOU TOO MUCH TO LEAVE YOU
  • 00:35:38.230 --> 00:35:39.230
  • WITHOUT A LEGACY, SO I'M GONNA
  • 00:35:39.230 --> 00:35:40.270
  • GIVE YOU LEAH."
  • 00:35:40.270 --> 00:35:42.040
  • SEE, "LEAH" EQUALS "LEGACY."
  • 00:35:42.040 --> 00:35:44.040
  • SO I COULD GO ALL DAY.
  • 00:35:44.040 --> 00:35:46.110
  • - BIL: WELL, WE COULD LISTEN
  • 00:35:46.110 --> 00:35:47.130
  • ALL DAY.
  • 00:35:47.130 --> 00:35:48.060
  • THIS IS REALLY GOOD STUFF.
  • 00:35:48.060 --> 00:35:49.070
  • I WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU, IF YOU'RE
  • 00:35:49.070 --> 00:35:50.290
  • I MEAN, THIS IS ALL IN THE BOOK.
  • 00:35:53.120 --> 00:35:54.040
  • YOU GOTTA GET THIS BOOK RIGHT
  • 00:35:54.040 --> 00:35:54.250
  • NOW.
  • 00:35:54.250 --> 00:35:55.030
  • IT'S CALLED "WIN FROM WITHIN,"
  • 00:35:55.030 --> 00:35:55.250
  • FROM JOHN GRAY.
  • 00:35:55.250 --> 00:35:56.260
  • PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR.
  • 00:35:56.260 --> 00:35:58.140
  • CALL THE NUMBER ON THE SCREEN.RT
  • 00:35:58.140 --> 00:36:00.290
  • SOMETHIN' FROM YOU.
  • 00:36:00.290 --> 00:36:01.280
  • WE'RE TRYIN' TO GET SOMETHING TO
  • 00:36:01.280 --> 00:36:03.210
  • YOU, SO PLEASE GET THIS BOOK.
  • 00:36:03.210 --> 00:36:05.070
  • PLEASE ORDER THAT TODAY.
  • 00:36:05.070 --> 00:36:06.100
  • THE NUMBER IS ON THE SCREEN.
  • 00:36:06.100 --> 00:36:08.000
  • MAN, IT'S SO GREAT TO HAVE YOU.
  • 00:36:08.000 --> 00:36:09.100
  • THERE ARE SO MANY DIFFERENT
  • 00:36:09.100 --> 00:36:10.030
  • DIRECTIONS I WANNA GO HERE,
  • 00:36:10.030 --> 00:36:10.270
  • JOHN.
  • 00:36:10.270 --> 00:36:11.190
  • - JOHN: LET'S ROLL, MAN.
  • 00:36:11.190 --> 00:36:12.080
  • - BIL: I MEAN, THIS IS
  • 00:36:12.080 --> 00:36:12.260
  • INCREDIBLE.
  • 00:36:12.260 --> 00:36:13.110
  • I WANNA TALK ABOUT WRESTLING.
  • 00:36:13.110 --> 00:36:14.020
  • I WANNA TALK ABOUT THAT BECAUSE
  • 00:36:14.020 --> 00:36:15.280
  • JACOB IS KNOWN FOR THAT, AND HE
  • 00:36:15.280 --> 00:36:17.060
  • WRESTLES WITH A MAN THAT WE KNOW
  • 00:36:17.060 --> 00:36:18.190
  • IS ACTUALLY GOD, WRESTLING WITH
  • 00:36:18.190 --> 00:36:21.010
  • HIM.
  • 00:36:21.010 --> 00:36:22.230
  • HOW DO YOU WRESTLE?
  • 00:36:22.230 --> 00:36:24.200
  • HOW DO YOU PERSONALLY WRESTLE,
  • 00:36:24.200 --> 00:36:26.260
  • AND WHAT WOULD YOU TEACH OTHERS
  • 00:36:26.260 --> 00:36:28.240
  • WHEN THEY'RE IN THAT WRESTLING
  • 00:36:28.240 --> 00:36:30.120
  • MOMENT, WHEN THEY'RE IN THAT
  • 00:36:30.120 --> 00:36:31.040
  • MOMENT-- "I'M CAUGHT.
  • 00:36:31.040 --> 00:36:32.050
  • I CAN'T GET AROUND IT.
  • 00:36:32.050 --> 00:36:33.190
  • I'M STUCK."
  • 00:36:33.190 --> 00:36:35.120
  • YOU KNOW, LIKE, IT'S LIKE
  • 00:36:35.120 --> 00:36:36.160
  • "TIME TO PAY THE FIDDLER"
  • 00:36:36.160 --> 00:36:37.240
  • MOMENT, LIKE, "THIS IS IT."
  • 00:36:37.240 --> 00:36:38.260
  • - JOHN: YOU KNOW, I THINK THIS
  • 00:36:40.090 --> 00:36:43.090
  • SCRIPTURE, WHERE THE BIBLE SAYS
  • 00:36:43.090 --> 00:36:45.050
  • JACOB KNEW ESAU WAS COMING.
  • 00:36:45.050 --> 00:36:46.160
  • HE COULDN'T RUN ANYMORE.
  • 00:36:46.160 --> 00:36:48.190
  • ESAU'S GOT 450 MEN WITH HIM.
  • 00:36:48.200 --> 00:36:51.200
  • HE'S NOT COMIN' TO SAY "HELLO."
  • 00:36:51.200 --> 00:36:54.120
  • HE'S COMIN' TO KILL HIM.
  • 00:36:54.120 --> 00:36:55.160
  • HE REMEMBERS EVERYTHING: "I
  • 00:36:55.160 --> 00:36:58.140
  • DON'T CARE HOW MANY YEARS HAVE
  • 00:36:58.140 --> 00:36:59.110
  • GONE BY.
  • 00:36:59.110 --> 00:36:59.250
  • YOU STOLE MY BLESSING.
  • 00:36:59.250 --> 00:37:00.270
  • I'M COMIN' FOR YOU."
  • 00:37:05.020 --> 00:37:08.020
  • JACOB SAYS TO HIS WIFE,
  • 00:37:08.020 --> 00:37:08.200
  • HIS TWO WIVES, HIS 11 SONS,
  • 00:37:08.200 --> 00:37:09.120
  • AND HIS MAIDSERVANTS,
  • 00:37:09.120 --> 00:37:10.040
  • ALL OF HIS WORKERS, "CROSS OVER
  • 00:37:10.040 --> 00:37:10.290
  • THE FORD JABBOK."
  • 00:37:10.290 --> 00:37:13.260
  • THE WORD "JABBOK"
  • 00:37:13.260 --> 00:37:14.210
  • MEANS "EMPTYING," AND
  • 00:37:14.210 --> 00:37:16.130
  • GOD SAYS, "BEFORE YOU FACE ME, I
  • 00:37:16.130 --> 00:37:17.100
  • NEED YOU TO EMPTY YOURSELF."
  • 00:37:17.100 --> 00:37:18.230
  • YOU'VE GOTTA COME TO THE END OF
  • 00:37:18.230 --> 00:37:20.230
  • YOURSELF.
  • 00:37:20.230 --> 00:37:22.040
  • I'VE BEEN THERE.
  • 00:37:22.040 --> 00:37:22.260
  • I'VE BEEN THERE WHERE THERE WERE
  • 00:37:22.260 --> 00:37:24.210
  • NO LIGHTS, THERE WERE NO CROWDS,
  • 00:37:24.210 --> 00:37:26.120
  • THERE WAS NO MICROPHONE, THERE
  • 00:37:26.120 --> 00:37:27.230
  • WAS NO APPLAUSE, THERE WERE NO
  • 00:37:27.230 --> 00:37:28.280
  • HONORARIUMS.
  • 00:37:28.280 --> 00:37:30.130
  • IT WAS JUST THE LITTLE BOY FROM
  • 00:37:30.130 --> 00:37:31.230
  • CINCINNATI AND DANA AVENUE, WHO
  • 00:37:31.230 --> 00:37:33.140
  • NEEDED TO FACE A LIVING GOD
  • 00:37:33.140 --> 00:37:36.020
  • BECAUSE MY GIFT DOESN'T IMPRESS
  • 00:37:36.020 --> 00:37:38.010
  • GOD.
  • 00:37:38.010 --> 00:37:40.040
  • MY TALENT DOESN'T IMPRESS GOD.
  • 00:37:40.040 --> 00:37:40.260
  • HE GAVE IT TO ME.
  • 00:37:40.260 --> 00:37:42.120
  • THE ONLY THING THAT CAN MOVE THE
  • 00:37:42.120 --> 00:37:44.100
  • HEART OF GOD IS MY WILL, THE
  • 00:37:44.100 --> 00:37:47.010
  • SUBMISSION OF MY WILL, BECAUSE
  • 00:37:47.010 --> 00:37:48.230
  • THAT'S THE ONE THING GOD WON'T
  • 00:37:48.230 --> 00:37:51.020
  • TAKE FROM ME.
  • 00:37:51.020 --> 00:37:53.020
  • I HAVE TO OFFER IT TO HIM.
  • 00:37:53.020 --> 00:37:54.180
  • AND SO WHEN JACOB SENT
  • 00:37:55.170 --> 00:37:58.170
  • EVERYTHING OVER, THE BIBLE SAYS,
  • 00:37:58.170 --> 00:38:01.140
  • "AND A MAN APPEARED AND
  • 00:38:02.120 --> 00:38:05.120
  • WRESTLED," AND IT'S CAPITAL "M."
  • 00:38:05.120 --> 00:38:07.130
  • AS YOU AND I BELIEVE, WE BELIEVE
  • 00:38:07.130 --> 00:38:09.110
  • IT IS A PRE-INCARNATE JESUS.
  • 00:38:09.110 --> 00:38:10.250
  • THE BIBLE SAYS NO MAN HAS EVER
  • 00:38:10.250 --> 00:38:13.020
  • SEEN GOD AT ANY TIME, SO I
  • 00:38:13.020 --> 00:38:14.180
  • BELIEVE THAT THIS WAS A
  • 00:38:14.180 --> 00:38:15.290
  • PRE-INCARNATE JESUS.
