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October 19, 2016
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My Fulfillment - My Happiness

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    • to you about men, but I want to
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    • to you about men, but I want to
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    • talk in particular about
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    • talk in particular about
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    • Men's Happiness.
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    • Men's Happiness.
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    • The Apostle Paul said, Acts 26,
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    • The Apostle Paul said, Acts 26,
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    • verse 2, "I think myself happy."
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    • verse 2, "I think myself happy."
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    • I'm sure that men, women as
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    • I'm sure that men, women as
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    • well, can think themselves happy
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    • well, can think themselves happy
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    • or can think themselves unhappy,
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    • or can think themselves unhappy,
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    • but I do know that fundamentally
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    • but I do know that fundamentally
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    • a lot of men are just not happy.
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    • a lot of men are just not happy.
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    • Now, that's obviously
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    • Now, that's obviously
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    • not all men.
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    • not all men.
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    • Many men are happy too and
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    • Many men are happy too and
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    • contented, but there may be men
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    • contented, but there may be men
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    • in people's lives here
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    • in people's lives here
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    • who are just not happy.
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    • who are just not happy.
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    • And, of course, as a wife or
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    • And, of course, as a wife or
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    • somebody who loves a guy, that's
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    • somebody who loves a guy, that's
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    • hard for you to carry because
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    • hard for you to carry because
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    • you can feel helpless, you can
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    • you can feel helpless, you can
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    • feel like there's not a whole
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    • feel like there's not a whole
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    • lot you can do about it.
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    • lot you can do about it.
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    • Listen to what Job said,
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    • Listen to what Job said,
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    • it's Job chapter 7, verse 7,
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    • it's Job chapter 7, verse 7,
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    • Job said, "O God, remember that
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    • Job said, "O God, remember that
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    • my life is but a breath,
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    • my life is but a breath,
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    • and I will never again
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    • and I will never again
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    • feel happiness."
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    • feel happiness."
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    • In Job chapter 9, verse 25,
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    • In Job chapter 9, verse 25,
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    • Job said, "My life passes away
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    • Job said, "My life passes away
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    • more swiftly than a runner.
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    • more swiftly than a runner.
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    • It flees away without a glimpse
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    • It flees away without a glimpse
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    • of happiness."
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    • of happiness."
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    • Job got to the point where he
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    • Job got to the point where he
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    • believed he could never be happy
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    • believed he could never be happy
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    • again.
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    • again.
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    • I don't think a lot of people
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    • I don't think a lot of people
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    • understand just how many men
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    • understand just how many men
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    • are not completely fulfilled,
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    • are not completely fulfilled,
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    • are empty, or just not happy
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    • are empty, or just not happy
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    • because men, for a start, can be
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    • because men, for a start, can be
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    • emotional closed books, and then
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    • emotional closed books, and then
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    • secondly, can try to portray
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    • secondly, can try to portray
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    • an outward persona of being
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    • an outward persona of being
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    • a happy-go-lucky guy.
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    • a happy-go-lucky guy.
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    • But I've learned over the years
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    • But I've learned over the years
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    • as someone who's basically
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    • as someone who's basically
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    • worked close to people for
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    • worked close to people for
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    • a long, long time that, in fact,
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    • a long, long time that, in fact,
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    • many men, including Christian
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    • many men, including Christian
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    • men, deal with that sense of
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    • men, deal with that sense of
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    • emptiness and unhappiness
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    • emptiness and unhappiness
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    • on the inside.
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    • on the inside.
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    • So, I've learned never
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    • So, I've learned never
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    • to underestimate the potential
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    • to underestimate the potential
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    • for...for men to be unhappy.
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    • for...for men to be unhappy.
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    • A friend of mine, their son
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    • A friend of mine, their son
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    • committed suicide in his 20s.
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    • committed suicide in his 20s.
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    • He was a boy who from the time
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    • He was a boy who from the time
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    • he was a tiny little boy,
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    • he was a tiny little boy,
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    • his dad told me,
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    • his dad told me,
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    • he was just unhappy.
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    • he was just unhappy.
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    • He had come home from school
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    • He had come home from school
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    • and his mom and dad, they'd say,
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    • and his mom and dad, they'd say,
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    • "How are you, son?"
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    • "How are you, son?"
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    • He says, "I'm not happy."
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    • He says, "I'm not happy."
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    • And they'd say, "Why?
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    • And they'd say, "Why?
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    • Were the kids mean to you
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    • Were the kids mean to you
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    • at school?"
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    • "No."
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    • "No."
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    • "Was the teacher mean to you?"
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    • "Was the teacher mean to you?"
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    • "No."
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    • "No."
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    • He was just unhappy.
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    • He was just unhappy.
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    • I'm sure there was chemical
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    • I'm sure there was chemical
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    • imbalance or maybe other things
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    • imbalance or maybe other things
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    • I don't understand that led to
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    • I don't understand that led to
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    • that, and that's not always
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    • that, and that's not always
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    • the case with all men
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    • the case with all men
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    • but some men just they're
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    • but some men just they're
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    • their own disappointment,
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    • their own disappointment,
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    • perhaps, their inability
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    • perhaps, their inability
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    • to fill whatever it is within.
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    • to fill whatever it is within.
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    • So, I look at my own life.
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    • So, I look at my own life.
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    • I was the kind of guy when I
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    • I was the kind of guy when I
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    • grew up, I was full of vision,
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    • grew up, I was full of vision,
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    • full of life.
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    • full of life.
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    • I thought that things like
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    • I thought that things like
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    • burnout were for other people.
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    • burnout were for other people.
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    • It certainly wasn't my world
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    • It certainly wasn't my world
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    • and not something that I thought
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    • and not something that I thought
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    • would ever happen to me
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    • the line that stands out to me,
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    • "It's not about you."