  • 00:38:15.290 --> 00:38:17.030
  • NOW, SOME OTHER THEOLOGIANS
  • 00:38:17.030 --> 00:38:19.030
  • BELIEVE THAT IT WAS-- OR AN
  • 00:38:19.030 --> 00:38:20.270
  • ANGEL OF THE LORD.
  • 00:38:20.270 --> 00:38:21.280
  • I BELIEVE IT WAS JESUS, BUT
  • 00:38:22.220 --> 00:38:25.220
  • THERE'S ANOTHER INTERESTING IDEA
  • 00:38:25.220 --> 00:38:27.110
  • BECAUSE IT COULD'VE SAID, YOU
  • 00:38:27.110 --> 00:38:29.060
  • KNOW, "JESUS," BUT IT DOESN'T.
  • 00:38:29.060 --> 00:38:32.000
  • IT SAYS, "A MAN."
  • 00:38:32.000 --> 00:38:32.250
  • IT'S CAPITAL "M."
  • 00:38:32.250 --> 00:38:34.080
  • AND THERE'S A PART OF IT
  • 00:38:34.080 --> 00:38:36.010
  • THAT RINGS TRUE THAT JACOB WAS
  • 00:38:36.010 --> 00:38:37.270
  • ALSO WRESTLING WITH HIMSELF.
  • 00:38:37.270 --> 00:38:38.210
  • HE WAS WRESTLING WITH WHO HE
  • 00:38:38.210 --> 00:38:40.110
  • NEEDED TO BECOME, WHO HE COULD
  • 00:38:40.110 --> 00:38:41.230
  • BECOME IF HE FACED HIMSELF, BUT
  • 00:38:41.230 --> 00:38:43.290
  • I LOVED THAT JACOB WRESTLED, AND
  • 00:38:43.290 --> 00:38:45.290
  • HE WRESTLED ALL NIGHT, AND A LOT
  • 00:38:45.290 --> 00:38:48.100
  • OF TIMES, IN CHURCH, WE WANT
  • 00:38:48.100 --> 00:38:49.270
  • VISION, BUT YOU CAN BE IN THE
  • 00:38:49.270 --> 00:38:51.160
  • MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND GET
  • 00:38:51.160 --> 00:38:52.290
  • VISION.
  • 00:38:52.290 --> 00:38:54.140
  • YOU'RE LOOKIN' FOR SIGHT.
  • 00:38:54.140 --> 00:38:55.190
  • HE FOUGHT WHEN THERE WAS NO
  • 00:38:55.190 --> 00:38:56.170
  • SIGHT, BUT HE HAD VISION THAT,
  • 00:38:56.170 --> 00:38:57.190
  • "IF I KEEP WRESTLIN', WHOEVER
  • 00:38:57.190 --> 00:38:58.100
  • THIS IS, I'M GONNA GET A
  • 00:38:58.100 --> 00:39:01.000
  • BLESSING FROM IT."
  • 00:39:01.000 --> 00:39:01.160
  • AND SO WHAT I LOVE IS THAT
  • 00:39:01.160 --> 00:39:02.210
  • JACOB WAS WRESTLING WITH
  • 00:39:02.210 --> 00:39:04.070
  • THE ANGEL OF THE LORD, WHICH WE
  • 00:39:04.070 --> 00:39:06.010
  • BELIEVE IS A PRE-INCARNATE
  • 00:39:06.010 --> 00:39:07.060
  • JESUS.
  • 00:39:07.060 --> 00:39:09.060
  • HE WAS WRESTLING WITH GOD, AND
  • 00:39:09.060 --> 00:39:10.060
  • IT WASN'T LIKE GOD WAS
  • 00:39:10.060 --> 00:39:11.280
  • STRUGGLING.
  • 00:39:11.280 --> 00:39:13.160
  • GOD WAS LIKE-- IT'S THE SAME
  • 00:39:13.160 --> 00:39:14.270
  • WAY-- WE GOT A LITTLE PUPPY.
  • 00:39:14.270 --> 00:39:16.080
  • WE JUST BOUGHT A PUPPY.
  • 00:39:16.080 --> 00:39:17.090
  • MY WIFE GOT A PUPPY FOR THESE
  • 00:39:17.090 --> 00:39:18.200
  • KIDS, AND IT'S A LITTLE THING,
  • 00:39:18.200 --> 00:39:20.280
  • AND IT FIGHTS AND IT WRESTLES.
  • 00:39:20.280 --> 00:39:22.180
  • NOW, I COULD OVERPOWER IT AT ANY
  • 00:39:22.180 --> 00:39:24.130
  • TIME.
  • 00:39:24.130 --> 00:39:25.020
  • I LET THAT PUPPY THINK WE'RE
  • 00:39:25.020 --> 00:39:27.190
  • WRESTLING TOGETHER, BUT ACTUALLY
  • 00:39:27.190 --> 00:39:29.170
  • I HAVE THE POWER THE ENTIRE
  • 00:39:29.170 --> 00:39:30.070
  • TIME.
  • 00:39:30.070 --> 00:39:31.140
  • JACOB WAS WRESTLING, BUT GOD WAS
  • 00:39:31.140 --> 00:39:33.150
  • NEVER IN-- THE VICTORY WAS NEVER
  • 00:39:33.150 --> 00:39:35.090
  • IN DOUBT.
  • 00:39:35.090 --> 00:39:36.160
  • GOD JUST WANTED TO SEE HOW LONG
  • 00:39:36.160 --> 00:39:37.290
  • HE'D FIGHT.
  • 00:39:37.290 --> 00:39:38.280
  • - BIL: WOW.
  • 00:39:38.280 --> 00:39:40.250
  • - JOHN: SOMETIMES GOD JUST
  • 00:39:40.250 --> 00:39:43.190
  • WANTS TO SEE HOW LONG YOU'LL
  • 00:39:43.190 --> 00:39:44.100
  • FIGHT BECAUSE TOO MANY OF US
  • 00:39:44.100 --> 00:39:46.110
  • GIVE UP BEFORE THE BREAKING OF
  • 00:39:46.110 --> 00:39:47.250
  • DAY, AND HE DIDN'T GET THE
  • 00:39:47.250 --> 00:39:49.030
  • BLESSING UNTIL THE DAY BROKE, SO
  • 00:39:49.030 --> 00:39:51.030
  • WRESTLE ALL NIGHT IF YOU HAVE
  • 00:39:51.150 --> 00:39:54.150
  • TO.
  • 00:39:54.150 --> 00:39:55.010
  • CRY ALL NIGHT IF YOU HAVE TO.
  • 00:39:55.010 --> 00:39:56.270
  • FIGHT ALL NIGHT IF YOU HAVE TO,
  • 00:39:56.270 --> 00:39:58.260
  • BUT THE SUN IS COMING UP.
  • 00:39:59.060 --> 00:40:02.060
  • THE DAY WILL BREAK, AND WHEN IT
  • 00:40:02.060 --> 00:40:03.270
  • DOES, YOU ARE GONNA GET YOUR
  • 00:40:03.270 --> 00:40:06.080
  • BLESSING.
  • 00:40:06.080 --> 00:40:08.000
  • AND SO THE BIBLE SAYS, AT ONE
  • 00:40:08.000 --> 00:40:09.070
  • POINT, THE ANGEL TOUCHED THE
  • 00:40:09.070 --> 00:40:12.020
  • SOCKET OF JACOB'S HIP, AND
  • 00:40:12.020 --> 00:40:13.210
  • WHAT'S POWERFUL TO ME ABOUT THAT
  • 00:40:14.120 --> 00:40:17.120
  • IS, EVEN THOUGH HE TOUCHED THE
  • 00:40:17.120 --> 00:40:19.080
  • SOCKET OF HIS HIP, JACOB DIDN'T
  • 00:40:19.080 --> 00:40:20.000
  • LET GO.
  • 00:40:20.000 --> 00:40:21.040
  • HE KNEW HE COULDN'T WIN AT THAT
  • 00:40:21.040 --> 00:40:22.160
  • POINT, AND THEN HE SAYS, "LET ME
  • 00:40:22.160 --> 00:40:23.200
  • GO."
  • 00:40:23.200 --> 00:40:25.140
  • THE ANGEL SAYS, "LET ME GO
  • 00:40:25.140 --> 00:40:26.060
  • FOR THE DAY BREAKS."
  • 00:40:26.060 --> 00:40:26.250
  • SAID, "I AIN'T LETTIN' YOU GO.
  • 00:40:26.250 --> 00:40:28.210
  • I'VE BEEN THROUGH TOO MUCH.
  • 00:40:28.210 --> 00:40:31.110
  • I'M GONNA GET A BLESSIN' FOR
  • 00:40:31.110 --> 00:40:32.090
  • THIS."
  • 00:40:32.090 --> 00:40:32.220
  • AND I NEED SOMEBODY TO GET
  • 00:40:32.220 --> 00:40:33.170
  • ENCOURAGED RIGHT NOW THAT YOU
  • 00:40:33.170 --> 00:40:34.190
  • NEED TO SAY, AFTER EVERYTHING
  • 00:40:34.190 --> 00:40:35.210
  • YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH, "I'M NOT
  • 00:40:35.210 --> 00:40:36.250
  • LETTING GO UNTIL THE LORD
  • 00:40:36.250 --> 00:40:37.170
  • BLESSES MY SOUL.
  • 00:40:37.170 --> 00:40:39.250
  • I'M NOT MOVIN'.
  • 00:40:39.250 --> 00:40:42.130
  • I'M GONNA BE RIGHT HERE UNTIL
  • 00:40:42.130 --> 00:40:44.100
  • YOU BLESS MY SOUL."
  • 00:40:44.100 --> 00:40:45.130
  • AND I THINK, BISHOP--
  • 00:40:45.130 --> 00:40:48.090
  • I'M CALLING YOU "BISHOP."
  • 00:40:48.090 --> 00:40:49.100
  • I THINK THE REASON WHY GOD
  • 00:40:49.100 --> 00:40:50.240
  • TOUCHED THE SOCKET OF HIS HIP
  • 00:40:50.240 --> 00:40:53.120
  • IS BECAUSE YOU NEED YOUR
  • 00:40:53.120 --> 00:40:54.100
  • HIP TO PIVOT.
  • 00:40:54.100 --> 00:40:56.240
  • YOU NEED YOUR HIP IN ORDER TO
  • 00:40:56.240 --> 00:40:58.000
  • MOVE, IN ORDER TO TURN, IN ORDER
  • 00:40:58.000 --> 00:40:59.240
  • TO RUN, AND GOD SAYS, "NO MORE
  • 00:40:59.240 --> 00:41:02.000
  • RUNNING.
  • 00:41:02.000 --> 00:41:02.290
  • LET ME SHRINK YOUR HIP SO YOU
  • 00:41:02.290 --> 00:41:04.260
  • CAN'T GO BACK EVEN IF YOU WANTED
  • 00:41:04.260 --> 00:41:06.110
  • TO."
  • 00:41:06.110 --> 00:41:07.050
  • AND NOW, FOR THE REST OF
  • 00:41:07.050 --> 00:41:09.290
  • HIS LIFE, JACOB HAS BEEN MARKED
  • 00:41:09.290 --> 00:41:11.030
  • BY GOD.
  • 00:41:11.030 --> 00:41:13.000
  • HE LIMPS EVERYWHERE HE GOES.
  • 00:41:13.000 --> 00:41:14.150
  • NOW, BEFORE, HE WAS A TRICKSTER,
  • 00:41:14.150 --> 00:41:16.270
  • A SUPPLANTER, A PIMP, A PLAYER,
  • 00:41:16.270 --> 00:41:18.160
  • BUT YOU CAN'T PIMP INTO YOUR
  • 00:41:18.160 --> 00:41:21.150
  • DESTINY.
  • 00:41:21.150 --> 00:41:22.090
  • YOU CAN ONLY LIMP INTO YOUR
  • 00:41:22.090 --> 00:41:23.230
  • - BIL: OH, MAN, WOO.
  • 00:41:25.260 --> 00:41:27.040
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:41:27.040 --> 00:41:27.270
  • THAT'S SO GOOD.
  • 00:41:27.270 --> 00:41:28.110
  • SO YOU'RE SAYING THAT HE WAS A
  • 00:41:28.110 --> 00:41:31.010
  • BETTER LEADER-- HE WAS GOD'S MAN
  • 00:41:31.010 --> 00:41:33.220
  • WITH A WOUND, BUT WITHOUT THE
  • 00:41:33.220 --> 00:41:36.160
  • WOUND, HE HAD HIS OWN POWER?
  • 00:41:37.150 --> 00:41:40.150
  • - JOHN: WHEN YOU'RE WALKING IN
  • 00:41:40.150 --> 00:41:41.220
  • YOUR OWN POWER, GOD GETS NO
  • 00:41:41.220 --> 00:41:43.010
  • GLORY, BUT WHEN YOU'RE WOUNDED
  • 00:41:43.010 --> 00:41:45.170
  • AND SERVE, HE GETS ALL THE
  • 00:41:45.170 --> 00:41:46.100
  • GLORY, AND THIS IS THE WORD OF
  • 00:41:46.100 --> 00:41:47.110
  • THE LORD.
  • 00:41:47.110 --> 00:41:49.280
  • WE ARE TO BE A PLANTING OF THE
  • 00:41:49.280 --> 00:41:52.090
  • LORD FOR THE DISPLAY OF HIS
  • 00:41:52.090 --> 00:41:53.070
  • SPLENDOR.
  • 00:41:53.070 --> 00:41:53.260
  • I DON'T EXIST FOR ME.
  • 00:41:53.260 --> 00:41:54.270
  • I EXIST FOR GOD, AND ANY
  • 00:41:54.270 --> 00:41:57.110
  • INDICATION IN MY FLESH OR IN MY
  • 00:41:57.160 --> 00:42:00.180
  • PRIDE THAT I'M DOING GOD A FAVOR
  • 00:42:00.180 --> 00:42:02.230
  • BY SERVING HIM IS A FATAL FLAW.
  • 00:42:02.290 --> 00:42:05.290
  • I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE THE
  • 00:42:05.290 --> 00:42:06.190
  • BIGGEST PASTOR IN THE WORLD, IF
  • 00:42:06.190 --> 00:42:08.030
  • YOU'VE GOT FIVE SERVICES AND
  • 00:42:08.030 --> 00:42:09.230
  • 80.000 PEOPLE, GOD DOESN'T NEED
  • 00:42:09.230 --> 00:42:10.250
  • YOU.
  • 00:42:10.250 --> 00:42:12.070
  • HE DOESN'T NEED ANY OF US.
  • 00:42:12.070 --> 00:42:13.180
  • HE ALLOWS US TO BE A PART OF HIS
  • 00:42:16.130 --> 00:42:17.070
  • PLAN, BUT GOD IS NOT IN HEAVEN
  • 00:42:17.070 --> 00:42:18.000
  • SAYIN', "I HOPE JOHN GRAY SERVES
  • 00:42:18.000 --> 00:42:19.080
  • ME 'CAUSE I WON'T HAVE NOBODY--"
  • 00:42:19.080 --> 00:42:20.250
  • HE GOT ROCKS THAT'LL CRY OUT IF
  • 00:42:20.250 --> 00:42:22.180
  • I DON'T.
  • 00:42:22.180 --> 00:42:24.090
  • HE DOESN'T NEED ME.
  • 00:42:24.090 --> 00:42:25.090
  • HE DOESN'T NEED ANYBODY.
  • 00:42:25.090 --> 00:42:26.010
  • HE'S GOD.
  • 00:42:26.010 --> 00:42:26.170
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:42:26.170 --> 00:42:27.210
  • - BIL: THAT'S GOOD.
  • 00:42:27.210 --> 00:42:28.230
  • - JOHN: AND I NEEDED TO LEARN
  • 00:42:28.230 --> 00:42:29.190
  • IT, AND I LEARNED IT THE HARD
  • 00:42:29.190 --> 00:42:30.120
  • WAY, BIL.
  • 00:42:30.120 --> 00:42:31.040
  • I LEARNED THAT GOD DOESN'T NEED
  • 00:42:31.040 --> 00:42:33.220
  • ME, AND HE COULD DO HIS BUSINESS
  • 00:42:33.220 --> 00:42:36.000
  • WITHOUT ME, BUT IF HE HAS SO
  • 00:42:36.000 --> 00:42:37.220
  • ORDAINED FOR ME TO PARTICIPATE,
  • 00:42:37.220 --> 00:42:39.090
  • LET ME WITH HUMILITY, SERVICE,
  • 00:42:39.090 --> 00:42:41.110
  • KINDNESS, AND GREAT GRATITUDE DO
  • 00:42:41.210 --> 00:42:44.210
  • THE WORK OF MINISTRY AND SERVE
  • 00:42:44.210 --> 00:42:46.270
  • MY GREAT GOD WITH AS MUCH BREATH
  • 00:42:46.270 --> 00:42:49.130
  • AS I'VE GOT LEFT IN MY BODY
  • 00:42:49.130 --> 00:42:52.010
  • UNTIL SUCH TIME AS JESUS COMES
  • 00:42:52.010 --> 00:42:53.160
  • BACK OR THEY PUT ME IN THE
  • 00:42:53.160 --> 00:42:54.240
  • GROUND.
  • 00:42:54.240 --> 00:42:56.130
  • MAY I SERVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING
  • 00:42:56.130 --> 00:42:57.060
  • I GOT.
  • 00:42:57.060 --> 00:42:57.230
  • MAY I FIGHT FOR SOULS.
  • 00:42:57.230 --> 00:42:59.070
  • MAY I TELL 'EM JESUS SAVES.
  • 00:42:59.070 --> 00:43:00.200
  • MAY I TELL 'EM THE LORD LIVES.
  • 00:43:00.200 --> 00:43:02.160
  • MAY I TELL THE WHOLE WORLD
  • 00:43:02.160 --> 00:43:04.080
  • THERE'S NO OTHER WAY WHEREBY MEN
  • 00:43:04.080 --> 00:43:05.140
  • MUST BE SAVED BUT BY THE NAME OF
  • 00:43:05.140 --> 00:43:07.070
  • JESUS CHRIST.
  • 00:43:07.070 --> 00:43:08.090
  • THIS IS THE COMPULSION OF MY
  • 00:43:08.090 --> 00:43:10.120
  • HEART.
  • 00:43:10.120 --> 00:43:11.170
  • I WILL NOT, AND I CANNOT STOP.
  • 00:43:11.170 --> 00:43:13.140
  • I MUST PREACH THE GOSPEL.
  • 00:43:13.140 --> 00:43:14.290
  • - BIL: WOW, THAT'S GOOD, SO
  • 00:43:14.290 --> 00:43:17.030
  • GOOD.
  • 00:43:18.050 --> 00:43:21.050
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:43:21.050 --> 00:43:22.190
  • BUT, PASTOR, I'M SUPPOSED TO BE
  • 00:43:22.190 --> 00:43:23.140
  • HAPPY, RIGHT?
  • 00:43:23.140 --> 00:43:25.080
  • I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY, RIGHT?
  • 00:43:25.080 --> 00:43:26.100
  • - JOHN: HAPPY?
  • 00:43:26.100 --> 00:43:27.170
  • HAPPY IS AN ILLUSION.
  • 00:43:27.170 --> 00:43:30.040
  • HAPPY IS BASED ON EMOTION.
  • 00:43:30.040 --> 00:43:31.200
  • WHAT YOU WANT IS JOY.
  • 00:43:31.200 --> 00:43:33.170
  • IT'S A FRUIT OF THE SPIRIT.
  • 00:43:33.170 --> 00:43:34.130
  • - BIL: THERE YOU GO.
  • 00:43:34.130 --> 00:43:35.130
  • THERE YOU GO.
  • 00:43:35.130 --> 00:43:36.030
  • [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
  • 00:43:36.030 --> 00:43:37.120
  • - JOHN: I NEED SOMEBODY TO GIVE
  • 00:43:37.120 --> 00:43:38.050
  • GOD PRAISE FOR YOUR JOY.
  • 00:43:38.050 --> 00:43:39.080
  • SEE, BECAUSE MY JOY REMAINS EVEN
  • 00:43:39.080 --> 00:43:41.100
  • WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES CHANGE.
  • 00:43:41.220 --> 00:43:44.220
  • - BIL: SO GOOD.