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    • everyone needs support, everyone
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    • There will be unhappiness
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    • in your world.
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    • Living our lives generously,
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    • it affects everything
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    • when you start living
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    • To me, generosity has no strings
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    • about me.
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    • The Message puts it this way,
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    • Unhappy people are mean
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    • it's not about you.
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    • Pursuit of Money.
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    • Pursuit of Money.
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    • It's Ecclesiastes chapter 5,
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    • verse 10 and 11.
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    • wealth brings true happiness!
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    • wealth brings true happiness!
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    • come to help you spend it.
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    • slip through your fingers!"
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    • 1 Timothy chapter 6, verse 17
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    • 1 Timothy chapter 6, verse 17
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    • us richly all things to enjoy."
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    • What's all things mean?
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    • God gives us all things,
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    • and if we make our lives,
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    • it will lead to unhappiness.
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    • It will never lead to happiness.
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    • I love when I see people who God
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    • abundantly,
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    • Let's live our lives peaceably.
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    • children's eternity
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    • but that root of bitterness,
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    • it's going to happen.
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    • it will cause trouble and it
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    • I do pray that God will give you
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    • the capacity, I do pray God
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    • do it, but find keys to seeing
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    • your husband happy and fulfilled
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    • and fulfilled, then you will see
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    • and fulfilled, then you will see
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    • the way it affects your world.
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    • the way it affects your world.
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    • So Lord, I just pray for
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    • So Lord, I just pray for
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    • every one of these people.
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    • Lord, wherever they're at, I
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    • Lord, wherever they're at, I
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    • just pray that you'll give them
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    • grace, I pray that you'll
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    • grace, I pray that you'll
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    • give them strength.
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    • give them strength.
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    • I pray you'll give them little
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    • I pray you'll give them little
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    • keys to unlock the happiness
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    • keys to unlock the happiness
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    • around and about them.
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    • around and about them.
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    • Lord, I pray that each and every
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    • Lord, I pray that each and every
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    • one of us can live our lives
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    • one of us can live our lives
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    • from the inside out, Lord,
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    • from the inside out, Lord,
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    • the outside,
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    • people's attitudes and
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    • people's thinking, and people's
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    • meanness to frame our inside.
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    • meanness to frame our inside.
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    • Lord, I just ask right now
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    • Lord, I just ask right now
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    • for happiness
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    • for happiness
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    • to settle into marriages.
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    • to settle into marriages.
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    • I pray there'll be miracles and
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    • I pray there'll be miracles and
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    • testimonies in relationship.
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    • testimonies in relationship.
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    • I pray for the miracle inside
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    • I pray for the miracle inside
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    • the hearts and souls of men
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    • the hearts and souls of men
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    • that you will bring them a point
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    • that you will bring them a point
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    • of great happiness, Father,
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    • of great happiness, Father,
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    • where they truly can worship you
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    • where they truly can worship you
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    • in spirit and truth, where they
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    • in spirit and truth, where they
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    • do know how to live their lives
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    • do know how to live their lives
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    • peaceably, where they do become
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    • peaceably, where they do become
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    • men of God and men of prayer.
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    • men of God and men of prayer.
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    • Father, help us to support
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    • Father, help us to support
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    • the men in our world, I pray.
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    • the men in our world, I pray.
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    • We give you the praise, we give
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    • We give you the praise, we give
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    • you the glory, we thank you
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    • you the glory, we thank you
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    • - Brian: Thanks so much
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    • - Brian: Thanks so much
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    • for joining us, Brian Houston
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    • for joining us, Brian Houston
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    • on "Hillsong Television."
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    • on "Hillsong Television."
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    • We're so grateful for
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    • We're so grateful for
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    • all of the reception we get,
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    • all of the reception we get,
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    • of course, phone calls.
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    • of course, phone calls.
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    • You're always welcome to contact
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    • You're always welcome to contact
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    • us and if ever you need anything
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    • us and if ever you need anything
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    • from our ministry, we are happy
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    • from our ministry, we are happy
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    • to send it to you to bless you.
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    • to send it to you to bless you.
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    • Don't ever forget
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    • Don't ever forget
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    • that "Live, Love, Lead"
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    • that "Live, Love, Lead"
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    • was written with you in mind.
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    • was written with you in mind.
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    • So, have a great, great week.
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    • So, have a great, great week.
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    • God bless.
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    • God bless.
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    • His body bound
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    • and drenched in tears
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    • and drenched in tears
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    • They laid Him down
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    • in Joseph's tomb
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    • The entrance sealed
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    • by heavy stone
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    • by heavy stone
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    • O praise the name
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    • O praise the name
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    • of the Lord our God
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    • of the Lord our God
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    • O praise His name
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    • O praise His name
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    • forever more
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    • forever more
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    • For endless days
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    • For endless days
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    • We will sing Your praise
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    • We will sing Your praise
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    • O Lord
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    • O Lord
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    • The Son of heaven
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    • rose again
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    • rose again
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    • O trampled death
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    • where is your sting
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    • The angels roar
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    • The angels roar
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    • O praise the name
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    • O praise the name
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    • of the Lord our God
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    • O praise His name
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    • O praise His name
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    • forevermore
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    • For endless days
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    • For endless days
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    • we will sing Your praise
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    • we will sing Your praise
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    • O Lord, o Lord, our God
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    • O Lord, o Lord, our God
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    • He shall return
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    • He shall return
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    • The blazing Son
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    • The blazing Son
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    • Shall pierce the night
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    • Shall pierce the night
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    • And I will rise
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    • among the saints
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    • among the saints
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    • My gaze transfixed
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    • My gaze transfixed
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