  • 00:43:44.220 --> 00:43:45.190
  • - JOHN: HALLELUJAH, MY JOY
  • 00:43:45.190 --> 00:43:48.000
  • REMAINS EVEN WHEN I'M LIED ON.
  • 00:43:48.000 --> 00:43:50.110
  • MY JOY REMAINS EVEN WHEN I DON'T
  • 00:43:50.110 --> 00:43:52.090
  • HAVE MONEY.
  • 00:43:52.090 --> 00:43:53.090
  • SEE, IF I'M ONLY WORKIN' ON
  • 00:43:53.090 --> 00:43:55.230
  • THEN I NEED MY BANK ACCOUNT AT A
  • 00:43:57.160 --> 00:43:58.140
  • CERTAIN AMOUNT.
  • 00:43:58.140 --> 00:43:59.070
  • I NEED A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF
  • 00:43:59.070 --> 00:43:59.270
  • PEOPLE TO LIKE ME.
  • 00:43:59.270 --> 00:44:00.290
  • I NEED MORE FOLLOWERS AND MORE
  • 00:44:00.290 --> 00:44:02.040
  • FRIENDS AND MORE "LIKES" AND
  • 00:44:02.040 --> 00:44:03.130
  • MORE OPPORTUNITY, BUT WHEN I
  • 00:44:03.130 --> 00:44:04.190
  • HAVE JOY, IT COULD BE ME AND
  • 00:44:04.190 --> 00:44:06.090
  • JESUS IN A CABIN WITH NO TV AND
  • 00:44:06.090 --> 00:44:07.170
  • NO INTERNET, AND IT'S JUST ME
  • 00:44:07.170 --> 00:44:09.060
  • BUT I GOT JOY, AND IF I DON'T
  • 00:44:13.060 --> 00:44:15.070
  • HAVE NOTHIN' ELSE, I GOT MY JOY,
  • 00:44:15.070 --> 00:44:16.270
  • AND I'VE LEARNED TO BE CONTENT.
  • 00:44:16.270 --> 00:44:19.080
  • WHETHER I'M ABASED OR ABOUND,
  • 00:44:19.080 --> 00:44:21.040
  • I'VE LEARNED TO BE CONTENT IN
  • 00:44:21.040 --> 00:44:22.110
  • ALL THINGS.
  • 00:44:22.110 --> 00:44:24.150
  • I GOT MY JOY, AND I LOVE WHAT
  • 00:44:24.150 --> 00:44:25.260
  • THE OLD FOLKS SAY: "THE WORLD
  • 00:44:25.260 --> 00:44:27.230
  • DIDN'T GIVE IT, AND THE WORLD
  • 00:44:27.230 --> 00:44:29.080
  • CAN'T TAKE IT AWAY."
  • 00:44:29.080 --> 00:44:31.110
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:44:31.110 --> 00:44:33.180
  • - BIL: WOO.
  • 00:44:33.180 --> 00:44:35.100
  • - JOHN: I'LL RUN ALL OVER.
  • 00:44:35.100 --> 00:44:37.130
  • I'LL RUN ALL THROUGH--
  • 00:44:37.130 --> 00:44:38.210
  • I'LL RUN RIGHT IN
  • 00:44:38.210 --> 00:44:39.180
  • BETWEEN THEM THINGS.
  • 00:44:39.180 --> 00:44:40.160
  • - BIL: I WON'T STOP YOU.
  • 00:44:40.160 --> 00:44:41.120
  • I WON'T STOP YOU.
  • 00:44:41.120 --> 00:44:42.140
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:44:42.140 --> 00:44:42.280
  • - BIL: YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:44:42.280 --> 00:44:45.270
  • YOU'RE GIVIN' US SO MUCH WISDOM,
  • 00:44:45.270 --> 00:44:47.070
  • AND I LOVE IT.
  • 00:44:47.070 --> 00:44:48.040
  • AND HERE'S WHAT I LOVE ABOUT
  • 00:44:48.040 --> 00:44:49.060
  • YOU, PASTOR: I LOVE THE FACT
  • 00:44:49.190 --> 00:44:52.190
  • THAT-- AND I MEAN THIS WITH A
  • 00:44:52.240 --> 00:44:55.240
  • SINCERE HEART AS I POSSIBLY CAN,
  • 00:44:55.240 --> 00:44:56.250
  • AND THAT IS THIS: YOU'RE NOT
  • 00:44:56.250 --> 00:44:57.170
  • HYPE.
  • 00:44:57.170 --> 00:45:00.050
  • IT'S WISDOM WITH JOY.
  • 00:45:00.050 --> 00:45:01.200
  • - JOHN: YEAH, AMEN, WELL, THANK
  • 00:45:01.200 --> 00:45:03.120
  • YOU.
  • 00:45:03.120 --> 00:45:03.240
  • - BIL: YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
  • 00:45:03.240 --> 00:45:05.000
  • I MEAN, YOU'RE BRINGIN' WISDOM,
  • 00:45:05.000 --> 00:45:06.070
  • AND THE REASON I WANNA SAY THIS
  • 00:45:06.070 --> 00:45:07.140
  • IS BECAUSE-- GUYS, THOSE OF YOU
  • 00:45:07.140 --> 00:45:08.270
  • WATCHING RIGHT NOW, YOU CAN
  • 00:45:08.270 --> 00:45:10.040
  • STAND UP AND SCREAM "HALLELUJAH"
  • 00:45:10.040 --> 00:45:11.170
  • FIVE TIMES AND SPIN AROUND.
  • 00:45:11.170 --> 00:45:12.240
  • YOU'RE GONNA BE THE SAME PERSON
  • 00:45:12.240 --> 00:45:13.190
  • YOU WERE WHEN YOU STARTED, OR
  • 00:45:13.190 --> 00:45:14.100
  • YOU CAN BEGIN TO APPLY WISDOM,
  • 00:45:14.100 --> 00:45:15.260
  • AND YOU CAN SEE GOD TRANSFORM
  • 00:45:15.260 --> 00:45:18.030
  • YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:45:18.030 --> 00:45:20.030
  • - JOHN: THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:45:20.030 --> 00:45:21.190
  • - BIL: YOU FACE YOUR FEARS.
  • 00:45:21.190 --> 00:45:22.180
  • YOU FACE YOURSELF.
  • 00:45:22.180 --> 00:45:23.150
  • THAT'S WHAT THIS IS ABOUT.
  • 00:45:23.150 --> 00:45:24.290
  • I WANNA HIGHLY RECOMMEND YOU GET
  • 00:45:27.020 --> 00:45:27.240
  • THIS TODAY.
  • 00:45:27.240 --> 00:45:28.060
  • PLEASE CALL THE NUMBER ON THE
  • 00:45:28.060 --> 00:45:29.040
  • SCREEN.
  • 00:45:29.040 --> 00:45:29.190
  • PICK THIS BOOK UP.
  • 00:45:29.190 --> 00:45:30.040
  • WE'RE NOT TRYIN' TO-- I'VE BEEN
  • 00:45:30.040 --> 00:45:30.260
  • IT ALL NIGHT.
  • 00:45:30.260 --> 00:45:32.000
  • I WANNA SAY IT AGAIN: WE'RE NOT
  • 00:45:32.000 --> 00:45:33.130
  • TRYIN' TO GET SOMETHING FROM
  • 00:45:33.130 --> 00:45:34.230
  • YOU.
  • 00:45:34.230 --> 00:45:35.050
  • WE'RE TRYIN' TO GET SOMETHING TO
  • 00:45:35.050 --> 00:45:36.180
  • YOU.
  • 00:45:36.180 --> 00:45:37.050
  • WOULD YOU PLEASE CALL RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:45:37.050 --> 00:45:38.190
  • PICK UP THIS BOOK FOR A LOVE
  • 00:45:38.190 --> 00:45:39.280
  • GIFT OF ANY AMOUNT.
  • 00:45:39.280 --> 00:45:40.160
  • I'M TELLING YOU, LET ME GIVE YOU
  • 00:45:40.160 --> 00:45:41.220
  • A LITTLE SECRET.
  • 00:45:41.220 --> 00:45:42.100
  • DON'T TELL ANYONE, SH.
  • 00:45:42.100 --> 00:45:43.260
  • THEY DON'T DO THIS UNLESS THEY
  • 00:45:43.260 --> 00:45:44.250
  • BELIEVE IN THE CONTENT OF THE
  • 00:45:44.250 --> 00:45:46.030
  • BOOK.
  • 00:45:46.030 --> 00:45:48.000
  • SO THE FACT THAT TBN IS SAYING,
  • 00:45:48.210 --> 00:45:51.210
  • "WE JUST WANT YOU TO GET THIS,"
  • 00:45:51.210 --> 00:45:52.170
  • THAT MEANS THERE'S POWER IN
  • 00:45:52.170 --> 00:45:53.230
  • THIS.
  • 00:45:53.230 --> 00:45:54.080
  • YOU NEED TO PICK THIS UP.
  • 00:45:54.080 --> 00:45:55.190
  • I'M A TELL YOU WHY: YOU'RE
  • 00:45:55.190 --> 00:45:56.110
  • HEARING A REAL LIFE STORY OF A
  • 00:45:56.110 --> 00:45:58.040
  • BROKEN MAN WHO LOOKED LIKE HE
  • 00:45:58.040 --> 00:46:00.160
  • HAD IT ALL TOGETHER, WHO SAID,
  • 00:46:00.160 --> 00:46:02.220
  • "JESUS, I NEED YOU TO COMPLETE
  • 00:46:02.220 --> 00:46:03.140
  • ME ON THE INSIDE."
  • 00:46:03.140 --> 00:46:04.230
  • WE ALL NEED THAT.
  • 00:46:04.230 --> 00:46:05.290
  • THAT'S ALL OF OUR STORIES.
  • 00:46:05.290 --> 00:46:07.000
  • - JOHN: YEAH, AND THE TRUTH IS,
  • 00:46:07.000 --> 00:46:08.140
  • BIL, I WAS VERY AFRAID OF FACING
  • 00:46:08.140 --> 00:46:10.030
  • ME, AND I KNEW FOR A LONG TIME
  • 00:46:10.030 --> 00:46:12.250
  • THAT I WAS RUNNING.
  • 00:46:12.250 --> 00:46:15.030
  • I SHOULD BE THIN IF MY PHYSICAL
  • 00:46:16.080 --> 00:46:19.080
  • BODY MATCHED MY SPIRITUAL WALK
  • 00:46:19.080 --> 00:46:21.050
  • 'CAUSE I'VE BEEN RUNNIN' MY
  • 00:46:21.050 --> 00:46:23.230
  • WHOLE-- I'D HAVE A SIX-PACK ON
  • 00:46:23.230 --> 00:46:25.220
  • THE OUTSIDE, BUT I'M A MARATHON
  • 00:46:25.220 --> 00:46:27.020
  • RUNNER ON THE INSIDE BECAUSE
  • 00:46:27.040 --> 00:46:30.040
  • THERE WAS SO MUCH FEAR.
  • 00:46:30.040 --> 00:46:31.160
  • AND HERE'S WHAT'S FUNNY: THE
  • 00:46:31.160 --> 00:46:33.130
  • FEAR WAS "IF GOD SEES ME, HE'S
  • 00:46:33.130 --> 00:46:36.060
  • GONNA REJECT ME."
  • 00:46:36.060 --> 00:46:37.050
  • I BELIEVED THE LIE OF THE DEVIL.
  • 00:46:40.030 --> 00:46:41.140
  • HOW COULD HE REJECT ME WHEN HE
  • 00:46:41.140 --> 00:46:42.140
  • MADE ME?
  • 00:46:42.140 --> 00:46:45.130
  • HOW COULD HE REJECT ME WHEN HE
  • 00:46:45.130 --> 00:46:46.160
  • KNEW WHO I WAS BEFORE THE
  • 00:46:46.160 --> 00:46:47.180
  • FOUNDATION OF THE WORLD?
  • 00:46:47.180 --> 00:46:48.180
  • THE BIBLE SAYS WHEN WE ARE
  • 00:46:48.180 --> 00:46:51.000
  • FAITHLESS, HE IS FAITHFUL FOR HE
  • 00:46:51.000 --> 00:46:52.090
  • CANNOT DENY HIMSELF.
  • 00:46:52.090 --> 00:46:54.050
  • I CAME FROM HIM.
  • 00:46:54.050 --> 00:46:55.130
  • SCRIPTURE SAYS, "NOW UNTO HIM
  • 00:46:55.130 --> 00:46:56.210
  • WHO IS ABLE TO KEEP YOU FROM
  • 00:46:56.210 --> 00:46:58.230
  • FALLING, AND TO PRESENT YOU
  • 00:46:58.230 --> 00:47:00.030
  • FAULTLESS BEFORE HIS PRESENCE
  • 00:47:00.030 --> 00:47:01.030
  • WITH EXCEEDING JOY.
  • 00:47:01.030 --> 00:47:02.080
  • TO THE ONLY WISE GOD BE GLORY,
  • 00:47:02.080 --> 00:47:04.100
  • MAJESTY, DOMINION, AND POWER,
  • 00:47:04.100 --> 00:47:05.120
  • BOTH NOW AND FOREVERMORE."
  • 00:47:05.120 --> 00:47:07.160
  • NOTICE IT SAYS, "NOW UNTO HIM
  • 00:47:07.160 --> 00:47:09.060
  • WHO IS ABLE TO KEEP YOU FROM
  • 00:47:09.060 --> 00:47:10.180
  • FALLING, AND TO PRESENT YOU
  • 00:47:10.180 --> 00:47:11.190
  • FAULTLESS BEFORE HIS PRESENCE."
  • 00:47:11.190 --> 00:47:12.290
  • I'M NOT HERE TO SERVE PEOPLE.
  • 00:47:12.290 --> 00:47:14.140
  • I'M HERE TO SERVE HIM, AND HE'S
  • 00:47:14.140 --> 00:47:16.280
  • PRESENTING ME TO HIMSELF.
  • 00:47:16.280 --> 00:47:18.250
  • I BELIEVED THE LIE THAT, "IF GOD
  • 00:47:19.240 --> 00:47:22.240
  • EVER SAW THE ACTUAL ME, HE
  • 00:47:22.240 --> 00:47:24.110
  • WOULDN'T WANNA USE ME," AND HE
  • 00:47:24.110 --> 00:47:25.290
  • SAYS, "IF YOU JUST STOP RUNNIN'
  • 00:47:25.290 --> 00:47:27.080
  • AND JUST TURN AROUND, I WOULD
  • 00:47:27.080 --> 00:47:29.120
  • SHOW YOU THAT I LOVED YOU THE
  • 00:47:29.120 --> 00:47:31.080
  • ENTIRE TIME, AND I KNEW WHAT YOU
  • 00:47:31.080 --> 00:47:32.190
  • DO EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE, AND I
  • 00:47:32.190 --> 00:47:34.160
  • STILL CHOSE YOU."
  • 00:47:34.160 --> 00:47:35.130
  • MY HUMANITY DID NOT
  • 00:47:35.130 --> 00:47:36.280
  • INVALIDATE GOD CHOOSING ME.
  • 00:47:36.280 --> 00:47:38.210
  • SOMEBODY MISSED THAT.
  • 00:47:38.210 --> 00:47:41.210
  • GOD KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU
  • 00:47:41.210 --> 00:47:43.100
  • AND STILL CHOSE YOU.
  • 00:47:43.100 --> 00:47:44.060
  • [APPLAUSE]
  • 00:47:44.060 --> 00:47:47.050
  • HE KNOWS EVERYTHING YOU'D EVER
  • 00:47:47.050 --> 00:47:48.030
  • DO, AND HE STILL CHOSE YOU.
  • 00:47:48.030 --> 00:47:49.110
  • NOW, IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU GET TO
  • 00:47:49.110 --> 00:47:50.150
  • SHIRK PERSONAL RESPONSIBILITY,
  • 00:47:50.150 --> 00:47:52.010
  • AND THAT'S ONE OF THE THINGS
  • 00:47:52.150 --> 00:47:55.150
  • THAT WE DEAL WITH IN THE BOOK.
  • 00:47:55.150 --> 00:47:56.070
  • THERE ARE AREAS THAT GOD EXPECTS
  • 00:47:56.070 --> 00:47:57.000
  • YOU TO CHANGE, THINGS THAT YOU
  • 00:47:57.000 --> 00:47:58.110
  • NEED TO FACE, AND THEN YOU NEED
  • 00:47:58.110 --> 00:47:59.270
  • TO GROW FROM , LEARN FROM IT,
  • 00:47:59.270 --> 00:48:01.080
  • PUT ACCOUNTABILITY AROUND IT SO
  • 00:48:01.080 --> 00:48:02.130
  • YOU DON'T DO IT AGAIN.
  • 00:48:02.130 --> 00:48:04.000
  • THAT'S A REAL THING.
  • 00:48:04.000 --> 00:48:05.210
  • BUT THIS IS A BOOK I BELIEVE FOR
  • 00:48:05.210 --> 00:48:08.050
  • EVERYONE, "WIN FROM WITHIN:
  • 00:48:08.050 --> 00:48:09.240
  • FINDING YOURSELF BY FACING
  • 00:48:09.270 --> 00:48:12.270
  • YOURSELF."
  • 00:48:12.270 --> 00:48:14.080
  • THE MOMENT I LOOKED AND FACED
  • 00:48:14.080 --> 00:48:16.150
  • ME, I FINALLY WAS ABLE TO GET
  • 00:48:16.150 --> 00:48:18.270
  • ONE GOOD NIGHT OF SLEEP
  • 00:48:18.270 --> 00:48:20.190
  • AND SAY, "ALL IS WELL.
  • 00:48:20.190 --> 00:48:23.120
  • IT IS WELL WITH MY SOUL.
  • 00:48:23.120 --> 00:48:26.080
  • GOD LOVES ME AS I AM.
  • 00:48:26.230 --> 00:48:29.230
  • I DON'T HAVE TO BECOME
  • 00:48:29.230 --> 00:48:31.050
  • ANYTHING."
  • 00:48:31.050 --> 00:48:32.150
  • I REMEMBER NIGHTS AFTER I
  • 00:48:34.110 --> 00:48:37.110
  • WOULD PREACH, AND I'D BE
  • 00:48:37.110 --> 00:48:37.290
  • IN THE HOTEL, AND I'D SAY,
  • 00:48:37.290 --> 00:48:40.040
  • "GOD, ARE YOU PROUD OF ME?"
  • 00:48:40.040 --> 00:48:41.010
  • 'CAUSE I NEEDED SOMEBODY TO TELL
  • 00:48:41.010 --> 00:48:43.130
  • ME THEY WERE PROUD OF ME.
  • 00:48:43.130 --> 00:48:46.080
  • AND GOD MADE IT CLEAR TO ME, "I
  • 00:48:46.080 --> 00:48:47.230
  • WAS PROUD OF YOU BEFORE YOU EVER
  • 00:48:47.230 --> 00:48:49.070
  • PICKED UP A MIC.
  • 00:48:49.070 --> 00:48:51.080
  • I WAS PROUD OF YOU WHEN YOU WERE
  • 00:48:51.080 --> 00:48:53.060
  • LIVIN' IN CINCINNATI AND NOBODY
  • 00:48:53.060 --> 00:48:54.170
  • KNEW YOUR NAME.
  • 00:48:54.170 --> 00:48:56.010
  • I WAS PROUD OF YOU WHEN YOU WERE
  • 00:48:56.010 --> 00:48:57.210
  • HELPIN' YOUR MOM, YOU KNOW, TAKE
  • 00:48:57.210 --> 00:48:59.130
  • GROCERIES OUT OF THE BACK OF THE
  • 00:48:59.130 --> 00:49:00.160
  • CAR.
  • 00:49:00.160 --> 00:49:01.180
  • I WAS PROUD OF YOU WHEN YOU WERE
  • 00:49:01.180 --> 00:49:02.120
  • RIDIN' THE BUS TO SCHOOL.
  • 00:49:02.120 --> 00:49:03.180
  • I WAS PROUD OF YOU WHEN YOU
  • 00:49:03.180 --> 00:49:04.200
  • DIDN'T EVEN LIKE HOW YOU LOOKED.
  • 00:49:04.200 --> 00:49:06.090
  • WHEN YOU HATED YOURSELF, I WAS
  • 00:49:06.090 --> 00:49:07.280
  • PROUD OF YOU.
  • 00:49:07.280 --> 00:49:08.230
  • I'M NOT PROUD OF YOU BECAUSE OF
  • 00:49:08.230 --> 00:49:09.210
  • WHAT YOU DO.
  • 00:49:09.210 --> 00:49:10.260
  • I'M PROUD OF YOU BECAUSE YOU
  • 00:49:10.260 --> 00:49:11.220
  • BELONG TO ME."
  • 00:49:11.220 --> 00:49:12.280
  • - BIL: SO GOOD, GREAT.
  • 00:49:12.280 --> 00:49:14.270
  • [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
  • 00:49:14.270 --> 00:49:16.010
  • SO GOOD, WOW.
  • 00:49:16.090 --> 00:49:19.090
  • - JOHN: MY IDENTITY IS NOT TIED
  • 00:49:19.090 --> 00:49:21.130
  • UP IN MY ACTIVITY.
  • 00:49:21.130 --> 00:49:23.230
  • IF I NEVER PREACH ANOTHER
  • 00:49:23.230 --> 00:49:25.250
  • SERMON, IF NO ONE EVER HEARS MY
  • 00:49:25.250 --> 00:49:27.040
  • NAME, GOD LOVES ME.
  • 00:49:27.040 --> 00:49:28.180
  • HE'S PROUD OF ME, AND I DON'T
  • 00:49:28.180 --> 00:49:31.120
  • HAVE TO BE ON TBN OR OPRAH
  • 00:49:31.120 --> 00:49:33.080
  • WINFREY'S NETWORK OR ANY OTHER
  • 00:49:33.080 --> 00:49:34.040
  • NETWORK.
  • 00:49:34.040 --> 00:49:35.070
  • HE'S PROUD OF ME, AND IF I DIE
  • 00:49:35.070 --> 00:49:37.220
  • TOMORROW, I KNOW THAT HE LOVES
  • 00:49:37.220 --> 00:49:39.030
  • ME, AND I LOVE HIM, AND NOW MY
  • 00:49:39.030 --> 00:49:41.080
  • GOALS HAVE CHANGED, WHERE,
  • 00:49:41.080 --> 00:49:42.210
  • BEFORE, IT MATTERED IF PEOPLE
  • 00:49:42.210 --> 00:49:43.260
  • LIKED ME.
  • 00:49:43.260 --> 00:49:45.030
  • IT MATTERED IF I WAS UNDERSTOOD,
  • 00:49:45.030 --> 00:49:45.250
  • BUT NOW ALL I WANT IS FOR GOD TO
  • 00:49:45.250 --> 00:49:46.180
  • SAY, "WELL DONE."
  • 00:49:47.060 --> 00:49:50.060
  • ONE DAY I'M GONNA HEAR IT,
  • 00:49:50.060 --> 00:49:51.160
  • BUT WHILE I'M ALIVE,
  • 00:49:51.160 --> 00:49:53.080
  • I'M A LOVE MY WIFE LIKE
  • 00:49:53.080 --> 00:49:55.210
  • CHRIST LOVED THE CHURCH, NOW
  • 00:49:55.210 --> 00:49:56.280
  • THAT I UNDERSTAND THAT I CAN.
  • 00:49:56.280 --> 00:49:59.080
  • I'M GONNA RAISE MY CHILDREN TO
  • 00:49:59.080 --> 00:50:01.120
  • KNOW THE LORD, NOW THAT I
  • 00:50:01.120 --> 00:50:02.250
  • UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE THE POWER
  • 00:50:02.250 --> 00:50:03.290
  • TO SPEAK LEGACY.
  • 00:50:03.290 --> 00:50:05.050
  • NOW I UNDERSTAND THINGS
  • 00:50:05.050 --> 00:50:07.080
  • DIFFERENTLY BECAUSE I'M FACING
  • 00:50:07.080 --> 00:50:09.050
  • SOME AREAS THAT I HADN'T FACED
  • 00:50:09.050 --> 00:50:10.190
  • BEFORE, AND IT TOOK ME ALMOST
  • 00:50:10.190 --> 00:50:12.050
  • LOSING MY FAMILY TO DEAL WITH
  • 00:50:12.050 --> 00:50:13.130
  • IT.
  • 00:50:13.130 --> 00:50:14.270
  • - BIL: WOW, YOU KNOW WHAT,
  • 00:50:14.270 --> 00:50:16.140
  • JOHN?
  • 00:50:16.140 --> 00:50:16.280
  • I WANNA JUST ENCOURAGE YOU TOO.
  • 00:50:16.280 --> 00:50:17.200
  • MAN, I JUST FEEL LED IN THIS
  • 00:50:17.200 --> 00:50:18.280
  • MOMENT TO TELL YOU THAT I
  • 00:50:18.280 --> 00:50:20.100
  • BELIEVE YOU'RE GONNA BE THE
  • 00:50:20.100 --> 00:50:21.130
  • FATHER YOU DIDN'T HAVE.
  • 00:50:21.130 --> 00:50:22.140
  • I REALLY BELIEVE THAT.
  • 00:50:22.140 --> 00:50:24.200
  • - JOHN: THANK YOU, JESUS.
  • 00:50:24.200 --> 00:50:25.240
  • - BIL: I BELIEVE YOU'RE GONNA
  • 00:50:25.240 --> 00:50:26.200
  • BE THE FATHER YOU DIDN'T HAVE,
  • 00:50:26.200 --> 00:50:27.140
  • AND I REALLY BELIEVE-- SOME ONE
  • 00:50:27.140 --> 00:50:28.100
  • OF THE BEST FATHERS I KNOW HAD
  • 00:50:28.100 --> 00:50:29.020
  • HORRIBLE FATHERS, AND I WONDER
  • 00:50:29.020 --> 00:50:31.160
  • IF DAVID IS WHO HE WAS-- AND HE
  • 00:50:31.290 --> 00:50:34.290
  • WAS SUCH A GREAT SHEPHERD--
  • 00:50:34.290 --> 00:50:36.280
  • BECAUSE OF THE REJECTION, NOT
  • 00:50:36.280 --> 00:50:38.240
  • BECAUSE OF THE ACCEPTANCE?
  • 00:50:38.240 --> 00:50:40.090
  • - JOHN: THAT IS AMAZING.
  • 00:50:40.090 --> 00:50:40.280
  • - BIL: I THINK GOD HAS
  • 00:50:40.280 --> 00:50:42.010
  • SOMETHIN' THERE FOR YOU.
  • 00:50:42.010 --> 00:50:42.200
  • JOHN, WOULD YOU DO ME A FAVOR,
  • 00:50:42.200 --> 00:50:43.190
  • AND I JUST WANT YOU TO TAKE A
  • 00:50:43.190 --> 00:50:44.210
  • MOMENT AND JUST LEAD PEOPLE TO
  • 00:50:44.210 --> 00:50:45.290
  • JESUS?
  • 00:50:45.290 --> 00:50:46.150
  • WOULD YOU DO THAT?
  • 00:50:46.150 --> 00:50:48.160
  • - JOHN: ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:50:50.020 --> 00:50:53.020
  • WHEN GOD INTRODUCED HIMSELF TO
  • 00:50:53.020 --> 00:50:54.130
  • MOSES, HE SAID, "I'M THE GOD OF
  • 00:50:54.130 --> 00:50:55.050
  • ABRAHAM, ISAAC, AND JACOB."
  • 00:50:55.050 --> 00:50:57.110
  • WE SHOULD'VE NEVER
  • 00:50:57.110 --> 00:50:59.220
  • HEARD OF JACOB.
  • 00:50:59.220 --> 00:51:00.100
  • WE SHOULD'VE HEARD OF ABRAHAM,
  • 00:51:00.100 --> 00:51:02.250
  • ISAAC, AND ESAU, BUT GOD HAD
  • 00:51:02.250 --> 00:51:04.250
  • ALREADY DETERMINED THAT JACOB
  • 00:51:06.250 --> 00:51:09.250
  • WAS WHO HE WAS GOING TO USE, AND
  • 00:51:09.250 --> 00:51:10.270
  • EVEN THOUGH JACOB BECAME ISRAEL,
  • 00:51:11.200 --> 00:51:14.200
  • GOD DIDN'T SAY, "I'M THE GOD OF
  • 00:51:14.200 --> 00:51:16.140
  • ABRAHAM, ISAAC, AND ISRAEL."
  • 00:51:16.140 --> 00:51:17.240
  • "I'M THE GOD OF THE TRICKY ONE.
  • 00:51:17.240 --> 00:51:19.270
  • I'M THE GOD OF THE ONE THAT MADE
  • 00:51:19.270 --> 00:51:20.220
  • MISTAKES.
  • 00:51:20.220 --> 00:51:21.230
  • I'M THE GOD OF THAT GUY."
  • 00:51:21.230 --> 00:51:23.130
  • AND HE COULD BE THE
  • 00:51:23.130 --> 00:51:24.180
  • GOD OF YOU, MA'AM,
  • 00:51:24.180 --> 00:51:27.120
  • YOU, SIR.
  • 00:51:27.120 --> 00:51:27.280
  • DOESN'T MATTER WHO YOU ARE OR
  • 00:51:27.280 --> 00:51:28.190
  • WHERE YOU'VE BEEN.
  • 00:51:28.190 --> 00:51:29.040
  • WHAT I LOVE ABOUT THE REALITY OF
  • 00:51:29.040 --> 00:51:30.050
  • THE BLOOD OF JESUS, IT'S A
  • 00:51:30.050 --> 00:51:31.290
  • SIMPLE SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:51:31.290 --> 00:51:33.090
  • MANY PEOPLE HAVE HEARD IT.
  • 00:51:33.090 --> 00:51:34.140
  • EVERYONE KNOWS IT: "FOR GOD SO
  • 00:51:34.140 --> 00:51:35.250
  • LOVED THE WORLD THAT HE GAVE HIS
  • 00:51:35.250 --> 00:51:36.270
  • ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, THAT
  • 00:51:36.270 --> 00:51:38.110
  • WHOSOEVER WOULD BELIEVE IN HIM
  • 00:51:38.110 --> 00:51:40.120
  • SHOULD NOT PERISH, BUT HAVE
  • 00:51:40.120 --> 00:51:41.140
  • EVERLASTING LIFE."
  • 00:51:41.140 --> 00:51:42.210
  • THE IDEA THAT SALVATION
  • 00:51:42.210 --> 00:51:44.260
  • FOR THE SOUL, AN ETERNAL
  • 00:51:44.260 --> 00:51:46.120
  • RIGHTNESS WITH GOD, IS
  • 00:51:46.120 --> 00:51:48.280
  • AS SIMPLE AS YOUR NEXT
  • 00:51:48.280 --> 00:51:51.190
  • CONFESSION, THIS IS THE POWER OF
  • 00:51:51.190 --> 00:51:54.040
  • THE BLOOD OF JESUS, THAT I DON'T
  • 00:51:54.040 --> 00:51:55.120
  • HAVE TO MAKE MYSELF RIGHT WITH
  • 00:51:55.120 --> 00:51:57.220
  • GOD.
  • 00:51:57.220 --> 00:51:58.070
  • JESUS PAID THAT PRICE.
  • 00:51:58.070 --> 00:51:59.220
  • ALL I NEED TO DO IS ACCEPT THAT
  • 00:51:59.220 --> 00:52:01.230
  • I AM ACCEPTED IN THE BELOVED
  • 00:52:01.230 --> 00:52:03.220
  • BECAUSE OF THE FINISHED WORK OF
  • 00:52:03.220 --> 00:52:05.000
  • THE CROSS.
  • 00:52:05.000 --> 00:52:05.170
  • JESUS IS A REAL KING WHO LOVES
  • 00:52:05.170 --> 00:52:08.090
  • YOU WITH HIS WHOLE HEART.
  • 00:52:08.090 --> 00:52:10.210
  • AND RIGHT NOW, I WANT YOU TO
  • 00:52:10.210 --> 00:52:13.020
  • PRAY WITH ME IF THIS IS SPEAKING
  • 00:52:13.020 --> 00:52:15.000
  • TO YOU BECAUSE YOU WON'T
  • 00:52:15.000 --> 00:52:17.230
  • UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT OF
  • 00:52:17.230 --> 00:52:19.070
  • SALVATION UNTIL YOU NEED TO BE
  • 00:52:19.070 --> 00:52:20.210
  • SAVED FROM SOMETHING, AND SO,
  • 00:52:20.210 --> 00:52:23.100
  • FOR ME, I HAD SO MANY SINS, SO
  • 00:52:23.100 --> 00:52:25.180
  • MANY THINGS I HAD DONE WRONG,
  • 00:52:25.180 --> 00:52:26.260
  • AND I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR THE
  • 00:52:26.260 --> 00:52:28.240
  • BLOOD NOW MORE THAN EVER BEFORE,
  • 00:52:28.240 --> 00:52:30.140
  • AND I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE.
  • 00:52:30.140 --> 00:52:31.220
  • OUR AUDIENCE FEELS THE SAME.
  • 00:52:31.220 --> 00:52:33.000
  • [APPLAUSE]
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  • PRAY THIS PRAYER WITH ME IF I'M
  • 00:52:38.080 --> 00:52:39.020
  • SPEAKING TO YOU: "LORD JESUS,
  • 00:52:39.020 --> 00:52:41.210
  • IT'S ME.
  • 00:52:41.210 --> 00:52:44.060
  • I CONFESS WITH MY MOUTH AND
  • 00:52:44.060 --> 00:52:46.040
  • BELIEVE IN MY HEART THAT JESUS
  • 00:52:46.040 --> 00:52:49.040
  • IS LORD.
  • 00:52:49.040 --> 00:52:50.160
  • THANK YOU FOR THE BLOOD THAT HAS
  • 00:52:50.160 --> 00:52:52.260
  • MADE ME RIGHT WITH YOU, FATHER,
  • 00:52:52.260 --> 00:52:54.160
  • NOT BY MY WORKS, BUT BY THE
  • 00:52:54.210 --> 00:52:57.210
  • FINISHED WORK OF THE CROSS.
  • 00:52:57.210 --> 00:52:58.290
  • JESUS, YOU ARE MY SAVIOR AND MY
  • 00:52:59.010 --> 00:53:02.030
  • LORD.
  • 00:53:02.030 --> 00:53:04.150
  • USE MY GIFTS, MY TALENT, MY
  • 00:53:04.150 --> 00:53:06.170
  • RESOURCES FOR YOUR GLORY, TO
  • 00:53:06.170 --> 00:53:09.160
  • BUILD YOUR KINGDOM.
  • 00:53:09.160 --> 00:53:11.280
  • I SERVE AT YOUR COMMAND.
  • 00:53:11.280 --> 00:53:14.050
  • IN YOUR NAME, JESUS, ALL THINGS
  • 00:53:14.050 --> 00:53:15.180
  • NEW, AMEN.
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  • - BIL: WOW, PLEASE GIVE GOD A
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  • HAND, WOW.
  • 00:53:20.260 --> 00:53:22.040
  • WOW, PRAISE GOD.
  • 00:53:22.040 --> 00:53:24.200
  • [APPLAUSE]
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  • THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE.
  • 00:53:26.100 --> 00:53:26.270
  • THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE.
  • 00:53:26.270 --> 00:53:28.050
  • WE'RE SO GLAD.
  • 00:53:28.050 --> 00:53:29.140
  • IF YOU JUST PRAYED TO RECEIVE
  • 00:53:29.140 --> 00:53:30.160
  • CHRIST, WOULD YOU GIVE US A CALL
  • 00:53:30.160 --> 00:53:31.080
  • AND LET US KNOW ABOUT THAT
  • 00:53:31.080 --> 00:53:31.270
  • DECISION?
  • 00:53:31.270 --> 00:53:32.270
  • AND WHILE YOU'RE CALLIN' US, DO
  • 00:53:32.270 --> 00:53:34.030
  • ME A FAVOR.
  • 00:53:34.030 --> 00:53:34.290
  • REACH OUT.
  • 00:53:34.290 --> 00:53:35.200
  • LET SOMEONE ELSE KNOW TOO THAT
  • 00:53:35.200 --> 00:53:37.000
  • YOU JUST TRUSTED CHRIST, AND
  • 00:53:37.000 --> 00:53:38.120
  • THEN FIND A GREAT CHURCH.
  • 00:53:38.120 --> 00:53:39.220
  • IF YOU'RE ANYWHERE NEAR THIS
  • 00:53:39.220 --> 00:53:41.150
  • GUY, I WOULD GO TO HIS CHURCH.
  • 00:53:41.150 --> 00:53:42.220
  • I MEAN, I'M TELLIN' YOU RIGHT
  • 00:53:42.220 --> 00:53:43.130
  • NOW, THIS GUY-- TELL 'EM WHERE
  • 00:53:43.130 --> 00:53:44.070
  • YOU'RE AT.
  • 00:53:44.070 --> 00:53:44.220
  • - JOHN: WE'RE IN GREENVILLE,
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  • SOUTH CAROLINA AT THE RELENTLESS
  • 00:53:45.150 --> 00:53:46.150
  • AND WE'RE RIGHT OFF HAYWOOD
  • 00:53:48.170 --> 00:53:49.070
  • ROAD.
  • 00:53:49.070 --> 00:53:50.020
  • IT'S ACROSS FROM THE MALL AND A
  • 00:53:50.020 --> 00:53:50.270
  • CHIPOTLE.
  • 00:53:50.270 --> 00:53:52.000
  • COME OVER THERE.
  • 00:53:52.000 --> 00:53:52.220
  • GET YOU SOME LUNCH, AND THEN
  • 00:53:52.220 --> 00:53:53.150
  • COME TO THE CHURCH.
  • 00:53:53.150 --> 00:53:54.110
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:53:54.110 --> 00:53:55.190
  • BUT WE HAVE TWO SERVICES, 8:30
  • 00:53:55.190 --> 00:53:57.110
  • AND 11 A.M., AND YOU CAN GO TO
  • 00:53:57.110 --> 00:53:58.170
  • OURRELENTLESSCHURCH.COM, OR YOU
  • 00:53:58.170 --> 00:54:00.020
  • CAN GO TO
  • 00:54:00.020 --> 00:54:01.170
  • JOHNGRAYMINISTRIES.COM, TO FIND
  • 00:54:01.170 --> 00:54:02.270
  • OUT MORE, AND, OF COURSE, YOU
  • 00:54:02.270 --> 00:54:04.150
  • CAN ALWAYS SEE ME EVERY DAY ON
  • 00:54:04.150 --> 00:54:06.130
  • TBN, WHEREVER YOU'RE WATCHING
  • 00:54:06.130 --> 00:54:07.170
  • - BIL: THAT'S INCREDIBLE, MAN.
  • 00:54:10.090 --> 00:54:11.010
  • THANK YOU JUST FOR BEING HERE,
  • 00:54:11.010 --> 00:54:11.220
  • FOR SHARING THIS.
  • 00:54:11.220 --> 00:54:12.170
  • I WANNA SAY ONE MORE TIME: IF
  • 00:54:12.170 --> 00:54:13.150
  • IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT WE'RE
  • 00:54:15.100 --> 00:54:16.010
  • TALKIN' ABOUT TODAY, WE'RE
  • 00:54:16.010 --> 00:54:16.270
  • TALKIN' ABOUT THIS BOOK, THIS
  • 00:54:16.270 --> 00:54:17.220
  • BOOK, "WIN FROM WITHIN," FROM
  • 00:54:17.220 --> 00:54:19.100
  • JOHN GRAY.
  • 00:54:19.100 --> 00:54:19.230
  • I WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU TO PICK
  • 00:54:19.230 --> 00:54:21.200
  • CALL IN TODAY, AND WHEN YOU GIVE
  • 00:54:21.200 --> 00:54:23.020
  • A LOVE GIFT, KNOW THIS: YOU'RE
  • 00:54:23.020 --> 00:54:24.270
  • JUST TAKIN' THE GOSPEL AND
  • 00:54:24.270 --> 00:54:26.080
  • HELPING IT GO FURTHER, SO WHAT
  • 00:54:26.080 --> 00:54:27.100
  • YOU'RE DOING, YOU'RE NOT
  • 00:54:27.100 --> 00:54:28.130
  • THROWIN'-- "OH, WELL, I'M JUST
  • 00:54:28.130 --> 00:54:29.120
  • GIVIN' THAT MONEY AWAY."
  • 00:54:29.120 --> 00:54:30.010
  • NO, YOU'RE NOT.
  • 00:54:30.010 --> 00:54:30.150
  • YOU'RE INVESTING IT IN THE
  • 00:54:30.150 --> 00:54:31.040
  • KINGDOM.
  • 00:54:31.040 --> 00:54:31.140
  • YOU'RE INVESTING IT IN GOD'S
  • 00:54:31.140 --> 00:54:32.200
  • WORK, AND SO, WHEN YOU GIVE, NOT
  • 00:54:32.200 --> 00:54:34.000
  • ONLY ARE YOU GONNA RECEIVE AN
  • 00:54:34.000 --> 00:54:35.030
  • INCREDIBLE RESOURCE, YOU'RE
  • 00:54:35.030 --> 00:54:36.150
  • GONNA BE REURCED, BUT YOU ARE
  • 00:54:36.150 --> 00:54:38.000
  • RESOURCING THE WORK OF GOD AS
  • 00:54:38.000 --> 00:54:39.240
  • WELL, SO PLEASE CALL THE NUMBER
  • 00:54:39.240 --> 00:54:41.020
  • ON YOUR SCREEN TODAY.
  • 00:54:41.020 --> 00:54:42.140
  • GET "WIN FROM WITHIN."
  • 00:54:42.140 --> 00:54:44.110
  • I WANNA ENCOURAGE
  • 00:54:44.110 --> 00:54:45.020
  • YOU TO DO THAT.
  • 00:54:45.020 --> 00:54:45.240
  • JOHN, WE ONLY HAVE A FEW MORE
  • 00:54:45.240 --> 00:54:46.150
  • MINUTES.
  • 00:54:46.150 --> 00:54:46.250
  • I JUST WANNA SAY THIS REAL
  • 00:54:46.250 --> 00:54:47.150
  • QUICK, LAST THING: IF THERE'S
  • 00:54:47.150 --> 00:54:48.060
  • ONE THING YOU COULD SAY ABOUT
  • 00:54:48.060 --> 00:54:49.090
  • THIS BOOK, I KNOW BOOKS CHANGE
  • 00:54:49.090 --> 00:54:51.070
  • PEOPLE, BUT HOW HAS THIS
  • 00:54:51.070 --> 00:54:53.060
  • CHANGED YOU?
  • 00:54:53.060 --> 00:54:55.010
  • - JOHN: IT'S CHANGED ME.
  • 00:54:55.010 --> 00:54:57.070
  • I CAN NEVER PUT THE MASK
  • 00:54:58.210 --> 00:55:01.230
  • ON AGAIN.
  • 00:55:01.230 --> 00:55:04.090
  • THE BOOK IS SO TRANSPARENT THAT
  • 00:55:05.280 --> 00:55:08.280
  • I HAVE TO LIVE THAT LIFE NOW.
  • 00:55:08.280 --> 00:55:09.290
  • NOW, IT'S UNCOMFORTABLE BECAUSE
  • 00:55:09.290 --> 00:55:10.210
  • PEOPLE WILL CRUCIFY YOU WHEN
  • 00:55:10.210 --> 00:55:11.120
  • THEY SEE WHAT GOD HAS BROUGHT
  • 00:55:11.120 --> 00:55:12.240
  • YOU FROM.
  • 00:55:12.240 --> 00:55:14.100
  • THEY'LL JUDGE YOU BASED ON
  • 00:55:14.100 --> 00:55:15.240
  • MISINFORMATION OR PIECES OF
  • 00:55:15.240 --> 00:55:17.210
  • INFORMATION, AND THAT'S THE COST
  • 00:55:17.210 --> 00:55:19.210
  • OF SOMEBODY ELSE GETTING INTO
  • 00:55:19.210 --> 00:55:21.290
  • THE KINGDOM.
  • 00:55:21.290 --> 00:55:23.100
  • IF MY WOUNDS AND THE PLACES
  • 00:55:23.100 --> 00:55:25.060
  • WHERE I FAIL WILL GET SOMEBODY
  • 00:55:25.060 --> 00:55:27.160
  • INTO THE PRESENCE OF JESUS, THEN
  • 00:55:27.160 --> 00:55:29.000
  • IT WAS WORTH IT, AND SO THAT'S--
  • 00:55:29.000 --> 00:55:30.080
  • I CAN NEVER GO BACK TO A MASKED
  • 00:55:30.080 --> 00:55:31.010
  • LIFE.
  • 00:55:33.040 --> 00:55:36.040
  • - BIL: THAT'S GOOD, THAT'S
  • 00:55:36.040 --> 00:55:36.240
  • GOOD.
  • 00:55:36.240 --> 00:55:37.030
  • "WIN FROM WITHIN," I WANNA
  • 00:55:37.030 --> 00:55:37.290
  • ENCOURAGE YOU TO GET IT.
  • 00:55:37.290 --> 00:55:38.260
  • THIS BOOK HAS COST YOU.
  • 00:55:38.260 --> 00:55:40.040
  • - JOHN: IT DID.
  • 00:55:40.040 --> 00:55:40.210
  • - BIL: IT HAS COST YOU.
  • 00:55:40.210 --> 00:55:41.180
  • THERE'S SOME CONTROVERSY
  • 00:55:41.180 --> 00:55:42.190
  • ATTACHED TO THIS 'CAUSE WHEN YOU
  • 00:55:42.190 --> 00:55:43.270
  • PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE AND SAY,
  • 00:55:43.270 --> 00:55:45.140
  • "THIS IS THE REAL ME," "THIS IS
  • 00:55:45.140 --> 00:55:46.240
  • WHAT'S REALLY GOIN' ON," "HERE'S
  • 00:55:46.240 --> 00:55:48.040
  • HOW GOD HAS REALLY CHANGED ME,"
  • 00:55:48.040 --> 00:55:49.090
  • BUT THAT'S HOW YOU LEARN TO
  • 00:55:49.090 --> 00:55:50.270
  • CHANGE AS WELL IS WHEN YOU GO,
  • 00:55:50.270 --> 00:55:52.170
  • "IF THIS GUY CAN DO IT, THEN
  • 00:55:52.170 --> 00:55:53.180
  • MAYBE I CAN DO IT TOO."
  • 00:55:53.180 --> 00:55:55.030
  • MAN, THANKS FOR BEIN' HONEST.
  • 00:55:55.030 --> 00:55:56.090
  • THANKS FOR SHARING YOUR HEART.
  • 00:55:56.090 --> 00:55:57.220
  • IT'S BEEN JUST AN INCREDIBLE
  • 00:55:57.220 --> 00:55:58.120
  • TIME JUST TO HEAR FROM YOU AND
  • 00:55:58.120 --> 00:55:59.190
  • TO HEAR WISDOM, GREAT WISDOM,
  • 00:55:59.190 --> 00:56:00.270
  • NOT HYPE-- WISDOM.
  • 00:56:00.270 --> 00:56:02.010
  • THANK YOU FOR THAT.
  • 00:56:02.010 --> 00:56:03.270
  • WE APPRECIATE YOU.
  • 00:56:03.270 --> 00:56:04.290
  • YOU GUYS, GIVE IT UP FOR
  • 00:56:04.290 --> 00:56:05.190
  • [CHEERS AND APPLAUSE]
  • 00:56:07.290 --> 00:56:08.170
  • WOW, INCREDIBLE.
  • 00:56:08.170 --> 00:56:09.180
  • THANK YOU SO MUCH.
  • 00:56:09.180 --> 00:56:10.030
  • BEEN INCREDIBLE HAVIN' YOU HERE.
  • 00:56:10.030 --> 00:56:10.260
  • GET THIS TODAY.
  • 00:56:11.280 --> 00:56:14.280
  • I WANT YOU TO PICK THIS UP RIGHT
  • 00:56:14.280 --> 00:56:15.210
  • NOW.
  • 00:56:15.210 --> 00:56:16.120
  • CALL ON THE SCREEN RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:56:16.120 --> 00:56:17.230
  • ON BEHALF OF "PRAISE" AND TBN,
  • 00:56:17.230 --> 00:56:19.150
  • AND MATT AND LAURIE CROUCH, I
  • 00:56:19.150 --> 00:56:21.150
  • WANNA SAY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR
  • 00:56:21.150 --> 00:56:22.230
  • TUNING IN.
  • 00:56:22.230 --> 00:56:23.200
  • THANKS FOR BEING A PART OF THIS
  • 00:56:23.200 --> 00:56:24.240
  • GREAT NETWORK, AND, JUST, WE
  • 00:56:24.240 --> 00:56:25.270
  • WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU TO CONTINUE
  • 00:56:25.270 --> 00:56:26.200
  • TO TUNE IN.
  • 00:56:26.200 --> 00:56:27.290
  • YOU CAN FOLLOW THIS GUY ONLINE
  • 00:56:27.290 --> 00:56:30.010
  • AS WELL, BUT ALSO YOU CAN WATCH
  • 00:56:30.010 --> 00:56:31.160
  • HIM EVERY SINGLE DAY RIGHT HERE
  • 00:56:31.160 --> 00:56:32.290
  • ON TBN.
  • 00:56:32.290 --> 00:56:34.070
  • PLEASE DO THAT.
  • 00:56:34.070 --> 00:56:35.000
  • WE'RE GRATEFUL, AND JUST KNOW
  • 00:56:35.000 --> 00:56:35.250
  • THIS: WE'RE GLAD YOU'RE HERE.
  • 00:56:35.250 --> 00:56:37.020
  • WE'RE GLAD YOU'RE TUNED IN
  • 00:56:37.020 --> 00:56:38.040
  • BECAUSE WE LOVE YOU, AND GOD
  • 00:56:38.040 --> 00:56:39.060
  • LOVES YOU TOO.
  • 00:56:39.060 --> 00:56:40.280
  • THANK YOU AGAIN.
  • 00:56:40.280 --> 00:56:41.130
  • GOD BLESS.
  • 00:56:41.130 --> 00:56:42.100
  • MAN, GREAT TO HAVE YOU, BROTHER.
  • 00:56:42.100 --> 00:56:43.110